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Chapter 1 -Peter Breaks Through
Chapter 2 -The Shadow
Chapter 3 -Come Away, Come Away!
Chapter 4 -The Flight
Chapter 5 -The Island Come True
Chapter 6 -The Little House
Chapter 7 -The Home Under The Ground
Chapter 8 -The Mermaids' Lagoon
Chapter 9 -The Never Bird
Chapter 10 -The Happy Home
Chapter 11 -Wendy's Story
Chapter 12 -The Children Are Carried Off
Chapter 13 -Do You Believe In Fairies?
Chapter 14 -The Pirate Ship
Chapter 15 -"Hook Or Me This Time"
Chapter 16 -The Return Home
Chapter 17 -When Wendy Grew Up

Chapter 1 Peter Breaks Through

All children, except one, grow up. They soon
know that they will grow up, and the way
Wendy knew was this. One day when she
was two years old she was playing in a
garden, and she plucked another flower
and ran with it to her mother. I suppose she
must have looked rather delightful, for Mrs.
Darling put her hand to her heart and cried,
"Oh, why can't you remain like this for ever!"
This was all that passed between them on
the subject, but henceforth Wendy knew that
she must grow up. You always know after
you are two. Two is the beginning of the
end.

Of course they lived at 14 [their house
number on their street], and until Wendy
came her mother was the chief one. She
was a lovely lady, with a romantic mind and
such a sweet mocking mouth. Her romantic
mind was like the tiny boxes, one within the
other, that come from the puzzling East,
however many you discover there is always
one more; and her sweet mocking mouth
had one kiss on it that Wendy could never
get, though there is was, perfectly
conspicuous in the right-hand corner.

The way Mr. Darling won her was this: the
many gentlemen who had been boys when
she was a girl discovered simultaneously
that they loved her, and they all ran to her
house to propose to her except Mr. Darling,
who took a cab and nipped in first, and so
he got her. He got all of her, except the
innermost box and the kiss. He never knew
about the box, and in time he gave up trying
for the kiss. Wendy thought Napoleon could
have got it, but I can picture him trying, and
then going off in a passion, slamming the
door.

Mr. Darling used to boast to Wendy that her
mother not only loved him but respected
him. He was one of those deep ones who
know about stocks and shares. Of course
no one really knows, but he quite seemed to
know, and he often said stocks were up and
shares were down in a way that would have
made any woman respect him.

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Mrs. Darling was married in white, and at
first she kept the books perfectly, almost
gleefully, as if it were a game, not so much
as a Brussels sprout was missing; but by
and by whole cauliflowers dropped out, and
instead of them there were pictures of
babies without faces. She drew them when
she should have been totting up. They were
Mrs. Darling's guesses.

Wendy came first, then John, then Michael.

For a week or two after Wendy came it was
doubtful whether they would be able to keep
her, as she was another mouth to feed. Mr.
Darling was frightfully proud of her, but he
was very honourable, and he sat on the
edge of Mrs. Darling's bed, holding her
hand and calculating expenses, while she
looked at him imploringly. She wanted to
risk it, come what might, but that was not his
way; his way was with a pencil and a piece
of paper, and if she confused him with
suggestions he had to begin at the
beginning again.

"Now don't interrupt," he would beg of her. "I
have one pound seventeen here, and two
and six at the office; I can cut off my coffee
at the office, say ten shillings, making two
nine and six, with your eighteen and three
makes three nine seven, with five naught
naught in my cheque-book makes eight
nine seven who is that moving? eight nine
seven, dot and carry seven don't speak, my
own and the pound you lent to that man who
came to the door quiet, child dot and carry
child there, you've done it! did I say nine
nine seven? yes, I said nine nine seven; the
question is, can we try it for a year on nine
nine seven?"

"Of course we can, George," she cried. But
she was prejudiced in Wendy's favour, and
he was really the grander character of the
two.

"Remember mumps," he warned her almost
threateningly, and off he went again.
"Mumps one pound, that is what I have put
down, but I daresay it will be more like thirty
shillings don't speak measles one five,
German measles half a guinea, makes two
fifteen six don't waggle your finger
whooping-cough, say fifteen shillings" and
so on it went, and it added up differently
each time; but at last Wendy just got
through, with mumps reduced to twelve six,
and the two kinds of measles treated as
one.

There was the same excitement over John,
and Michael had even a narrower squeak;
but both were kept, and soon, you might
have seen the three of them going in a row
to Miss Fulsom's Kindergarten school,
accompanied by their nurse.

Mrs. Darling loved to have everything just
so, and Mr. Darling had a passion for being
exactly like his neighbours; so, of course,
they had a nurse. As they were poor, owing
to the amount of milk the children drank, this
nurse was a prim Newfoundland dog,
called Nana, who had belonged to no one in
particular until the Darlings engaged her.
She had always thought children important,
however, and the Darlings had become
acquainted with her in Kensington Gardens,
where she spent most of her spare time
peeping into perambulators, and was much
hated by careless nursemaids, whom she
followed to their homes and complained of
to their mistresses. She proved to be quite a
treasure of a nurse. How thorough she was
at bath-time, and up at any moment of the
night if one of her charges made the
slightest cry. Of course her kennel was in
the nursery. She had a genius for knowing
when a cough is a thing to have no patience
with and when it needs stocking around
your throat. She believed to her last day in
old-fashioned remedies like rhubarb leaf,

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and made sounds of contempt over all this
new-fangled talk about germs, and so on. It
was a lesson in propriety to see her
escorting the children to school, walking
sedately by their side when they were well
behaved, and butting them back into line if
they strayed. On John's footer [in England
soccer was called football, "footer for short]
days she never once forgot his sweater,
and she usually carried an umbrella in her
mouth in case of rain. There is a room in the
basement of Miss Fulsom's school where
the nurses wait. They sat on forms, while
Nana lay on the floor, but that was the only
difference. They affected to ignore her as of
an inferior social status to themselves, and
she despised their light talk. She resented
visits to the nursery from Mrs. Darling's
friends, but if they did come she first
whipped off Michael's pinafore and put him
into the one with blue braiding, and
smoothed out Wendy and made a dash at
John's hair.

No nursery could possibly have been
conducted more correctly, and Mr. Darling
knew it, yet he sometimes wondered
uneasily whether the neighbours talked.

He had his position in the city to consider.

Nana also troubled him in another way. He
had sometimes a feeling that she did not
admire him. "I know she admires you
tremendously, George," Mrs. Darling would
assure him, and then she would sign to the
children to be specially nice to father. Lovely
dances followed, in which the only other
servant, Liza, was sometimes allowed to
join. Such a midget she looked in her long
skirt and maid's cap, though she had
sworn, when engaged, that she would
never see ten again. The gaiety of those
romps! And gayest of all was Mrs. Darling,
who would pirouette so wildly that all you
could see of her was the kiss, and then if

you had dashed at her you might have got it.
There never was a simpler happier family
until the coming of Peter Pan.

Mrs. Darling first heard of Peter when she
was tidying up her children's minds. It is the
nightly custom of every good mother after
her children are asleep to rummage in their
minds and put things straight for next
morning, repacking into their proper places
the many articles that have wandered during
the day. If you could keep awake (but of
course you can't) you would see your own
mother doing this, and you would find it very
interesting to watch her. It is quite like
tidying up drawers. You would see her on
her knees, I expect, lingering humorously
over some of your contents, wondering
where on earth you had picked this thing up,
making discoveries sweet and not so
sweet, pressing this to her cheek as if it
were as nice as a kitten, and hurriedly
stowing that out of sight. When you wake in
the morning, the naughtiness and evil
passions with which you went to bed have
been folded up small and placed at the
bottom of your mind and on the top,
beautifully aired, are spread out your
prettier thoughts, ready for you to put on.

I don't know whether you have ever seen a
map of a person's mind. Doctors
sometimes draw maps of other parts of
you, and your own map can become
intensely interesting, but catch them trying to
draw a map of a child's mind, which is not
only confused, but keeps going round all the
time. There are zigzag lines on it, just like
your temperature on a card, and these are
probably roads in the island, for the
Neverland is always more or less an island,
with astonishing splashes of colour here
and there, and coral reefs and rakish-
looking craft in the offing, and savages and
lonely lairs, and gnomes who are mostly
tailors, and caves through which a river

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runs, and princes with six elder brothers,
and a hut fast going to decay, and one very
small old lady with a hooked nose. It would
be an easy map if that were all, but there is
also first day at school, religion, fathers, the
round pond, needle-work, murders,
hangings, verbs that take the dative,
chocolate pudding day, getting into braces,
say ninety-nine, three-pence for pulling out
your tooth yourself, and so on, and either
these are part of the island or they are
another map showing through, and it is all
rather confusing, especially as nothing will
stand still.

Of course the Neverlands vary a good deal.
John's, for instance, had a lagoon with
flamingoes flying over it at which John was
shooting, while Michael, who was very
small, had a flamingo with lagoons flying
over it. John lived in a boat turned upside
down on the sands, Michael in a wigwam,
Wendy in a house of leaves deftly sewn
together. John had no friends, Michael had
friends at night, Wendy had a pet wolf
forsaken by its parents, but on the whole the
Neverlands have a family resemblance, and
if they stood still in a row you could say of
them that they have each other's nose, and
so forth. On these magic shores children at
play are for ever beaching their coracles
[simple boat]. We too have been there; we
can still hear the sound of the surf, though
we shall land no more.

Of all delectable islands the Neverland is
the snuggest and most compact, not large
and sprawly, you know, with tedious
distances between one adventure and
another, but nicely crammed. When you play
at it by day with the chairs and table-cloth, it
is not in the least alarming, but in the two
minutes before you go to sleep it becomes
very real. That is why there are night-lights.

Occasionally in her travels through her

children's minds Mrs. Darling found things
she could not understand, and of these
quite the most perplexing was the word
Peter. She knew of no Peter, and yet he
was here and there in John and Michael's
minds, while Wendy's began to be scrawled
all over with him. The name stood out in
bolder letters than any of the other words,
and as Mrs. Darling gazed she felt that it
had an oddly cocky appearance.

"Yes, he is rather cocky," Wendy admitted
with regret. Her mother had been
questioning her.

"But who is he, my pet?"

"He is Peter Pan, you know, mother."

At first Mrs. Darling did not know, but after
thinking back into her childhood she just
remembered a Peter Pan who was said to
live with the fairies. There were odd stories
about him, as that when children died he
went part of the way with them, so that they
should not be frightened. She had believed
in him at the time, but now that she was
married and full of sense she quite doubted
whether there was any such person.

"Besides," she said to Wendy, "he would be
grown up by this time."

"Oh no, he isn't grown up," Wendy assured
her confidently, "and he is just my size." She
meant that he was her size in both mind and
body; she didn't know how she knew, she
just knew it.

Mrs. Darling consulted Mr. Darling, but he
smiled pooh-pooh. "Mark my words," he
said, "it is some nonsense Nana has been
putting into their heads; just the sort of idea
a dog would have. Leave it alone, and it will
blow over."

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But it would not blow over and soon the
troublesome boy gave Mrs. Darling quite a
shock.

Children have the strangest adventures
without being troubled by them. For
instance, they may remember to mention, a
week after the event happened, that when
they were in the wood they had met their
dead father and had a game with him. It was
in this casual way that Wendy one morning
made a disquieting revelation. Some
leaves of a tree had been found on the
nursery floor, which certainly were not there
when the children went to bed, and Mrs.
Darling was puzzling over them when Wendy
said with a tolerant smile:

"I do believe it is that Peter again!"

"Whatever do you mean, Wendy?"

"It is so naughty of him not to wipe his feet,"
Wendy said, sighing. She was a tidy child.

She explained in quite a matter-of-fact way
that she thought Peter sometimes came to
the nursery in the night and sat on the foot of
her bed and played on his pipes to her.
Unfortunately she never woke, so she didn't
know how she knew, she just knew.

"What nonsense you talk, precious. No one
can get into the house without knocking."

"I think he comes in by the window," she
said.

"My love, it is three floors up."

"Were not the leaves at the foot of the
window, mother?"

It was quite true; the leaves had been found
very near the window.

Mrs. Darling did not know what to think, for it
all seemed so natural to Wendy that you
could not dismiss it by saying she had been
dreaming.

"My child," the mother cried, "why did you
not tell me of this before?"

"I forgot," said Wendy lightly. She was in a
hurry to get her breakfast.

Oh, surely she must have been dreaming.

But, on the other hand, there were the
leaves. Mrs. Darling examined them very
carefully; they were skeleton leaves, but she
was sure they did not come from any tree
that grew in England. She crawled about the
floor, peering at it with a candle for marks of
a strange foot. She rattled the poker up the
chimney and tapped the walls. She let down
a tape from the window to the pavement,
and it was a sheer drop of thirty feet, without
so much as a spout to climb up by.

Certainly Wendy had been dreaming.

But Wendy had not been dreaming, as the
very next night showed, the night on which
the extraordinary adventures of these
children may be said to have begun.

On the night we speak of all the children
were once more in bed. It happened to be
Nana's evening off, and Mrs. Darling had
bathed them and sung to them till one by one
they had let go her hand and slid away into
the land of sleep.

All were looking so safe and cosy that she
smiled at her fears now and sat down
tranquilly by the fire to sew.

It was something for Michael, who on his
birthday was getting into shirts. The fire was
warm, however, and the nursery dimly lit by

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three night-lights, and presently the sewing
lay on Mrs. Darling's lap. Then her head
nodded, oh, so gracefully. She was asleep.
Look at the four of them, Wendy and Michael
over there, John here, and Mrs. Darling by
the fire. There should have been a fourth
night-light.

While she slept she had a dream. She
dreamt that the Neverland had come too
near and that a strange boy had broken
through from it. He did not alarm her, for she
thought she had seen him before in the
faces of many women who have no
children. Perhaps he is to be found in the
faces of some mothers also. But in her
dream he had rent the film that obscures the
Neverland, and she saw Wendy and John
and Michael peeping through the gap.

The dream by itself would have been a trifle,
but while she was dreaming the window of
the nursery blew open, and a boy did drop
on the floor. He was accompanied by a
strange light, no bigger than your fist, which
darted about the room like a living thing and
I think it must have been this light that
wakened Mrs. Darling.

She started up with a cry, and saw the boy,
and somehow she knew at once that he
was Peter Pan. If you or I or Wendy had been
there we should have seen that he was very
like Mrs. Darling's kiss. He was a lovely
boy, clad in skeleton leaves and the juices
that ooze out of trees but the most
entrancing thing about him was that he had
all his first teeth. When he saw she was a
grown-up, he gnashed the little pearls at
her.

Chapter 2 The Shadow

Mrs. Darling screamed, and, as if in answer
to a bell, the door opened, and Nana
entered, returned from her evening out. She

growled and sprang at the boy, who leapt
lightly through the window. Again Mrs.
Darling screamed, this time in distress for
him, for she thought he was killed, and she
ran down into the street to look for his little
body, but it was not there; and she looked
up, and in the black night she could see
nothing but what she thought was a shooting
star.

She returned to the nursery, and found Nana
with something in her mouth, which proved
to be the boy's shadow. As he leapt at the
window Nana had closed it quickly, too late
to catch him, but his shadow had not had
time to get out; slam went the window and
snapped it off.

You may be sure Mrs. Darling examined the
shadow carefully, but it was quite the
ordinary kind.

Nana had no doubt of what was the best
thing to do with this shadow. She hung it out
at the window, meaning "He is sure to come
back for it; let us put it where he can get it
easily without disturbing the children."

But unfortunately Mrs. Darling could not
leave it hanging out at the window, it looked
so like the washing and lowered the whole
tone of the house. She thought of showing it
to Mr. Darling, but he was totting up winter
great-coats for John and Michael, with a
wet towel around his head to keep his brain
clear, and it seemed a shame to trouble
him; besides, she knew exactly what he
would say: "It all comes of having a dog for a
nurse."

She decided to roll the shadow up and put it
away carefully in a drawer, until a fitting
opportunity came for telling her husband. Ah
me!

The opportunity came a week later, on that

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never-to-be forgotten Friday. Of course it
was a Friday.

"I ought to have been specially careful on a
Friday," she used to say afterwards to her
husband, while perhaps Nana was on the
other side of her, holding her hand.

"No, no," Mr. Darling always said, "I am
responsible for it all. I, George Darling, did
it. MEA CULPA, MEA CULPA." He had had
a classical education.

They sat thus night after night recalling that
fatal Friday, till every detail of it was
stamped on their brains and came through
on the other side like the faces on a bad
coinage.

"If only I had not accepted that invitation to
dine at 27," Mrs. Darling said.

"If only I had not poured my medicine into
Nana's bowl," said Mr. Darling.

"If only I had pretended to like the medicine,"
was what Nana's wet eyes said.

"My liking for parties, George."

"My fatal gift of humour, dearest."

"My touchiness about trifles, dear master
and mistress."

Then one or more of them would break
down altogether; Nana at the thought, "It's
true, it's true, they ought not to have had a
dog for a nurse." Many a time it was Mr.
Darling who put the handkerchief to Nana's
eyes.

"That fiend!" Mr. Darling would cry, and
Nana's bark was the echo of it, but Mrs.
Darling never upbraided Peter; there was
something in the right-hand corner of her

mouth that wanted her not to call Peter
names.

They would sit there in the empty nursery,
recalling fondly every smallest detail of that
dreadful evening. It had begun so
uneventfully, so precisely like a hundred
other evenings, with Nana putting on the
water for Michael's bath and carrying him to
it on her back.

"I won't go to bed," he had shouted, like one
who still believed that he had the last word
on the subject, "I won't, I won't. Nana, it isn't
six o'clock yet. Oh dear, oh dear, I shan't
love you any more, Nana. I tell you I won't be
bathed, I won't, I won't!"

Then Mrs. Darling had come in, wearing her
white evening-gown. She had dressed
early because Wendy so loved to see her in
her evening-gown, with the necklace
George had given her. She was wearing
Wendy's bracelet on her arm; she had
asked for the loan of it. Wendy loved to lend
her bracelet to her mother.

She had found her two older children
playing at being herself and father on the
occasion of Wendy's birth, and John was
saying:

"I am happy to inform you, Mrs. Darling, that
you are now a mother," in just such a tone
as Mr. Darling himself may have used on the
real occasion.

Wendy had danced with joy, just as the real
Mrs. Darling must have done.

Then John was born, with the extra pomp
that he conceived due to the birth of a male,
and Michael came from his bath to ask to be
born also, but John said brutally that they did
not want any more.

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Michael had nearly cried. "Nobody wants
me," he said, and of course the lady in the
evening-dress could not stand that.

"I do," she said, "I so want a third child."

"Boy or girl?" asked Michael, not too
hopefully.

"Boy."

Then he had leapt into her arms. Such a little
thing for Mr. and Mrs. Darling and Nana to
recall now, but not so little if that was to be
Michael's last night in the nursery.

They go on with their recollections.

"It was then that I rushed in like a tornado,
wasn't it?" Mr. Darling would say, scorning
himself; and indeed he had been like a
tornado.

Perhaps there was some excuse for him.
He, too, had been dressing for the party,
and all had gone well with him until he came
to his tie. It is an astounding thing to have to
tell, but this man, though he knew about
stocks and shares, had no real mastery of
his tie. Sometimes the thing yielded to him
without a contest, but there were occasions
when it would have been better for the
house if he had swallowed his pride and
used a made-up tie.

This was such an occasion. He came
rushing into the nursery with the crumpled
little brute of a tie in his hand.

"Why, what is the matter, father dear?"

"Matter!" he yelled; he really yelled. "This tie,
it will not tie." He became dangerously
sarcastic. "Not round my neck! Round the
bed-post! Oh yes, twenty times have I
made it up round the bed-post, but round

my neck, no! Oh dear no! begs to be
excused!"

He thought Mrs. Darling was not sufficiently
impressed, and he went on sternly, "I warn
you of this, mother, that unless this tie is
round my neck we don't go out to dinner to-
night, and if I don't go out to dinner to-night,
I never go to the office again, and if I don't
go to the office again, you and I starve, and
our children will be flung into the streets."

Even then Mrs. Darling was placid. "Let me
try, dear," she said, and indeed that was
what he had come to ask her to do, and with
her nice cool hands she tied his tie for him,
while the children stood around to see their
fate decided. Some men would have
resented her being able to do it so easily,
but Mr. Darling had far too fine a nature for
that; he thanked her carelessly, at once
forgot his rage, and in another moment was
dancing round the room with Michael on his
back.

"How wildly we romped!" says Mrs. Darling
now, recalling it.

"Our last romp!" Mr. Darling groaned.

"O George, do you remember Michael
suddenly said to me, `How did you get to
know me, mother?'"

"I remember!"

"They were rather sweet, don't you think,
George?"

"And they were ours, ours! and now they are
gone."

The romp had ended with the appearance
of Nana, and most unluckily Mr. Darling
collided against her, covering his trousers
with hairs. They were not only new trousers,

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but they were the first he had ever had with
braid on them, and he had had to bite his lip
to prevent the tears coming. Of course Mrs.
Darling brushed him, but he began to talk
again about its being a mistake to have a
dog for a nurse.

"George, Nana is a treasure."

"No doubt, but I have an uneasy feeling at
times that she looks upon the children as
puppies.

"Oh no, dear one, I feel sure she knows they
have souls."

"I wonder," Mr. Darling said thoughtfully, "I
wonder." It was an opportunity, his wife felt,
for telling him about the boy. At first he
pooh-poohed the story, but he became
thoughtful when she showed him the
shadow.

"It is nobody I know," he said, examining it
carefully, "but it does look a scoundrel."

"We were still discussing it, you remember,"
says Mr. Darling, "when Nana came in with
Michael's medicine. You will never carry the
bottle in your mouth again, Nana, and it is all
my fault."

Strong man though he was, there is no
doubt that he had behaved rather foolishly
over the medicine. If he had a weakness, it
was for thinking that all his life he had taken
medicine boldly, and so now, when Michael
dodged the spoon in Nana's mouth, he had
said reprovingly, "Be a man, Michael."

"Won't; won't!" Michael cried naughtily. Mrs.
Darling left the room to get a chocolate for
him, and Mr. Darling thought this showed
want of firmness.

"Mother, don't pamper him," he called after

her. "Michael, when I was your age I took
medicine without a murmur. I said, `Thank
you, kind parents, for giving me bottles to
make we well.'"

He really thought this was true, and Wendy,
who was now in her night-gown, believed it
also, and she said, to encourage Michael,
"That medicine you sometimes take, father,
is much nastier, isn't it?"

"Ever so much nastier," Mr. Darling said
bravely, "and I would take it now as an
example to you, Michael, if I hadn't lost the
bottle."

He had not exactly lost it; he had climbed in
the dead of night to the top of the wardrobe
and hidden it there. What he did not know
was that the faithful Liza had found it, and
put it back on his wash-stand.

"I know where it is, father," Wendy cried,
always glad to be of service. "I'll bring it,"
and she was off before he could stop her.
Immediately his spirits sank in the strangest
way.

"John," he said, shuddering, "it's most
beastly stuff. It's that nasty, sticky, sweet
kind."

"It will soon be over, father," John said
cheerily, and then in rushed Wendy with the
medicine in a glass.

"I have been as quick as I could," she
panted.

"You have been wonderfully quick," her
father retorted, with a vindictive politeness
that was quite thrown away upon her.
"Michael first," he said doggedly.

"Father first," said Michael, who was of a
suspicious nature.

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"I shall be sick, you know," Mr. Darling said
threateningly.

"Come on, father," said John.

"Hold your tongue, John," his father rapped
out.

Wendy was quite puzzled. "I thought you took
it quite easily, father."

"That is not the point," he retorted. "The point
is, that there is more in my glass that in
Michael's spoon." His proud heart was
nearly bursting. "And it isn't fair: I would say
it though it were with my last breath; it isn't
fair."

"Father, I am waiting," said Michael coldly.

"It's all very well to say you are waiting; so
am I waiting."

"Father's a cowardly custard."

"So are you a cowardly custard."

"I'm not frightened."

"Neither am I frightened."

"Well, then, take it."

"Well, then, you take it."

Wendy had a splendid idea. "Why not both
take it at the same time?"

"Certainly," said Mr. Darling. "Are you
ready, Michael?"

Wendy gave the words, one, two, three, and
Michael took his medicine, but Mr. Darling
slipped his behind his back.

There was a yell of rage from Michael, and

"O father!" Wendy exclaimed.

"What do you mean by `O father'?" Mr.
Darling demanded. "Stop that row, Michael.
I meant to take mine, but I I missed it."

It was dreadful the way all the three were
looking at him, just as if they did not admire
him. "Look here, all of you," he said
entreatingly, as soon as Nana had gone into
the bathroom. "I have just thought of a
splendid joke. I shall pour my medicine into
Nana's bowl, and she will drink it, thinking it
is milk!"

It was the colour of milk; but the children did
not have their father's sense of humour, and
they looked at him reproachfully as he
poured the medicine into Nana's bowl.
"What fun!" he said doubtfully, and they did
not dare expose him when Mrs. Darling and
Nana returned.

"Nana, good dog," he said, patting her, "I
have put a little milk into your bowl, Nana."

Nana wagged her tail, ran to the medicine,
and began lapping it. Then she gave Mr.
Darling such a look, not an angry look: she
showed him the great red tear that makes
us so sorry for noble dogs, and crept into
her kennel.

Mr. Darling was frightfully ashamed of
himself, but he would not give in. In a horrid
silence Mrs. Darling smelt the bowl. "O
George," she said, "it's your medicine!"

"It was only a joke," he roared, while she
comforted her boys, and Wendy hugged
Nana. "Much good," he said bitterly, "my
wearing myself to the bone trying to be
funny in this house."

And still Wendy hugged Nana. "That's right,"
he shouted. "Coddle her! Nobody coddles

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me. Oh dear no! I am only the breadwinner,
why should I be coddled--why, why, why!"

"George," Mrs. Darling entreated him, "not
so loud; the servants will hear you."
Somehow they had got into the way of
calling Liza the servants.

"Let them!" he answered recklessly. "Bring
in the whole world. But I refuse to allow that
dog to lord it in my nursery for an hour
longer."

The children wept, and Nana ran to him
beseechingly, but he waved her back. He
felt he was a strong man again. "In vain, in
vain," he cried; "the proper place for you is
the yard, and there you go to be tied up this
instant."

"George, George," Mrs. Darling whispered,
"remember what I told you about that boy."

Alas, he would not listen. He was
determined to show who was master in that
house, and when commands would not
draw Nana from the kennel, he lured her out
of it with honeyed words, and seizing her
roughly, dragged her from the nursery. He
was ashamed of himself, and yet he did it. It
was all owing to his too affectionate nature,
which craved for admiration. When he had
tied her up in the back-yard, the wretched
father went and sat in the passage, with his
knuckles to his eyes.

In the meantime Mrs. Darling had put the
children to bed in unwonted silence and lit
their night-lights. They could hear Nana
barking, and John whimpered, "It is
because he is chaining her up in the yard,"
but Wendy was wiser.

"That is not Nana's unhappy bark," she
said, little guessing what was about to
happen; "that is her bark when she smells

danger."

Danger!

"Are you sure, Wendy?"

"Oh, yes."

Mrs. Darling quivered and went to the
window. It was securely fastened. She
looked out, and the night was peppered
with stars. They were crowding round the
house, as if curious to see what was to take
place there, but she did not notice this, nor
that one or two of the smaller ones winked
at her. Yet a nameless fear clutched at her
heart and made her cry, "Oh, how I wish that
I wasn't going to a party to-night!"

Even Michael, already half asleep, knew
that she was perturbed, and he asked, "Can
anything harm us, mother, after the night
lights are lit?"

"Nothing, precious," she said; "they are the
eyes a mother leaves behind her to guard
her children."

She went from bed to bed singing
enchantments over them, and little Michael
flung his arms round her. "Mother," he cried,
"I'm glad of you." They were the last words
she was to hear from him for a long time.

No. 27 was only a few yards distant, but there
had been a slight fall of snow, and Father
and Mother Darling picked their way over it
deftly not to soil their shoes. They were
already the only persons in the street, and all
the stars were watching them. Stars are
beautiful, but they may not take an active
part in anything, they must just look on for
ever. It is a punishment put on them for
something they did so long ago that no star
now knows what it was. So the older ones
have become glassy-eyed and seldom

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speak (winking is the star language), but the
little ones still wonder. They are not really
friendly to Peter, who had a mischievous
way of stealing up behind them and trying to
blow them out; but they are so fond of fun
that they were on his side to-night, and
anxious to get the grown-ups out of the way.
So as soon as the door of 27 closed on Mr.
and Mrs. Darling there was a commotion in
the firmament, and the smallest of all the
stars in the Milky Way screamed out:

"Now, Peter!"

Chapter 3 Come Away, Come Away!

For a moment after Mr. and Mrs. Darling left
the house the night-lights by the beds of the
three children continued to burn clearly.
They were awfully nice little night-lights, and
one cannot help wishing that they could
have kept awake to see Peter; but Wendy's
light blinked and gave such a yawn that the
other two yawned also, and before they
could close their mouths all the three went
out.

There was another light in the room now, a
thousand times brighter than the night-
lights, and in the time we have taken to say
this, it had been in all the drawers in the
nursery, looking for Peter's shadow,
rummaged the wardrobe and turned every
pocket inside out. It was not really a light; it
made this light by flashing about so quickly,
but when it came to rest for a second you
saw it was a fairy, no longer than your hand,
but still growing. It was a girl called Tinker
Bell exquisitely gowned in a skeleton leaf,
cut low and square, through which her figure
could be seen to the best advantage. She
was slightly inclined to EMBONPOINT.
[plump hourglass figure]

A moment after the fairy's entrance the
window was blown open by the breathing of

the little stars, and Peter dropped in. He had
carried Tinker Bell part of the way, and his
hand was still messy with the fairy dust.

"Tinker Bell," he called softly, after making
sure that the children were asleep, "Tink,
where are you?" She was in a jug for the
moment, and liking it extremely; she had
never been in a jug before.

"Oh, do come out of that jug, and tell me, do
you know where they put my shadow?"

The loveliest tinkle as of golden bells
answered him. It is the fairy language. You
ordinary children can never hear it, but if you
were to hear it you would know that you had
heard it once before.

Tink said that the shadow was in the big
box. She meant the chest of drawers, and
Peter jumped at the drawers, scattering
their contents to the floor with both hands,
as kings toss ha'pence to the crowd. In a
moment he had recovered his shadow, and
in his delight he forgot that he had shut
Tinker Bell up in the drawer.

If he thought at all, but I don't believe he ever
thought, it was that he and his shadow,
when brought near each other, would join
like drops of water, and when they did not
he was appalled. He tried to stick it on with
soap from the bathroom, but that also
failed. A shudder passed through Peter,
and he sat on the floor and cried.

His sobs woke Wendy, and she sat up in
bed. She was not alarmed to see a stranger
crying on the nursery floor; she was only
pleasantly interested.

"Boy," she said courteously, "why are you
crying?"

Peter could be exceeding polite also,

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having learned the grand manner at fairy
ceremonies, and he rose and bowed to her
beautifully. She was much pleased, and
bowed beautifully to him from the bed.

"What's your name?" he asked.

"Wendy Moira Angela Darling," she replied
with some satisfaction. "What is your
name?"

"Peter Pan."

She was already sure that he must be
Peter, but it did seem a comparatively short
name.

"Is that all?"

"Yes," he said rather sharply. He felt for the
first time that it was a shortish name.

"I'm so sorry," said Wendy Moira Angela.

"It doesn't matter," Peter gulped.

She asked where he lived.

"Second to the right," said Peter, "and then
straight on till morning."

"What a funny address!"

Peter had a sinking. For the first time he felt
that perhaps it was a funny address.

"No, it isn't," he said.

"I mean," Wendy said nicely, remembering
that she was hostess, "is that what they put
on the letters?"

He wished she had not mentioned letters.

"Don't get any letters," he said
contemptuously.

"But your mother gets letters?"

"Don't have a mother," he said. Not only had
he no mother, but he had not the slightest
desire to have one. He thought them very
over-rated persons. Wendy, however, felt at
once that she was in the presence of a
tragedy.

"O Peter, no wonder you were crying," she
said, and got out of bed and ran to him.

"I wasn't crying about mothers," he said
rather indignantly. "I was crying because I
can't get my shadow to stick on. Besides, I
wasn't crying."

"It has come off?"

"Yes."

Then Wendy saw the shadow on the floor,
looking so draggled, and she was frightfully
sorry for Peter. "How awful!" she said, but
she could not help smiling when she saw
that he had been trying to stick it on with
soap. How exactly like a boy!

Fortunately she knew at once what to do. "It
must be sewn on," she said, just a little
patronisingly.

"What's sewn?" he asked.

"You're dreadfully ignorant."

"No, I'm not."

But she was exulting in his ignorance. "I shall
sew it on for you, my little man," she said,
though he was tall as herself, and she got
out her housewife [sewing bag], and
sewed the shadow on to Peter's foot.

"I daresay it will hurt a little," she warned
him.

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"Oh, I shan't cry," said Peter, who was
already of the opinion that he had never
cried in his life. And he clenched his teeth
and did not cry, and soon his shadow was
behaving properly, though still a little
creased.

"Perhaps I should have ironed it," Wendy
said thoughtfully, but Peter, boylike, was
indifferent to appearances, and he was
now jumping about in the wildest glee.
Alas, he had already forgotten that he owed
his bliss to Wendy. He thought he had
attached the shadow himself. "How clever I
am!" he crowed rapturously, "oh, the
cleverness of me!"

It is humiliating to have to confess that this
conceit of Peter was one of his most
fascinating qualities. To put it with brutal
frankness, there never was a cockier boy.

But for the moment Wendy was shocked.
"You conceit [braggart]," she exclaimed,
with frightful sarcasm; "of course I did
nothing!"

"You did a little," Peter said carelessly, and
continued to dance.

"A little!" she replied with hauteur [pride]; "if I
am no use I can at least withdraw," and she
sprang in the most dignified way into bed
and covered her face with the blankets.

To induce her to look up he pretended to be
going away, and when this failed he sat on
the end of the bed and tapped her gently
with his foot. "Wendy," he said, "don't
withdraw. I can't help crowing, Wendy, when
I'm pleased with myself." Still she would not
look up, though she was listening eagerly.
"Wendy," he continued, in a voice that no
woman has ever yet been able to resist,
"Wendy, one girl is more use than twenty
boys."

Now Wendy was every inch a woman,
though there were not very many inches,
and she peeped out of the bed-clothes.

"Do you really think so, Peter?"

"Yes, I do."

"I think it's perfectly sweet of you," she
declared, "and I'll get up again," and she sat
with him on the side of the bed. She also
said she would give him a kiss if he liked,
but Peter did not know what she meant, and
he held out his hand expectantly.

"Surely you know what a kiss is?" she
asked, aghast.

"I shall know when you give it to me," he
replied stiffly, and not to hurt his feeling she
gave him a thimble.

"Now," said he, "shall I give you a kiss?" and
she replied with a slight primness, "If you
please." She made herself rather cheap by
inclining her face toward him, but he merely
dropped an acorn button into her hand, so
she slowly returned her face to where it had
been before, and said nicely that she would
wear his kiss on the chain around her neck.
It was lucky that she did put it on that chain,
for it was afterwards to save her life.

When people in our set are introduced, it is
customary for them to ask each other's age,
and so Wendy, who always liked to do the
correct thing, asked Peter how old he was.
It was not really a happy question to ask
him; it was like an examination paper that
asks grammar, when what you want to be
asked is Kings of England.

"I don't know," he replied uneasily, "but I am
quite young." He really knew nothing about
it, he had merely suspicions, but he said at
a venture, "Wendy, I ran away the day I was

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born."

Wendy was quite surprised, but interested;
and she indicated in the charming drawing-
room manner, by a touch on her night-
gown, that he could sit nearer her.

"It was because I heard father and mother,"
he explained in a low voice, "talking about
what I was to be when I became a man." He
was extraordinarily agitated now. "I don't
want ever to be a man," he said with
passion. "I want always to be a little boy and
to have fun. So I ran away to Kensington
Gardens and lived a long long time among
the fairies."

She gave him a look of the most intense
admiration, and he thought it was because
he had run away, but it was really because
he knew fairies. Wendy had lived such a
home life that to know fairies struck her as
quite delightful. She poured out questions
about them, to his surprise, for they were
rather a nuisance to him, getting in his way
and so on, and indeed he sometimes had to
give them a hiding [spanking]. Still, he liked
them on the whole, and he told her about the
beginning of fairies.

"You see, Wendy, when the first baby
laughed for the first time, its laugh broke
into a thousand pieces, and they all went
skipping about, and that was the beginning
of fairies."

Tedious talk this, but being a stay-at-home
she liked it.

"And so," he went on good-naturedly, "there
ought to be one fairy for every boy and girl."

"Ought to be? Isn't there?"

"No. You see children know such a lot now,
they soon don't believe in fairies, and every

time a child says, `I don't believe in fairies,'
there is a fairy somewhere that falls down
dead."

Really, he thought they had now talked
enough about fairies, and it struck him that
Tinker Bell was keeping very quiet. "I can't
think where she has gone to," he said,
rising, and he called Tink by name. Wendy's
heart went flutter with a sudden thrill.

"Peter," she cried, clutching him, "you don't
mean to tell me that there is a fairy in this
room!"

"She was here just now," he said a little
impatiently. "You don't hear her, do you?"
and they both listened.

"The only sound I hear," said Wendy, "is like
a tinkle of bells."

"Well, that's Tink, that's the fairy language. I
think I hear her too."

The sound come from the chest of drawers,
and Peter made a merry face. No one could
ever look quite so merry as Peter, and the
loveliest of gurgles was his laugh. He had
his first laugh still.

"Wendy," he whispered gleefully, "I do
believe I shut her up in the drawer!"

He let poor Tink out of the drawer, and she
flew about the nursery screaming with fury.
"You shouldn't say such things," Peter
retorted. "Of course I'm very sorry, but how
could I know you were in the drawer?"

Wendy was not listening to him. "O Peter,"
she cried, "if she would only stand still and
let me see her!"

"They hardly ever stand still," he said, but for
one moment Wendy saw the romantic figure

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come to rest on the cuckoo clock. "O the
lovely!" she cried, though Tink's face was
still distorted with passion.

"Tink," said Peter amiably, "this lady says
she wishes you were her fairy."

Tinker Bell answered insolently.

"What does she say, Peter?"

He had to translate. "She is not very polite.
She says you are a great [huge] ugly girl,
and that she is my fairy.

He tried to argue with Tink. "You know you
can't be my fairy, Tink, because I am an
gentleman and you are a lady."

To this Tink replied in these words, "You silly
ass," and disappeared into the bathroom.
"She is quite a common fairy," Peter
explained apologetically, "she is called
Tinker Bell because she mends the pots
and kettles [tinker = tin worker]." [Similar to
"cinder" plus "elle" to get Cinderella]

They were together in the armchair by this
time, and Wendy plied him with more
questions.

"If you don't live in Kensington Gardens now
"

"Sometimes I do still."

"But where do you live mostly now?"

"With the lost boys."

"Who are they?"

"They are the children who fall out of their
perambulators when the nurse is looking the
other way. If they are not claimed in seven
days they are sent far away to the Neverland

to defray expenses. I'm captain."

"What fun it must be!"

"Yes," said cunning Peter, "but we are
rather lonely. You see we have no female
companionship."

"Are none of the others girls?"

"Oh, no; girls, you know, are much too
clever to fall out of their prams."

This flattered Wendy immensely. "I think,"
she said, "it is perfectly lovely the way you
talk about girls; John there just despises
us."

For reply Peter rose and kicked John out of
bed, blankets and all; one kick. This
seemed to Wendy rather forward for a first
meeting, and she told him with spirit that he
was not captain in her house. However,
John continued to sleep so placidly on the
floor that she allowed him to remain there.
"And I know you meant to be kind," she said,
relenting, "so you may give me a kiss."

For the moment she had forgotten his
ignorance about kisses. "I thought you
would want it back," he said a little bitterly,
and offered to return her the thimble.

"Oh dear," said the nice Wendy, "I don't
mean a kiss, I mean a thimble."

"What's that?"

"It's like this." She kissed him.

"Funny!" said Peter gravely. "Now shall I
give you a thimble?"

"If you wish to," said Wendy, keeping her
head erect this time.

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Peter thimbled her, and almost immediately
she screeched. "What is it, Wendy?"

"It was exactly as if someone were pulling
my hair."

"That must have been Tink. I never knew her
so naughty before."

And indeed Tink was darting about again,
using offensive language.

"She says she will do that to you, Wendy,
every time I give you a thimble."

"But why?"

"Why, Tink?"

Again Tink replied, "You silly ass." Peter
could not understand why, but Wendy
understood, and she was just slightly
disappointed when he admitted that he
came to the nursery window not to see her
but to listen to stories.

"You see, I don't know any stories. None of
the lost boys knows any stories."

"How perfectly awful," Wendy said.

"Do you know," Peter asked "why swallows
build in the eaves of houses? It is to listen to
the stories. O Wendy, your mother was
telling you such a lovely story."

"Which story was it?"

"About the prince who couldn't find the lady
who wore the glass slipper."

"Peter," said Wendy excitedly, "that was
Cinderella, and he found her, and they lived
happily ever after."

Peter was so glad that he rose from the

floor, where they had been sitting, and
hurried to the window.

"Where are you going?" she cried with
misgiving.

"To tell the other boys."

"Don't go Peter," she entreated, "I know
such lots of stories."

Those were her precise words, so there
can be no denying that it was she who first
tempted him.

He came back, and there was a greedy
look in his eyes now which ought to have
alarmed her, but did not.

"Oh, the stories I could tell to the boys!" she
cried, and then Peter gripped her and
began to draw her toward the window.

"Let me go!" she ordered him.

"Wendy, do come with me and tell the other
boys."

Of course she was very pleased to be
asked, but she said, "Oh dear, I can't. Think
of mummy! Besides, I can't fly."

"I'll teach you."

"Oh, how lovely to fly."

"I'll teach you how to jump on the wind's
back, and then away we go."

"Oo!" she exclaimed rapturously.

"Wendy, Wendy, when you are sleeping in
your silly bed you might be flying about with
me saying funny things to the stars."

"Oo!"

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"And, Wendy, there are mermaids."

"Mermaids! With tails?"

"Such long tails."

"Oh," cried Wendy, "to see a mermaid!"

He had become frightfully cunning. "Wendy,"
he said, "how we should all respect you."

She was wriggling her body in distress. It
was quite as if she were trying to remain on
the nursery floor.

But he had no pity for her.

"Wendy," he said, the sly one, "you could
tuck us in at night."

"Oo!"

"None of us has ever been tucked in at
night."

"Oo," and her arms went out to him.

"And you could darn our clothes, and make
pockets for us. None of us has any
pockets."

How could she resist. "Of course it's awfully
fascinating!" she cried. "Peter, would you
teach John and Michael to fly too?"

"If you like," he said indifferently, and she
ran to John and Michael and shook them.
"Wake up," she cried, "Peter Pan has come
and he is to teach us to fly."

John rubbed his eyes. "Then I shall get up,"
he said. Of course he was on the floor
already. "Hallo," he said, "I am up!"

Michael was up by this time also, looking as
sharp as a knife with six blades and a saw,

but Peter suddenly signed silence. Their
faces assumed the awful craftiness of
children listening for sounds from the
grown-up world. All was as still as salt.
Then everything was right. No, stop!
Everything was wrong. Nana, who had
been barking distressfully all the evening,
was quiet now. It was her silence they had
heard.

"Out with the light! Hide! Quick!" cried John,
taking command for the only time
throughout the whole adventure. And thus
when Liza entered, holding Nana, the
nursery seemed quite its old self, very dark,
and you would have sworn you heard its
three wicked inmates breathing angelically
as they slept. They were really doing it
artfully from behind the window curtains.

Liza was in a bad tamper, for she was
mixing the Christmas puddings in the
kitchen, and had been drawn from them,
with a raisin still on her cheek, by Nana's
absurd suspicions. She thought the best
way of getting a little quiet was to take Nana
to the nursery for a moment, but in custody
of course.

"There, you suspicious brute," she said, not
sorry that Nana was in disgrace. "They are
perfectly safe, aren't they? Every one of the
little angels sound asleep in bed. Listen to
their gentle breathing."

Here Michael, encouraged by his success,
breathed so loudly that they were nearly
detected. Nana knew that kind of breathing,
and she tried to drag herself out of Liza's
clutches.

But Liza was dense. "No more of it, Nana,"
she said sternly, pulling her out of the room.
"I warn you if bark again I shall go straight for
master and missus and bring them home
from the party, and then, oh, won't master

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whip you, just."

She tied the unhappy dog up again, but do
you think Nana ceased to bark? Bring
master and missus home from the party!
Why, that was just what she wanted. Do you
think she cared whether she was whipped
so long as her charges were safe?
Unfortunately Liza returned to her puddings,
and Nana, seeing that no help would come
from her, strained and strained at the chain
until at last she broke it. In another moment
she had burst into the dining room of 27 and
flung up her paws to heaven, her most
expressive way of making a
communication. Mr. and Mrs. Darling knew
at once that something terrible was
happening in their nursery, and without a
good-bye to their hostess they rushed into
the street.

But it was now ten minutes since three
scoundrels had been breathing behind the
curtains, and Peter Pan can do a great deal
in ten minutes.

We now return to the nursery.

"It's all right," John announced, emerging
from his hiding place. "I say, Peter, can you
really fly?"

Instead of troubling to answer him Peter
flew around the room, taking the
mantelpiece on the way.

"How topping!" said John and Michael.

"How sweet!" cried Wendy.

"Yes, I'm sweet, oh, I am sweet!" said
Peter, forgetting his manners again.

It looked delightfully easy, and they tried it
first from the floor and then from the beds,
but they always went down instead of up.

"I say, how do you do it?" asked John,
rubbing his knee. He was quite a practical
boy.

"You just think lovely wonderful thoughts,"
Peter explained, "and they lift you up in the
air."

He showed them again.

"You're so nippy at it," John said, "couldn't
you do it very slowly once?"

Peter did it both slowly and quickly. "I've got
it now, Wendy!" cried John, but soon he
found he had not. Not one of them could fly
an inch, though even Michael was in words
of two syllables, and Peter did not know A
from Z.

Of course Peter had been trifling with them,
for no one can fly unless the fairy dust has
been blown on him. Fortunately, as we have
mentioned, one of his hands was messy
with it, and he blew some on each of them,
with the most superb results.

"Now just wiggle your shoulders this way,"
he said, "and let go."

They were all on their beds, and gallant
Michael let go first. He did not quite mean to
let go, but he did it, and immediately he was
borne across the room.

"I flewed!" he screamed while still in mid-
air.

John let go and met Wendy near the
bathroom.

"Oh, lovely!"

"Oh, ripping!"

"Look at me!"

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"Look at me!"

"Look at me!"

They were not nearly so elegant as Peter,
they could not help kicking a little, but their
heads were bobbing against the ceiling,
and there is almost nothing so delicious as
that. Peter gave Wendy a hand at first, but
had to desist, Tink was so indignant.

Up and down they went, and round and
round. Heavenly was Wendy's word.

"I say," cried John, "why shouldn't we all go
out?"

Of course it was to this that Peter had been
luring them.

Michael was ready: he wanted to see how
long it took him to do a billion miles. But
Wendy hesitated.

"Mermaids!" said Peter again.

"Oo!"

"And there are pirates."

"Pirates," cried John, seizing his Sunday
hat, "let us go at once."

It was just at this moment that Mr. and Mrs.
Darling hurried with Nana out of 27. They ran
into the middle of the street to look up at the
nursery window; and, yes, it was still shut,
but the room was ablaze with light, and
most heart-gripping sight of all, they could
see in shadow on the curtain three little
figures in night attire circling round and
round, not on the floor but in the air.

Not three figures, four!

In a tremble they opened the street door. Mr.

Darling would have rushed upstairs, but
Mrs. Darling signed him to go softly. She
even tried to make her heart go softly.

Will they reach the nursery in time? If so, how
delightful for them, and we shall all breathe
a sigh of relief, but there will be no story. On
the other hand, if they are not in time, I
solemnly promise that it will all come right in
the end.

They would have reached the nursery in
time had it not been that the little stars were
watching them. Once again the stars blew
the window open, and that smallest star of
all called out:

"Cave, Peter!"

Then Peter knew that there was not a
moment to lose. "Come," he cried
imperiously, and soared out at once into the
night, followed by John and Michael and
Wendy.

Mr. and Mrs. Darling and Nana rushed into
the nursery too late. The birds were flown.

Chapter 4 The Flight

"Second to the right, and straight on till
morning."

That, Peter had told Wendy, was the way to
the Neverland; but even birds, carrying
maps and consulting them at windy corners,
could not have sighted it with these
instructions. Peter, you see, just said
anything that came into his head.

At first his companions trusted him
implicitly, and so great were the delights of
flying that they wasted time circling round
church spires or any other tall objects on the
way that took their fancy.

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John and Michael raced, Michael getting a
start.

They recalled with contempt that not so long
ago they had thought themselves fine
fellows for being able to fly round a room.

Not long ago. But how long ago? They were
flying over the sea before this thought
began to disturb Wendy seriously. John
thought it was their second sea and their
third night.

Sometimes it was dark and sometimes
light, and now they were very cold and again
too warm. Did they really feel hungry at
times, or were they merely pretending,
because Peter had such a jolly new way of
feeding them? His way was to pursue birds
who had food in their mouths suitable for
humans and snatch it from them; then the
birds would follow and snatch it back; and
they would all go chasing each other gaily
for miles, parting at last with mutual
expressions of good-will. But Wendy
noticed with gentle concern that Peter did
not seem to know that this was rather an
odd way of getting your bread and butter,
nor even that there are other ways.

Certainly they did not pretend to be sleepy,
they were sleepy; and that was a danger,
for the moment they popped off, down they
fell. The awful thing was that Peter thought
this funny.

"There he goes again!" he would cry
gleefully, as Michael suddenly dropped like
a stone.

"Save him, save him!" cried Wendy, looking
with horror at the cruel sea far below.
Eventually Peter would dive through the air,
and catch Michael just before he could
strike the sea, and it was lovely the way he
did it; but he always waited till the last

moment, and you felt it was his cleverness
that interested him and not the saving of
human life. Also he was fond of variety, and
the sport that engrossed him one moment
would suddenly cease to engage him, so
there was always the possibility that the next
time you fell he would let you go.

He could sleep in the air without falling, by
merely lying on his back and floating, but
this was, partly at least, because he was so
light that if you got behind him and blew he
went faster.

"Do be more polite to him," Wendy
whispered to John, when they were playing
"Follow my Leader."

"Then tell him to stop showing off," said
John.

When playing Follow my Leader, Peter
would fly close to the water and touch each
shark's tail in passing, just as in the street
you may run your finger along an iron railing.
They could not follow him in this with much
success, so perhaps it was rather like
showing off, especially as he kept looking
behind to see how many tails they missed.

"You must be nice to him," Wendy
impressed on her brothers. "What could we
do if he were to leave us!"

"We could go back," Michael said.

"How could we ever find our way back
without him?"

"Well, then, we could go on," said John.

"That is the awful thing, John. We should
have to go on, for we don't know how to
stop."

This was true, Peter had forgotten to show

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them how to stop.

John said that if the worst came to the
worst, all they had to do was to go straight
on, for the world was round, and so in time
they must come back to their own window.

"And who is to get food for us, John?"

"I nipped a bit out of that eagle's mouth
pretty neatly, Wendy."

"After the twentieth try," Wendy reminded
him. "And even though we became good a
picking up food, see how we bump against
clouds and things if he is not near to give us
a hand."

Indeed they were constantly bumping. They
could now fly strongly, though they still
kicked far too much; but if they saw a cloud
in front of them, the more they tried to avoid
it, the more certainly did they bump into it. If
Nana had been with them, she would have
had a bandage round Michael's forehead
by this time.

Peter was not with them for the moment,
and they felt rather lonely up there by
themselves. He could go so much faster
than they that he would suddenly shoot out
of sight, to have some adventure in which
they had no share. He would come down
laughing over something fearfully funny he
had been saying to a star, but he had
already forgotten what it was, or he would
come up with mermaid scales still sticking
to him, and yet not be able to say for certain
what had been happening. It was really
rather irritating to children who had never
seen a mermaid.

"And if he forgets them so quickly," Wendy
argued, "how can we expect that he will go
on remembering us?"

Indeed, sometimes when he returned he did
not remember them, at least not well. Wendy
was sure of it. She saw recognition come
into his eyes as he was about to pass them
the time of day and go on; once even she
had to call him by name.

"I'm Wendy," she said agitatedly.

He was very sorry. "I say, Wendy," he
whispered to her, "always if you see me
forgetting you, just keep on saying `I'm
Wendy,' and then I'll remember."

Of course this was rather unsatisfactory.
However, to make amends he showed
them how to lie out flat on a strong wind that
was going their way, and this was such a
pleasant change that they tried it several
times and found that they could sleep thus
with security. Indeed they would have slept
longer, but Peter tired quickly of sleeping,
and soon he would cry in his captain voice,
"We get off here." So with occasional tiffs,
but on the whole rollicking, they drew near
the Neverland; for after many moons they
did reach it, and, what is more, they had
been going pretty straight all the time, not
perhaps so much owing to the guidance of
Peter or Tink as because the island was
looking for them. It is only thus that any one
may sight those magic shores.

"There it is," said Peter calmly.

"Where, where?"

"Where all the arrows are pointing."

Indeed a million golden arrows were
pointing it out to the children, all directed by
their friend the sun, who wanted them to be
sure of their way before leaving them for the
night.

Wendy and John and Michael stood on tip-

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toe in the air to get their first sight of the
island. Strange to say, they all recognized it
at once, and until fear fell upon them they
hailed it, not as something long dreamt of
and seen at last, but as a familiar friend to
whom they were returning home for the
holidays.

"John, there's the lagoon."

"Wendy, look at the turtles burying their eggs
in the sand."

"I say, John, I see your flamingo with the
broken leg!"

"Look, Michael, there's your cave!"

"John, what's that in the brushwood?"

"It's a wolf with her whelps. Wendy, I do
believe that's your little whelp!"

"There's my boat, John, with her sides
stove in!"

"No, it isn't. Why, we burned your boat."

"That's her, at any rate. I say, John, I see the
smoke of the redskin camp!"

"Where? Show me, and I'll tell you by the
way smoke curls whether they are on the
war-path."

"There, just across the Mysterious River."

"I see now. Yes, they are on the war-path
right enough."

Peter was a little annoyed with them for
knowing so much, but if he wanted to lord it
over them his triumph was at hand, for have
I not told you that anon fear fell upon them?

It came as the arrows went, leaving the

island in gloom.

In the old days at home the Neverland had
always begun to look a little dark and
threatening by bedtime. Then unexplored
patches arose in it and spread, black
shadows moved about in them, the roar of
the beasts of prey was quite different now,
and above all, you lost the certainty that you
would win. You were quite glad that the
night-lights were on. You even liked Nana to
say that this was just the mantelpiece over
here, and that the Neverland was all make-
believe.

Of course the Neverland had been make-
believe in those days, but it was real now,
and there were no night-lights, and it was
getting darker every moment, and where
was Nana?

They had been flying apart, but they huddled
close to Peter now. His careless manner
had gone at last, his eyes were sparkling,
and a tingle went through them every time
they touched his body. They were now over
the fearsome island, flying so low that
sometimes a tree grazed their feet. Nothing
horrid was visible in the air, yet their
progress had become slow and laboured,
exactly as if they were pushing their way
through hostile forces. Sometimes they
hung in the air until Peter had beaten on it
with his fists.

"They don't want us to land," he explained.

"Who are they?" Wendy whispered,
shuddering.

But he could not or would not say. Tinker
Bell had been asleep on his shoulder, but
now he wakened her and sent her on in
front.

Sometimes he poised himself in the air,

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listening intently, with his hand to his ear,
and again he would stare down with eyes
so bright that they seemed to bore two holes
to earth. Having done these things, he went
on again.

His courage was almost appalling. "Would
you like an adventure now," he said casually
to John, "or would you like to have your tea
first?"

Wendy said "tea first" quickly, and Michael
pressed her hand in gratitude, but the
braver John hesitated.

"What kind of adventure?" he asked
cautiously.

"There's a pirate asleep in the pampas just
beneath us," Peter told him. "If you like, we'll
go down and kill him."

"I don't see him," John said after a long
pause.

"I do."

"Suppose," John said, a little huskily, "he
were to wake up."

Peter spoke indignantly. "You don't think I
would kill him while he was sleeping! I
would wake him first, and then kill him.
That's the way I always do."

"I say! Do you kill many?"

"Tons."

John said "How ripping," but decided to
have tea first. He asked if there were many
pirates on the island just now, and Peter
said he had never known so many.

"Who is captain now?"

"Hook," answered Peter, and his face
became very stern as he said that hated
word.

"Jas. Hook?"

"Ay."

Then indeed Michael began to cry, and
even John could speak in gulps only, for
they knew Hook's reputation.

"He was Blackbeard's bo'sun," John
whispered huskily. "He is the worst of them
all. He is the only man of whom Barbecue
was afraid."

"That's him," said Peter.

"What is he like? Is he big?"

"He is not so big as he was."

"How do you mean?"

"I cut off a bit of him."

"You!"

"Yes, me," said Peter sharply.

"I wasn't meaning to be disrespectful."

"Oh, all right."

"But, I say, what bit?"

"His right hand."

"Then he can't fight now?"

"Oh, can't he just!"

"Left-hander?"

"He has an iron hook instead of a right hand,

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and he claws with it."

"Claws!"

"I say, John," said Peter.

"Yes."

"Say, `Ay, ay, sir.'"

"Ay, ay, sir."

"There is one thing," Peter continued, "that
every boy who serves under me has to
promise, and so must you."

John paled.

"It is this, if we meet Hook in open fight, you
must leave him to me."

"I promise," John said loyally.

For the moment they were feeling less
eerie, because Tink was flying with them,
and in her light they could distinguish each
other. Unfortunately she could not fly so
slowly as they, and so she had to go round
and round them in a circle in which they
moved as in a halo. Wendy quite liked it, until
Peter pointed out the drawbacks.

"She tells me," he said, "that the pirates
sighted us before the darkness came, and
got Long Tom out."

"The big gun?"

"Yes. And of course they must see her light,
and if they guess we are near it they are
sure to let fly."

"Wendy!"

"John!"

"Michael!"

"Tell her to go away at once, Peter," the
three cried simultaneously, but he refused.

"She thinks we have lost the way," he
replied stiffly, "and she is rather frightened.
You don't think I would send her away all by
herself when she is frightened!"

For a moment the circle of light was broken,
and something gave Peter a loving little
pinch.

"Then tell her," Wendy begged, "to put out
her light."

"She can't put it out. That is about the only
thing fairies can't do. It just goes out of itself
when she falls asleep, same as the stars."

"Then tell her to sleep at once," John almost
ordered.

"She can't sleep except when she's sleepy.
It is the only other thing fairies can't do."

"Seems to me," growled John, "these are
the only two things worth doing."

Here he got a pinch, but not a loving one.

"If only one of us had a pocket," Peter said,
"we could carry her in it." However, they had
set off in such a hurry that there was not a
pocket between the four of them.

He had a happy idea. John's hat!

Tink agreed to travel by hat if it was carried
in the hand. John carried it, though she had
hoped to be carried by Peter. Presently
Wendy took the hat, because John said it
struck against his knee as he flew; and this,
as we shall see, led to mischief, for Tinker
Bell hated to be under an obligation to

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Wendy.

In the black topper the light was completely
hidden, and they flew on in silence. It was
the stillest silence they had ever known,
broken once by a distant lapping, which
Peter explained was the wild beasts
drinking at the ford, and again by a rasping
sound that might have been the branches of
trees rubbing together, but he said it was
the redskins sharpening their knives.

Even these noises ceased. To Michael the
loneliness was dreadful. "If only something
would make a sound!" he cried.

As if in answer to his request, the air was
rent by the most tremendous crash he had
ever heard. The pirates had fired Long Tom
at them.

The roar of it echoed through the mountains,
and the echoes seemed to cry savagely,
"Where are they, where are they, where are
they?"

Thus sharply did the terrified three learn the
difference between an island of make-
believe and the same island come true.
When at last the heavens were steady
again, John and Michael found themselves
alone in the darkness. John was treading
the air mechanically, and Michael without
knowing how to float was floating.

"Are you shot?" John whispered
tremulously.

"I haven't tried [myself out] yet," Michael
whispered back.

We know now that no one had been hit.
Peter, however, had been carried by the
wind of the shot far out to sea, while Wendy
was blown upwards with no companion but
Tinker Bell.

It would have been well for Wendy if at that
moment she had dropped the hat.

I don't know whether the idea came
suddenly to Tink, or whether she had
planned it on the way, but she at once
popped out of the hat and began to lure
Wendy to her destruction.

Tink was not all bad; or, rather, she was all
bad just now, but, on the other hand,
sometimes she was all good. Fairies have
to be one thing or the other, because being
so small they unfortunately have room for
one feeling only at a time. They are,
however, allowed to change, only it must be
a complete change. At present she was full
of jealousy of Wendy. What she said in her
lovely tinkle Wendy could not of course
understand, and I believe some of it was
bad words, but it sounded kind, and she
flew back and forward, plainly meaning
"Follow me, and all will be well."

What else could poor Wendy do? She called
to Peter and John and Michael, and got only
mocking echoes in reply. She did not yet
know that Tink hated her with the fierce
hatred of a very woman. And so,
bewildered, and now staggering in her
flight, she followed Tink to her doom.

Chapter 5 The Island Come True

Feeling that Peter was on his way back, the
Neverland had again woke into life. We
ought to use the pluperfect and say
wakened, but woke is better and was
always used by Peter.

In his absence things are usually quiet on the
island. The fairies take an hour longer in the
morning, the beasts attend to their young,
the redskins feed heavily for six days and
nights, and when pirates and lost boys meet
they merely bite their thumbs at each other.

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But with the coming of Peter, who hates
lethargy, they are under way again: if you
put your ear to the ground now, you would
hear the whole island seething with life.

On this evening the chief forces of the island
were disposed as follows. The lost boys
were out looking for Peter, the pirates were
out looking for the lost boys, the redskins
were out looking for the pirates, and the
beasts were out looking for the redskins.
They were going round and round the
island, but they did not meet because all
were going at the same rate.

All wanted blood except the boys, who liked
it as a rule, but to-night were out to greet
their captain. The boys on the island vary, of
course, in numbers, according as they get
killed and so on; and when they seem to be
growing up, which is against the rules,
Peter thins them out; but at this time there
were six of them, counting the twins as two.
Let us pretend to lie here among the sugar-
cane and watch them as they steal by in
single file, each with his hand on his
dagger.

They are forbidden by Peter to look in the
least like him, and they wear the skins of the
bears slain by themselves, in which they are
so round and furry that when they fall they
roll. They have therefore become very sure-
footed.

The first to pass is Tootles, not the least
brave but the most unfortunate of all that
gallant band. He had been in fewer
adventures than any of them, because the
big things constantly happened just when
he had stepped round the corner; all would
be quiet, he would take the opportunity of
going off to gather a few sticks for
firewood, and then when he returned the
others would be sweeping up the blood.
This ill-luck had given a gentle melancholy

to his countenance, but instead of souring
his nature had sweetened it, so that he was
quite the humblest of the boys. Poor kind
Tootles, there is danger in the air for you to-
night. Take care lest an adventure is now
offered you, which, if accepted, will plunge
you in deepest woe. Tootles, the fairy Tink,
who is bent on mischief this night is looking
for a tool [for doing her mischief], and she
thinks you are the most easily tricked of the
boys. 'Ware Tinker Bell.

Would that he could hear us, but we are not
really on the island, and he passes by, biting
his knuckles.

Next comes Nibs, the gay and debonair,
followed by Slightly, who cuts whistles out
of the trees and dances ecstatically to his
own tunes. Slightly is the most conceited of
the boys. He thinks he remembers the days
before he was lost, with their manners and
customs, and this has given his nose an
offensive tilt. Curly is fourth; he is a pickle,
[a person who gets in pickles-
predicaments] and so often has he had to
deliver up his person when Peter said
sternly, "Stand forth the one who did this
thing," that now at the command he stands
forth automatically whether he has done it or
not. Last come the Twins, who cannot be
described because we should be sure to be
describing the wrong one. Peter never quite
knew what twins were, and his band were
not allowed to know anything he did not
know, so these two were always vague
about themselves, and did their best to give
satisfaction by keeping close together in an
apologetic sort of way.

The boys vanish in the gloom, and after a
pause, but not a long pause, for things go
briskly on the island, come the pirates on
their track. We hear them before they are
seen, and it is always the same dreadful
song:

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"Avast belay, yo ho, heave to, A-pirating we
go, And if we're parted by a shot We're sure
to meet below!"

A more villainous-looking lot never hung in a
row on Execution dock. Here, a little in
advance, ever and again with his head to
the ground listening, his great arms bare,
pieces of eight in his ears as ornaments, is
the handsome Italian Cecco, who cut his
name in letters of blood on the back of the
governor of the prison at Gao. That gigantic
black behind him has had many names
since he dropped the one with which dusky
mothers still terrify their children on the
banks of the Guadjo-mo. Here is Bill
Jukes, every inch of him tattooed, the same
Bill Jukes who got six dozen on the
WALRUS from Flint before he would drop
the bag of moidores [Portuguese gold
pieces]; and Cookson, said to be Black
Murphy's brother (but this was never
proved), and Gentleman Starkey, once an
usher in a public school and still dainty in his
ways of killing; and Skylights (Morgan's
Skylights); and the Irish bo'sun Smee, an
oddly genial man who stabbed, so to
speak, without offence, and was the only
Non-conformist in Hook's crew; and
Noodler, whose hands were fixed on
backwards; and Robt. Mullins and Alf
Mason and many another ruffian long
known and feared on the Spanish Main.

In the midst of them, the blackest and
largest in that dark setting, reclined James
Hook, or as he wrote himself, Jas. Hook, of
whom it is said he was the only man that the
Sea-Cook feared. He lay at his ease in a
rough chariot drawn and propelled by his
men, and instead of a right hand he had the
iron hook with which ever and anon he
encouraged them to increase their pace. As
dogs this terrible man treated and
addressed them, and as dogs they obeyed
him. In person he was cadaverous [dead

looking] and blackavized [dark faced], and
his hair was dressed in long curls, which at
a little distance looked like black candles,
and gave a singularly threatening
expression to his handsome countenance.
His eyes were of the blue of the forget-me-
not, and of a profound melancholy, save
when he was plunging his hook into you, at
which time two red spots appeared in them
and lit them up horribly. In manner,
something of the grand seigneur still clung
to him, so that he even ripped you up with an
air, and I have been told that he was a
RACONTEUR [storyteller] of repute. He
was never more sinister than when he was
most polite, which is probably the truest test
of breeding; and the elegance of his
diction, even when he was swearing, no
less than the distinction of his demeanour,
showed him one of a different cast from his
crew. A man of indomitable courage, it was
said that the only thing he shied at was the
sight of his own blood, which was thick and
of an unusual colour. In dress he somewhat
aped the attire associated with the name of
Charles II, having heard it said in some
earlier period of his career that he bore a
strange resemblance to the ill-fated
Stuarts; and in his mouth he had a holder of
his own contrivance which enabled him to
smoke two cigars at once. But undoubtedly
the grimmest part of him was his iron claw.

Let us now kill a pirate, to show Hook's
method. Skylights will do. As they pass,
Skylights lurches clumsily against him,
ruffling his lace collar; the hook shoots forth,
there is a tearing sound and one screech,
then the body is kicked aside, and the
pirates pass on. He has not even taken the
cigars from his mouth.

Such is the terrible man against whom
Peter Pan is pitted. Which will win?

On the trail of the pirates, stealing

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noiselessly down the war path, which is not
visible to inexperienced eyes, come the
redskins, every one of them with his eyes
peeled. They carry tomahawks and knives,
and their naked bodies gleam with paint
and oil. Strung around them are scalps, of
boys as well as of pirates, for these are the
Piccaninny tribe, and not to be confused
with the softer-hearted Delawares or the
Hurons. In the van, on all fours, is Great Big
Little Panther, a brave of so many scalps
that in his present position they somewhat
impede his progress. Bringing up the rear,
the place of greatest danger, comes Tiger
Lily, proudly erect, a princess in her own
right. She is the most beautiful of dusky
Dianas [Diana = goddess of the woods] and
the belle of the Piccaninnies, coquettish
[flirting], cold and amorous [loving] by turns;
there is not a brave who would not have the
wayward thing to wife, but she staves off
the altar with a hatchet. Observe how they
pass over fallen twigs without making the
slightest noise. The only sound to be heard
is their somewhat heavy breathing. The fact
is that they are all a little fat just now after
the heavy gorging, but in time they will work
this off. For the moment, however, it
constitutes their chief danger.

The redskins disappear as they have come
like shadows, and soon their place is taken
by the beasts, a great and motley
procession: lions, tigers, bears, and the
innumerable smaller savage things that flee
from them, for every kind of beast, and,
more particularly, all the man-eaters, live
cheek by jowl on the favoured island. Their
tongues are hanging out, they are hungry to-
night.

When they have passed, comes the last
figure of all, a gigantic crocodile. We shall
see for whom she is looking presently.

The crocodile passes, but soon the boys

appear again, for the procession must
continue indefinitely until one of the parties
stops or changes its pace. Then quickly they
will be on top of each other.

All are keeping a sharp look-out in front, but
none suspects that the danger may be
creeping up from behind. This shows how
real the island was.

The first to fall out of the moving circle was
the boys. They flung themselves down on
the sward [turf], close to their underground
home.

"I do wish Peter would come back," every
one of them said nervously, though in height
and still more in breadth they were all larger
than their captain.

"I am the only one who is not afraid of the
pirates," Slightly said, in the tone that
prevented his being a general favourite; but
perhaps some distant sound disturbed him,
for he added hastily, "but I wish he would
come back, and tell us whether he has
heard anything more about Cinderella."

They talked of Cinderella, and Tootles was
confident that his mother must have been
very like her.

It was only in Peter's absence that they
could speak of mothers, the subject being
forbidden by him as silly.

"All I remember about my mother," Nibs told
them, "is that she often said to my father,
`Oh, how I wish I had a cheque-book of my
own!' I don't know what a cheque-book is,
but I should just love to give my mother one."

While they talked they heard a distant sound.
You or I, not being wild things of the woods,
would have heard nothing, but they heard it,
and it was the grim song:

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"Yo ho, yo ho, the pirate life, The flag o' skull
and bones, A merry hour, a hempen rope,
And hey for Davy Jones."

At once the lost boys but where are they?
They are no longer there. Rabbits could not
have disappeared more quickly.

I will tell you where they are. With the
exception of Nibs, who has darted away to
reconnoitre [look around], they are already
in their home under the ground, a very
delightful residence of which we shall see a
good deal presently. But how have they
reached it? for there is no entrance to be
seen, not so much as a large stone, which if
rolled away, would disclose the mouth of a
cave. Look closely, however, and you may
note that there are here seven large trees,
each with a hole in its hollow trunk as large
as a boy. These are the seven entrances to
the home under the ground, for which Hook
has been searching in vain these many
moons. Will he find it tonight?

As the pirates advanced, the quick eye of
Starkey sighted Nibs disappearing through
the wood, and at once his pistol flashed out.
But an iron claw gripped his shoulder.

"Captain, let go!" he cried, writhing.

Now for the first time we hear the voice of
Hook. It was a black voice. "Put back that
pistol first," it said threateningly.

"It was one of those boys you hate. I could
have shot him dead."

"Ay, and the sound would have brought
Tiger Lily's redskins upon us. Do you want
to lose your scalp?"

"Shall I after him, Captain," asked pathetic
Smee, "and tickle him with Johnny
Corkscrew?" Smee had pleasant names

for everything, and his cutlass was Johnny
Corkscrew, because he wiggled it in the
wound. One could mention many lovable
traits in Smee. For instance, after killing, it
was his spectacles he wiped instead of his
weapon.

"Johnny's a silent fellow," he reminded
Hook.

"Not now, Smee," Hook said darkly. "He is
only one, and I want to mischief all the
seven. Scatter and look for them."

The pirates disappeared among the trees,
and in a moment their Captain and Smee
were alone. Hook heaved a heavy sigh, and
I know not why it was, perhaps it was
because of the soft beauty of the evening,
but there came over him a desire to confide
to his faithful bo'sun the story of his life. He
spoke long and earnestly, but what it was all
about Smee, who was rather stupid, did not
know in the least.

Anon [later] he caught the word Peter.

"Most of all," Hook was saying
passionately, "I want their captain, Peter
Pan. 'Twas he cut off my arm." He
brandished the hook threateningly. "I've
waited long to shake his hand with this. Oh,
I'll tear him!"

"And yet," said Smee, "I have often heard
you say that hook was worth a score of
hands, for combing the hair and other
homely uses."

"Ay," the captain answered. "if I was a
mother I would pray to have my children born
with this instead of that," and he cast a look
of pride upon his iron hand and one of scorn
upon the other. Then again he frowned.

"Peter flung my arm," he said, wincing, "to a

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crocodile that happened to be passing by."

"I have often," said Smee, "noticed your
strange dread of crocodiles."

"Not of crocodiles," Hook corrected him,
"but of that one crocodile." He lowered his
voice. "It liked my arm so much, Smee, that
it has followed me ever since, from sea to
sea and from land to land, licking its lips for
the rest of me."

"In a way," said Smee, "it's sort of a
compliment."

"I want no such compliments," Hook barked
petulantly. "I want Peter Pan, who first gave
the brute its taste for me."

He sat down on a large mushroom, and now
there was a quiver in his voice. "Smee," he
said huskily, "that crocodile would have had
me before this, but by a lucky chance it
swallowed a clock which goes tick tick
inside it, and so before it can reach me I
hear the tick and bolt." He laughed, but in a
hollow way.

"Some day," said Smee, "the clock will run
down, and then he'll get you."

Hook wetted his dry lips. "Ay," he said,
"that's the fear that haunts me."

Since sitting down he had felt curiously
warm. "Smee," he said, "this seat is hot." He
jumped up. "Odds bobs, hammer and tongs
I'm burning."

They examined the mushroom, which was
of a size and solidity unknown on the
mainland; they tried to pull it up, and it came
away at once in their hands, for it had no
root. Stranger still, smoke began at once to
ascend. The pirates looked at each other.
"A chimney!" they both exclaimed.

They had indeed discovered the chimney of
the home under the ground. It was the
custom of the boys to stop it with a
mushroom when enemies were in the
neighbourhood.

Not only smoke came out of it. There came
also children's voices, for so safe did the
boys feel in their hiding-place that they
were gaily chattering. The pirates listened
grimly, and then replaced the mushroom.
They looked around them and noted the
holes in the seven trees.

"Did you hear them say Peter Pan's from
home?" Smee whispered, fidgeting with
Johnny Corkscrew.

Hook nodded. He stood for a long time lost
in thought, and at last a curdling smile lit up
his swarthy face. Smee had been waiting
for it. "Unrip your plan, captain," he cried
eagerly.

"To return to the ship," Hook replied slowly
through his teeth, "and cook a large rich
cake of a jolly thickness with green sugar
on it. There can be but one room below, for
there is but one chimney. The silly moles
had not the sense to see that they did not
need a door apiece. That shows they have
no mother. We will leave the cake on the
shore of the Mermaids' Lagoon. These
boys are always swimming about there,
playing with the mermaids. They will find the
cake and they will gobble it up, because,
having no mother, they don't know how
dangerous 'tis to eat rich damp cake." He
burst into laughter, not hollow laughter now,
but honest laughter. "Aha, they will die."

Smee had listened with growing
admiration.

"It's the wickedest, prettiest policy ever I
heard of!" he cried, and in their exultation

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they danced and sang:

"Avast, belay, when I appear, By fear
they're overtook; Nought's left upon your
bones when you Have shaken claws with
Cook."

They began the verse, but they never
finished it, for another sound broke in and
stilled them. The was at first such a tiny
sound that a leaf might have fallen on it and
smothered it, but as it came nearer it was
more distinct.

Tick tick tick tick.!

Hook stood shuddering, one foot in the air.

"The crocodile!" he gasped, and bounded
away, followed by his bo'sun.

It was indeed the crocodile. It had passed
the redskins, who were now on the trail of
the other pirates. It oozed on after Hook.

Once more the boys emerged into the open;
but the dangers of the night were not yet
over, for presently Nibs rushed breathless
into their midst, pursued by a pack of
wolves. The tongues of the pursuers were
hanging out; the baying of them was
horrible.

"Save me, save me!" cried Nibs, falling on
the ground.

"But what can we do, what can we do?"

It was a high compliment to Peter that at that
dire moment their thoughts turned to him.

"What would Peter do?" they cried
simultaneously.

Almost in the same breath they cried, "Peter
would look at them through his legs."

And then, "Let us do what Peter would do."

It is quite the most successful way of
defying wolves, and as one boy they bent
and looked through their legs. The next
moment is the long one, but victory came
quickly, for as the boys advanced upon
them in the terrible attitude, the wolves
dropped their tails and fled.

Now Nibs rose from the ground, and the
others thought that his staring eyes still saw
the wolves. But it was not wolves he saw.

"I have seen a wonderfuller thing," he cried,
as they gathered round him eagerly. "A
great white bird. It is flying this way."

"What kind of a bird, do you think?"

"I don't know," Nibs said, awestruck, "but it
looks so weary, and as it flies it moans,
`Poor Wendy,'"

"Poor Wendy?"

"I remember," said Slightly instantly, "there
are birds called Wendies."

"See, it comes!" cried Curly, pointing to
Wendy in the heavens.

Wendy was now almost overhead, and they
could hear her plaintive cry. But more
distinct came the shrill voice of Tinker Bell.
The jealous fairy had now cast off all
disguise of friendship, and was darting at
her victim from every direction, pinching
savagely each time she touched.

"Hullo, Tink," cried the wondering boys.

Tink's reply rang out: "Peter wants you to
shoot the Wendy."

It was not in their nature to question when

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Peter ordered. "Let us do what Peter
wishes!" cried the simple boys. "Quick,
bows and arrows!"

All but Tootles popped down their trees. He
had a bow and arrow with him, and Tink
noted it, and rubbed her little hands.

"Quick, Tootles, quick," she screamed.
"Peter will be so pleased."

Tootles excitedly fitted the arrow to his bow.
"Out of the way, Tink," he shouted, and then
he fired, and Wendy fluttered to the ground
with an arrow in her breast.

Chapter 6 The Little House

Foolish Tootles was standing like a
conqueror over Wendy's body when the
other boys sprang, armed, from their trees.

"You are too late," he cried proudly, "I have
shot the Wendy. Peter will be so pleased
with me."

Overhead Tinker Bell shouted "Silly ass!"
and darted into hiding. The others did not
hear her. They had crowded round Wendy,
and as they looked a terrible silence fell
upon the wood. If Wendy's heart had been
beating they would all have heard it.

Slightly was the first to speak. "This is no
bird," he said in a scared voice. "I think this
must be a lady."

"A lady?" said Tootles, and fell a-trembling.

"And we have killed her," Nibs said
hoarsely.

They all whipped off their caps.

"Now I see," Curly said: "Peter was bringing
her to us." He threw himself sorrowfully on

the ground.

"A lady to take care of us at last," said one
of the twins, "and you have killed her!"

They were sorry for him, but sorrier for
themselves, and when he took a step
nearer them they turned from him.

Tootles' face was very white, but there was
a dignity about him now that had never been
there before.

"I did it," he said, reflecting. "When ladies
used to come to me in dreams, I said,
`Pretty mother, pretty mother.' But when at
last she really came, I shot her."

He moved slowly away.

"Don't go," they called in pity.

"I must," he answered, shaking; "I am so
afraid of Peter."

It was at this tragic moment that they heard a
sound which made the heart of every one of
them rise to his mouth. They heard Peter
crow.

"Peter!" they cried, for it was always thus
that he signalled his return.

"Hide her," they whispered, and gathered
hastily around Wendy. But Tootles stood
aloof.

Again came that ringing crow, and Peter
dropped in front of them. "Greetings, boys,"
he cried, and mechanically they saluted,
and then again was silence.

He frowned.

"I am back," he said hotly, "why do you not
cheer?"

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They opened their mouths, but the cheers
would not come. He overlooked it in his
haste to tell the glorious tidings.

"Great news, boys," he cried, "I have
brought at last a mother for you all."

Still no sound, except a little thud from
Tootles as he dropped on his knees.

"Have you not seen her?" asked Peter,
becoming troubled. "She flew this way."

"Ah me!" once voice said, and another said,
"Oh, mournful day."

Tootles rose. "Peter," he said quietly, "I will
show her to you," and when the others
would still have hidden her he said, "Back,
twins, let Peter see."

So they all stood back, and let him see, and
after he had looked for a little time he did not
know what to do next.

"She is dead," he said uncomfortably.
"Perhaps she is frightened at being dead."

He thought of hopping off in a comic sort of
way till he was out of sight of her, and then
never going near the spot any more. They
would all have been glad to follow if he had
done this.

But there was the arrow. He took it from her
heart and faced his band.

"Whose arrow?" he demanded sternly.

"Mine, Peter," said Tootles on his knees.

"Oh, dastard hand," Peter said, and he
raised the arrow to use it as a dagger.

Tootles did not flinch. He bared his breast.
"Strike, Peter," he said firmly, "strike true."

Twice did Peter raise the arrow, and twice
did his hand fall. "I cannot strike," he said
with awe, "there is something stays my
hand."

All looked at him in wonder, save Nibs, who
fortunately looked at Wendy.

"It is she," he cried, "the Wendy lady, see,
her arm!"

Wonderful to relate [tell], Wendy had raised
her arm. Nibs bent over her and listened
reverently. "I think she said, `Poor Tootles,'"
he whispered.

"She lives," Peter said briefly.

Slightly cried instantly, "The Wendy lady
lives."

Then Peter knelt beside her and found his
button. You remember she had put it on a
chain that she wore round her neck.

"See," he said, "the arrow struck against
this. It is the kiss I gave her. It has saved her
life."

"I remember kisses," Slightly interposed
quickly, "let me see it. Ay, that's a kiss."

Peter did not hear him. He was begging
Wendy to get better quickly, so that he could
show her the mermaids. Of course she
could not answer yet, being still in a frightful
faint; but from overhead came a wailing
note.

"Listen to Tink," said Curly, "she is crying
because the Wendy lives."

Then they had to tell Peter of Tink's crime,
and almost never had they seen him look so
stern.

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"Listen, Tinker Bell," he cried, "I am your
friend no more. Begone from me for ever."

She flew on to his shoulder and pleaded,
but he brushed her off. Not until Wendy again
raised her arm did he relent sufficiently to
say, "Well, not for ever, but for a whole
week."

Do you think Tinker Bell was grateful to
Wendy for raising her arm? Oh dear no,
never wanted to pinch her so much. Fairies
indeed are strange, and Peter, who
understood them best, often cuffed
[slapped] them.

But what to do with Wendy in her present
delicate state of health?

"Let us carry her down into the house," Curly
suggested.

"Ay," said Slightly, "that is what one does
with ladies."

"No, no," Peter said, "you must not touch
her. It would not be sufficiently respectful."

"That," said Slightly, "is what I was thinking."

"But if she lies there," Tootles said, "she will
die."

"Ay, she will die," Slightly admitted, "but
there is no way out."

"Yes, there is," cried Peter. "Let us build a
little house round her."

They were all delighted. "Quick," he ordered
them, "bring me each of you the best of
what we have. Gut our house. Be sharp."

In a moment they were as busy as tailors the
night before a wedding. They skurried this
way and that, down for bedding, up for

firewood, and while they were at it, who
should appear but John and Michael. As
they dragged along the ground they fell
asleep standing, stopped, woke up, moved
another step and slept again.

"John, John," Michael would cry, "wake up!
Where is Nana, John, and mother?"

And then John would rub his eyes and
mutter, "It is true, we did fly."

You may be sure they were very relieved to
find Peter.

"Hullo, Peter," they said.

"Hullo," replied Peter amicably, though he
had quite forgotten them. He was very busy
at the moment measuring Wendy with his
feet to see how large a house she would
need. Of course he meant to leave room for
chairs and a table. John and Michael
watched him.

"Is Wendy asleep?" they asked.

"Yes."

"John," Michael proposed, "let us wake her
and get her to make supper for us," but as
he said it some of the other boys rushed on
carrying branches for the building of the
house. "Look at them!" he cried.

"Curly," said Peter in his most captainy
voice, "see that these boys help in the
building of the house."

"Ay, ay, sir."

"Build a house?" exclaimed John.

"For the Wendy," said Curly.

"For Wendy?" John said, aghast. "Why, she

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is only a girl!"

"That," explained Curly, "is why we are her
servants."

"You? Wendy's servants!"

"Yes," said Peter, "and you also. Away with
them."

The astounded brothers were dragged
away to hack and hew and carry. "Chairs
and a fender [fireplace] first," Peter
ordered. "Then we shall build a house round
them."

"Ay," said Slightly, "that is how a house is
built; it all comes back to me."

Peter thought of everything. "Slightly," he
cried, "fetch a doctor."

"Ay, ay," said Slightly at once, and
disappeared, scratching his head. But he
knew Peter must be obeyed, and he
returned in a moment, wearing John's hat
and looking solemn.

"Please, sir," said Peter, going to him, "are
you a doctor?"

The difference between him and the other
boys at such a time was that they knew it
was make-believe, while to him make-
believe and true were exactly the same
thing. This sometimes troubled them, as
when they had to make-believe that they
had had their dinners.

If they broke down in their make-believe he
rapped them on the knuckles.

"Yes, my little man," Slightly anxiously
replied, who had chapped knuckles.

"Please, sir," Peter explained, "a lady lies

very ill."

She was lying at their feet, but Slightly had
the sense not to see her.

"Tut, tut, tut," he said, "where does she lie?"

"In yonder glade."

"I will put a glass thing in her mouth," said
Slightly, and he made-believe to do it, while
Peter waited. It was an anxious moment
when the glass thing was withdrawn.

"How is she?" inquired Peter.

"Tut, tut, tut," said Slightly, "this has cured
her."

"I am glad!" Peter cried.

"I will call again in the evening," Slightly said;
"give her beef tea out of a cup with a spout
to it"; but after he had returned the hat to
John he blew big breaths, which was his
habit on escaping from a difficulty.

In the meantime the wood had been alive
with the sound of axes; almost everything
needed for a cosy dwelling already lay at
Wendy's feet.

"If only we knew," said one, "the kind of
house she likes best."

"Peter," shouted another, "she is moving in
her sleep."

"Her mouth opens," cried a third, looking
respectfully into it. "Oh, lovely!"

"Perhaps she is going to sing in her sleep,"
said Peter. "Wendy, sing the kind of house
you would like to have."

Immediately, without opening her eyes,

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Wendy began to sing:

"I wish I had a pretty house, The littlest ever
seen, With funny little red walls And roof of
mossy green."

They gurgled with joy at this, for by the
greatest good luck the branches they had
brought were sticky with red sap, and all the
ground was carpeted with moss. As they
rattled up the little house they broke into
song themselves:

"We've built the little walls and roof And
made a lovely door, So tell us, mother
Wendy, What are you wanting more?"

To this she answered greedily:

"Oh, really next I think I'll have Gay windows
all about, With roses peeping in, you know,
And babies peeping out."

With a blow of their fists they made
windows, and large yellow leaves were the
blinds. But roses ?

"Roses," cried Peter sternly.

Quickly they made-believe to grow the
loveliest roses up the walls.

Babies?

To prevent Peter ordering babies they
hurried into song again:

"We've made the roses peeping out, The
babes are at the door, We cannot make
ourselves, you know, 'cos we've been
made before."

Peter, seeing this to be a good idea, at
once pretended that it was his own. The
house was quite beautiful, and no doubt
Wendy was very cosy within, though, of

course, they could no longer see her. Peter
strode up and down, ordering finishing
touches. Nothing escaped his eagle eyes.
Just when it seemed absolutely finished:

"There's no knocker on the door," he said.

They were very ashamed, but Tootles gave
the sole of his shoe, and it made an
excellent knocker.

Absolutely finished now, they thought.

Not of bit of it. "There's no chimney," Peter
said; "we must have a chimney."

"It certainly does need a chimney," said
John importantly. This gave Peter an idea.
He snatched the hat off John's head,
knocked out the bottom [top], and put the
hat on the roof. The little house was so
pleased to have such a capital chimney that,
as if to say thank you, smoke immediately
began to come out of the hat.

Now really and truly it was finished. Nothing
remained to do but to knock.

"All look your best," Peter warned them;
"first impressions are awfully important."

He was glad no one asked him what first
impressions are; they were all too busy
looking their best.

He knocked politely, and now the wood was
as still as the children, not a sound to be
heard except from Tinker Bell, who was
watching from a branch and openly
sneering.

What the boys were wondering was, would
any one answer the knock? If a lady, what
would she be like?

The door opened and a lady came out. It

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was Wendy. They all whipped off their hats.

She looked properly surprised, and this
was just how they had hoped she would
look.

"Where am I?" she said.

Of course Slightly was the first to get his
word in. "Wendy lady," he said rapidly, "for
you we built this house."

"Oh, say you're pleased," cried Nibs.

"Lovely, darling house," Wendy said, and
they were the very words they had hoped
she would say.

"And we are your children," cried the twins.

Then all went on their knees, and holding out
their arms cried, "O Wendy lady, be our
mother."

"Ought I?" Wendy said, all shining. "Of
course it's frightfully fascinating, but you
see I am only a little girl. I have no real
experience."

"That doesn't matter," said Peter, as if he
were the only person present who knew all
about it, though he was really the one who
knew least. "What we need is just a nice
motherly person."

"Oh dear!" Wendy said, "you see, I feel that
is exactly what I am."

"It is, it is," they all cried; "we saw it at once."

"Very well," she said, "I will do my best.
Come inside at once, you naughty children; I
am sure your feet are damp. And before I
put you to bed I have just time to finish the
story of Cinderella."

In they went; I don't know how there was
room for them, but you can squeeze very
tight in the Neverland. And that was the first
of the many joyous evenings they had with
Wendy. By and by she tucked them up in the
great bed in the home under the trees, but
she herself slept that night in the little house,
and Peter kept watch outside with drawn
sword, for the pirates could be heard
carousing far away and the wolves were on
the prowl. The little house looked so cosy
and safe in the darkness, with a bright light
showing through its blinds, and the chimney
smoking beautifully, and Peter standing on
guard. After a time he fell asleep, and some
unsteady fairies had to climb over him on
their way home from an orgy. Any of the
other boys obstructing the fairy path at night
they would have mischiefed, but they just
tweaked Peter's nose and passed on.

Chapter 7 The Home Under The Ground

One of the first things Peter did next day
was to measure Wendy and John and
Michael for hollow trees. Hook, you
remember, had sneered at the boys for
thinking they needed a tree apiece, but this
was ignorance, for unless your tree fitted
you it was difficult to go up and down, and
no two of the boys were quite the same
size. Once you fitted, you drew in [let out]
your breath at the top, and down you went at
exactly the right speed, while to ascend you
drew in and let out alternately, and so
wriggled up. Of course, when you have
mastered the action you are able to do
these things without thinking of them, and
nothing can be more graceful.

But you simply must fit, and Peter measures
you for your tree as carefully as for a suit of
clothes: the only difference being that the
clothes are made to fit you, while you have
to be made to fit the tree. Usually it is done
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garments or too few, but if you are bumpy in
awkward places or the only available tree is
an odd shape, Peter does some things to
you, and after that you fit. Once you fit, great
care must be taken to go on fitting, and this,
as Wendy was to discover to her delight,
keeps a whole family in perfect condition.

Wendy and Michael fitted their trees at the
first try, but John had to be altered a little.

After a few days' practice they could go up
and down as gaily as buckets in a well. And
how ardently they grew to love their home
under the ground; especially Wendy. It
consisted of one large room, as all houses
should do, with a floor in which you could
dig [for worms] if you wanted to go fishing,
and in this floor grew stout mushrooms of a
charming colour, which were used as
stools. A Never tree tried hard to grow in the
centre of the room, but every morning they
sawed the trunk through, level with the floor.
By tea-time it was always about two feet
high, and then they put a door on top of it,
the whole thus becoming a table; as soon
as they cleared away, they sawed off the
trunk again, and thus there was more room
to play. There was an enourmous fireplace
which was in almost any part of the room
where you cared to light it, and across this
Wendy stretched strings, made of fibre,
from which she suspended her washing.
The bed was tilted against the wall by day,
and let down at 6:30, when it filled nearly half
the room; and all the boys slept in it, except
Michael, lying like sardines in a tin. There
was a strict rule against turning round until
one gave the signal, when all turned at once.
Michael should have used it also, but Wendy
would have [desired] a baby, and he was
the littlest, and you know what women are,
and the short and long of it is that he was
hung up in a basket.

It was rough and simple, and not unlike what

baby bears would have made of an
underground house in the same
circumstances. But there was one recess in
the wall, no larger than a bird-cage, which
was the private apartment of Tinker Bell. It
could be shut off from the rest of the house
by a tiny curtain, which Tink, who was most
fastidious [particular], always kept drawn
when dressing or undressing. No woman,
however large, could have had a more
exquisite boudoir [dressing room] and bed-
chamber combined. The couch, as she
always called it, was a genuine Queen
Mab, with club legs; and she varied the
bedspreads according to what fruit
blossom was in season. Her mirror was a
Puss-in-Boots, of which there are now only
three, unchipped, known to fairy dealers;
the washstand was Pie-crust and
reversible, the chest of drawers an
authentic Charming the Sixth, and the
carpet and rugs the best (the early) period
of Margery and Robin. There was a
chandelier from Tiddlywinks for the look of
the thing, but of course she lit the residence
herself. Tink was very contemptuous of the
rest of the house, as indeed was perhaps
inevitable, and her chamber, though
beautiful, looked rather conceited, having
the appearance of a nose permanently
turned up.

I suppose it was all especially entrancing to
Wendy, because those rampagious boys of
hers gave her so much to do. Really there
were whole weeks when, except perhaps
with a stocking in the evening, she was
never above ground. The cooking, I can tell
you, kept her nose to the pot, and even if
there was nothing in it, even if there was no
pot, she had to keep watching that it came
aboil just the same. You never exactly knew
whether there would be a real meal or just a
make-believe, it all depended upon Peter's
whim: he could eat, really eat, if it was part
of a game, but he could not stodge [cram

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down the food] just to feel stodgy [stuffed
with food], which is what most children like
better than anything else; the next best thing
being to talk about it. Make-believe was so
real to him that during a meal of it you could
see him getting rounder. Of course it was
trying, but you simply had to follow his lead,
and if you could prove to him that you were
getting loose for your tree he let you stodge.

Wendy's favourite time for sewing and
darning was after they had all gone to bed.
Then, as she expressed it, she had a
breathing time for herself; and she
occupied it in making new things for them,
and putting double pieces on the knees, for
they were all most frightfully hard on their
knees.

When she sat down to a basketful of their
stockings, every heel with a hole in it, she
would fling up her arms and exclaim, "Oh
dear, I am sure I sometimes think spinsters
are to be envied!"

Her face beamed when she exclaimed this.

You remember about her pet wolf. Well, it
very soon discovered that she had come to
the island and it found her out, and they just
ran into each other's arms. After that it
followed her about everywhere.

As time wore on did she think much about
the beloved parents she had left behind
her? This is a difficult question, because it
is quite impossible to say how time does
wear on in the Neverland, where it is
calculated by moons and suns, and there
are ever so many more of them than on the
mainland. But I am afraid that Wendy did not
really worry about her father and mother;
she was absolutely confident that they
would always keep the window open for her
to fly back by, and this gave her complete
ease of mind. What did disturb her at times

was that John remembered his parents
vaguely only, as people he had once known,
while Michael was quite willing to believe
that she was really his mother. These things
scared her a little, and nobly anxious to do
her duty, she tried to fix the old life in their
minds by setting them examination papers
on it, as like as possible to the ones she
used to do at school. The other boys thought
this awfully interesting, and insisted on
joining, and they made slates for
themselves, and sat round the table, writing
and thinking hard about the questions she
had written on another slate and passed
round. They were the most ordinary
questions "What was the colour of Mother's
eyes? Which was taller, Father or Mother?
Was Mother blonde or brunette? Answer all
three questions if possible." "(A) Write an
essay of not less than 40 words on How I
spent my last Holidays, or The Characters
of Father and Mother compared. Only one
of these to be attempted." Or "(1) Describe
Mother's laugh; (2) Describe Father's laugh;
(3) Describe Mother's Party Dress; (4)
Describe the Kennel and its Inmate."

They were just everyday questions like
these, and when you could not answer them
you were told to make a cross; and it was
really dreadful what a number of crosses
even John made. Of course the only boy
who replied to every question was Slightly,
and no one could have been more hopeful
of coming out first, but his answers were
perfectly ridiculous, and he really came out
last: a melancholy thing.

Peter did not compete. For one thing he
despised all mothers except Wendy, and for
another he was the only boy on the island
who could neither write nor spell; not the
smallest word. He was above all that sort of
thing.

By the way, the questions were all written in

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the past tense. What was the colour of
Mother's eyes, and so on. Wendy, you see,
had been forgetting, too.

Adventures, of course, as we shall see,
were of daily occurrence; but about this
time Peter invented, with Wendy's help, a
new game that fascinated him enormously,
until he suddenly had no more interest in it,
which, as you have been told, was what
always happened with his games. It
consisted in pretending not to have
adventures, in doing the sort of thing John
and Michael had been doing all their lives,
sitting on stools flinging balls in the air,
pushing each other, going out for walks and
coming back without having killed so much
as a grizzly. To see Peter doing nothing on a
stool was a great sight; he could not help
looking solemn at such times, to sit still
seemed to him such a comic thing to do. He
boasted that he had gone walking for the
good of his health. For several suns these
were the most novel of all adventures to
him; and John and Michael had to pretend
to be delighted also; otherwise he would
have treated them severely.

He often went out alone, and when he came
back you were never absolutely certain
whether he had had an adventure or not. He
might have forgotten it so completely that he
said nothing about it; and then when you
went out you found the body; and, on the
other hand, he might say a great deal about
it, and yet you could not find the body.
Sometimes he came home with his head
bandaged, and then Wendy cooed over him
and bathed it in lukewarm water, while he
told a dazzling tale. But she was never quite
sure, you know. There were, however,
many adventures which she knew to be true
because she was in them herself, and there
were still more that were at least partly true,
for the other boys were in them and said
they were wholly true. To describe them all

would require a book as large as an
English-Latin, Latin English Dictionary, and
the most we can do is to give one as a
specimen of an average hour on the island.
The difficulty is which one to choose.
Should we take the brush with the redskins
at Slightly Gulch? It was a sanguinary
[cheerful] affair, and especially interesting
as showing one of Peter's peculiarities,
which was that in the middle of a fight he
would suddenly change sides. At the Gulch,
when victory was still in the balance,
sometimes leaning this way and sometimes
that, he called out, "I'm redskin to-day; what
are you, Tootles?" And Tootles answered,
"Redskin; what are you, Nibs?" and Nibs
said, "Redskin; what are you Twin?" and so
on; and they were all redskins; and of
course this would have ended the fight had
not the real redskins fascinated by Peter's
methods, agreed to be lost boys for that
once, and so at it they all went again, more
fiercely than ever.

The extraordinary upshot of this adventure
was but we have not decided yet that this is
the adventure we are to narrate. Perhaps a
better one would be the night attack by the
redskins on the house under the ground,
when several of them stuck in the hollow
trees and had to be pulled out like corks. Or
we might tell how Peter saved Tiger Lily's
life in the Mermaids' Lagoon, and so made
her his ally.

Or we could tell of that cake the pirates
cooked so that the boys might eat it and
perish; and how they placed it in one
cunning spot after another; but always
Wendy snatched it from the hands of her
children, so that in time it lost its succulence,
and became as hard as a stone, and was
used as a missile, and Hook fell over it in
the dark.

Or suppose we tell of the birds that were

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Peter's friends, particularly of the Never
bird that built in a tree overhanging the
lagoon, and how the nest fell into the water,
and still the bird sat on her eggs, and Peter
gave orders that she was not to be
disturbed. That is a pretty story, and the end
shows how grateful a bird can be; but if we
tell it we must also tell the whole adventure
of the lagoon, which would of course be
telling two adventures rather than just one.
A shorter adventure, and quite as exciting,
was Tinker Bell's attempt, with the help of
some street fairies, to have the sleeping
Wendy conveyed on a great floating leaf to
the mainland. Fortunately the leaf gave way
and Wendy woke, thinking it was bath-time,
and swam back. Or again, we might
choose Peter's defiance of the lions, when
he drew a circle round him on the ground
with an arrow and dared them to cross it;
and though he waited for hours, with the
other boys and Wendy looking on
breathlessly from trees, not one of them
dared to accept his challenge.

Which of these adventures shall we choose?
The best way will be to toss for it.

I have tossed, and the lagoon has won. This
almost makes one wish that the gulch or the
cake or Tink's leaf had won. Of course I
could do it again, and make it best out of
three; however, perhaps fairest to stick to
the lagoon.

Chapter 8 The Mermaids' Lagoon

If you shut your eyes and are a lucky one,
you may see at times a shapeless pool of
lovely pale colours suspended in the
darkness; then if you squeeze your eyes
tighter, the pool begins to take shape, and
the colours become so vivid that with
another squeeze they must go on fire. But
just before they go on fire you see the
lagoon. This is the nearest you ever get to it

on the mainland, just one heavenly moment;
if there could be two moments you might
see the surf and hear the mermaids singing.

The children often spent long summer days
on this lagoon, swimming or floating most
of the time, playing the mermaid games in
the water, and so forth. You must not think
from this that the mermaids were on friendly
terms with them: on the contrary, it was
among Wendy's lasting regrets that all the
time she was on the island she never had a
civil word from one of them. When she stole
softly to the edge of the lagoon she might
see them by the score, especially on
Marooners' Rock, where they loved to
bask, combing out their hair in a lazy way
that quite irritated her; or she might even
swim, on tiptoe as it were, to within a yard
of them, but then they saw her and dived,
probably splashing her with their tails, not by
accident, but intentionally.

They treated all the boys in the same way,
except of course Peter, who chatted with
them on Marooners' Rock by the hour, and
sat on their tails when they got cheeky. He
gave Wendy one of their combs.

The most haunting time at which to see
them is at the turn of the moon, when they
utter strange wailing cries; but the lagoon is
dangerous for mortals then, and until the
evening of which we have now to tell, Wendy
had never seen the lagoon by moonlight,
less from fear, for of course Peter would
have accompanied her, than because she
had strict rules about every one being in bed
by seven. She was often at the lagoon,
however, on sunny days after rain, when the
mermaids come up in extraordinary
numbers to play with their bubbles. The
bubbles of many colours made in rainbow
water they treat as balls, hitting them gaily
from one to another with their tails, and
trying to keep them in the rainbow till they

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burst. The goals are at each end of the
rainbow, and the keepers only are allowed
to use their hands. Sometimes a dozen of
these games will be going on in the lagoon
at a time, and it is quite a pretty sight.

But the moment the children tried to join in
they had to play by themselves, for the
mermaids immediately disappeared.
Nevertheless we have proof that they
secretly watched the interlopers, and were
not above taking an idea from them; for
John introduced a new way of hitting the
bubble, with the head instead of the hand,
and the mermaids adopted it. This is the
one mark that John has left on the
Neverland.

It must also have been rather pretty to see
the children resting on a rock for half an hour
after their mid-day meal. Wendy insisted on
their doing this, and it had to be a real rest
even though the meal was make-believe.
So they lay there in the sun, and their bodies
glistened in it, while she sat beside them
and looked important.

It was one such day, and they were all on
Marooners' Rock. The rock was not much
larger than their great bed, but of course
they all knew how not to take up much room,
and they were dozing, or at least lying with
their eyes shut, and pinching occasionally
when they thought Wendy was not looking.
She was very busy, stitching.

While she stitched a change came to the
lagoon. Little shivers ran over it, and the sun
went away and shadows stole across the
water, turning it cold. Wendy could no longer
see to thread her needle, and when she
looked up, the lagoon that had always
hitherto been such a laughing place
seemed formidable and unfriendly.

It was not, she knew, that night had come,

but something as dark as night had come.
No, worse than that. It had not come, but it
had sent that shiver through the sea to say
that it was coming. What was it?

There crowded upon her all the stories she
had been told of Marooners' Rock, so
called because evil captains put sailors on it
and leave them there to drown. They drown
when the tide rises, for then it is
submerged.

Of course she should have roused the
children at once; not merely because of the
unknown that was stalking toward them, but
because it was no longer good for them to
sleep on a rock grown chilly. But she was a
young mother and she did not know this;
she thought you simply must stick to your
rule about half an hour after the mid-day
meal. So, though fear was upon her, and
she longed to hear male voices, she would
not waken them. Even when she heard the
sound of muffled oars, though her heart was
in her mouth, she did not waken them. She
stood over them to let them have their sleep
out. Was it not brave of Wendy?

It was well for those boys then that there
was one among them who could sniff
danger even in his sleep. Peter sprang
erect, as wide awake at once as a dog, and
with one warning cry he roused the others.

He stood motionless, one hand to his ear.

"Pirates!" he cried. The others came closer
to him. A strange smile was playing about
his face, and Wendy saw it and shuddered.
While that smile was on his face no one
dared address him; all they could do was to
stand ready to obey. The order came sharp
and incisive.

"Dive!"

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There was a gleam of legs, and instantly the
lagoon seemed deserted. Marooners'
Rock stood alone in the forbidding waters
as if it were itself marooned.

The boat drew nearer. It was the pirate
dinghy, with three figures in her, Smee and
Starkey, and the third a captive, no other
than Tiger Lily. Her hands and ankles were
tied, and she knew what was to be her fate.
She was to be left on the rock to perish, an
end to one of her race more terrible than
death by fire or torture, for is it not written in
the book of the tribe that there is no path
through water to the happy hunting-ground?
Yet her face was impassive; she was the
daughter of a chief, she must die as a
chief's daughter, it is enough.

They had caught her boarding the pirate
ship with a knife in her mouth. No watch was
kept on the ship, it being Hook's boast that
the wind of his name guarded the ship for a
mile around. Now her fate would help to
guard it also. One more wail would go the
round in that wind by night.

In the gloom that they brought with them the
two pirates did not see the rock till they
crashed into it.

"Luff, you lubber," cried an Irish voice that
was Smee's; "here's the rock. Now, then,
what we have to do is to hoist the redskin on
to it and leave her here to drown."

It was the work of one brutal moment to land
the beautiful girl on the rock; she was too
proud to offer a vain resistance.

Quite near the rock, but out of sight, two
heads were bobbing up and down, Peter's
and Wendy's. Wendy was crying, for it was
the first tragedy she had seen. Peter had
seen many tragedies, but he had forgotten
them all. He was less sorry than Wendy for

Tiger Lily: it was two against one that
angered him, and he meant to save her. An
easy way would have been to wait until the
pirates had gone, but he was never one to
choose the easy way.

There was almost nothing he could not do,
and he now imitated the voice of Hook.

"Ahoy there, you lubbers!" he called. It was a
marvellous imitation.

"The captain!" said the pirates, staring at
each other in surprise.

"He must be swimming out to us," Starkey
said, when they had looked for him in vain.

"We are putting the redskin on the rock,"
Smee called out.

"Set her free," came the astonishing
answer.

"Free!"

"Yes, cut her bonds and let her go."

"But, captain "

"At once, d'ye hear," cried Peter, "or I'll
plunge my hook in you."

"This is queer!" Smee gasped.

"Better do what the captain orders," said
Starkey nervously.

"Ay, ay." Smee said, and he cut Tiger Lily's
cords. At once like an eel she slid between
Starkey's legs into the water.

Of course Wendy was very elated over
Peter's cleverness; but she knew that he
would be elated also and very likely crow
and thus betray himself, so at once her hand

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went out to cover his mouth. But it was
stayed even in the act, for "Boat ahoy!" rang
over the lagoon in Hook's voice, and this
time it was not Peter who had spoken.

Peter may have been about to crow, but his
face puckered in a whistle of surprise
instead.

"Boat ahoy!" again came the voice.

Now Wendy understood. The real Hook was
also in the water.

He was swimming to the boat, and as his
men showed a light to guide him he had
soon reached them. In the light of the lantern
Wendy saw his hook grip the boat's side;
she saw his evil swarthy face as he rose
dripping from the water, and, quaking, she
would have liked to swim away, but Peter
would not budge. He was tingling with life
and also top-heavy with conceit. "Am I not a
wonder, oh, I am a wonder!" he whispered
to her, and though she thought so also, she
was really glad for the sake of his reputation
that no one heard him except herself.

He signed to her to listen.

The two pirates were very curious to know
what had brought their captain to them, but
he sat with his head on his hook in a
position of profound melancholy.

"Captain, is all well?" they asked timidly, but
he answered with a hollow moan.

"He sighs," said Smee.

"He sighs again," said Starkey.

"And yet a third time he sighs," said Smee.

Then at last he spoke passionately.

"The game's up," he cried, "those boys
have found a mother."

Affrighted though she was, Wendy swelled
with pride.

"O evil day!" cried Starkey.

"What's a mother?" asked the ignorant
Smee.

Wendy was so shocked that she exclaimed.
"He doesn't know!" and always after this
she felt that if you could have a pet pirate
Smee would be her one.

Peter pulled her beneath the water, for
Hook had started up, crying, "What was
that?"

"I heard nothing," said Starkey, raising the
lantern over the waters, and as the pirates
looked they saw a strange sight. It was the
nest I have told you of, floating on the
lagoon, and the Never bird was sitting on it.

"See," said Hook in answer to Smee's
question, "that is a mother. What a lesson!
The nest must have fallen into the water, but
would the mother desert her eggs? No."

There was a break in his voice, as if for a
moment he recalled innocent days when but
he brushed away this weakness with his
hook.

Smee, much impressed, gazed at the bird
as the nest was borne past, but the more
suspicious Starkey said, "If she is a mother,
perhaps she is hanging about here to help
Peter."

Hook winced. "Ay," he said, "that is the fear
that haunts me."

He was roused from this dejection by

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Smee's eager voice.

"Captain," said Smee, "could we not kidnap
these boys' mother and make her our
mother?"

"It is a princely scheme," cried Hook, and at
once it took practical shape in his great
brain. "We will seize the children and carry
them to the boat: the boys we will make
walk the plank, and Wendy shall be our
mother.

Again Wendy forgot herself.

"Never!" she cried, and bobbed.

"What was that?"

But they could see nothing. They thought it
must have been a leaf in the wind. "Do you
agree, my bullies?" asked Hook.

"There is my hand on it," they both said.

"And there is my hook. Swear."

They all swore. By this time they were on the
rock, and suddenly Hook remembered
Tiger Lily.

"Where is the redskin?" he demanded
abruptly.

He had a playful humour at moments, and
they thought this was one of the moments.

"That is all right, captain," Smee answered
complacently; "we let her go."

"Let her go!" cried Hook.

"'Twas your own orders," the bo'sun
faltered.

"You called over the water to us to let her

go," said Starkey.

"Brimstone and gall," thundered Hook,
"what cozening [cheating] is going on here!"
His face had gone black with rage, but he
saw that they believed their words, and he
was startled. "Lads," he said, shaking a
little, "I gave no such order."

"It is passing queer," Smee said, and they
all fidgeted uncomfortably. Hook raised his
voice, but there was a quiver in it.

"Spirit that haunts this dark lagoon to-night,"
he cried, "dost hear me?"

Of course Peter should have kept quiet, but
of course he did not. He immediately
answered in Hook's voice:

"Odds, bobs, hammer and tongs, I hear
you."

In that supreme moment Hook did not
blanch, even at the gills, but Smee and
Starkey clung to each other in terror.

"Who are you, stranger? Speak!" Hook
demanded.

"I am James Hook," replied the voice,
"captain of the JOLLY ROGER."

"You are not; you are not," Hook cried
hoarsely.

"Brimstone and gall," the voice retorted,
"say that again, and I'll cast anchor in you."

Hook tried a more ingratiating manner. "If
you are Hook," he said almost humbly,
"come tell me, who am I?"

"A codfish," replied the voice, "only a
codfish."

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"A codfish!" Hook echoed blankly, and it
was then, but not till then, that his proud
spirit broke. He saw his men draw back
from him.

"Have we been captained all this time by a
codfish!" they muttered. "It is lowering to our
pride."

They were his dogs snapping at him, but,
tragic figure though he had become, he
scarcely heeded them. Against such fearful
evidence it was not their belief in him that he
needed, it was his own. He felt his ego
slipping from him. "Don't desert me, bully,"
he whispered hoarsely to it.

In his dark nature there was a touch of the
feminine, as in all the great pirates, and it
sometimes gave him intuitions. Suddenly he
tried the guessing game.

"Hook," he called, "have you another
voice?"

Now Peter could never resist a game, and
he answered blithely in his own voice, "I
have."

"And another name?"

"Ay, ay."

"Vegetable?" asked Hook.

"No."

"Mineral?"

"No."

"Animal?"

"Yes."

"Man?"

"No!" This answer rang out scornfully.

"Boy?"

"Yes."

"Ordinary boy?"

"No!"

"Wonderful boy?"

To Wendy's pain the answer that rang out
this time was "Yes."

"Are you in England?"

"No."

"Are you here?"

"Yes."

Hook was completely puzzled. "You ask him
some questions," he said to the others,
wiping his damp brow.

Smee reflected. "I can't think of a thing," he
said regretfully.

"Can't guess, can't guess!" crowed Peter.
"Do you give it up?"

Of course in his pride he was carrying the
game too far, and the miscreants [villains]
saw their chance.

"Yes, yes," they answered eagerly.

"Well, then," he cried, "I am Peter Pan."

Pan!

In a moment Hook was himself again, and
Smee and Starkey were his faithful
henchmen.

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"Now we have him," Hook shouted. "Into the
water, Smee. Starkey, mind the boat. Take
him dead or alive!"

He leaped as he spoke, and simultaneously
came the gay voice of Peter.

"Are you ready, boys?"

"Ay, ay," from various parts of the lagoon.

"Then lam into the pirates."

The fight was short and sharp. First to draw
blood was John, who gallantly climbed into
the boat and held Starkey. There was fierce
struggle, in which the cutlass was torn from
the pirate's grasp. He wriggled overboard
and John leapt after him. The dinghy drifted
away.

Here and there a head bobbed up in the
water, and there was a flash of steel
followed by a cry or a whoop. In the
confusion some struck at their own side.
The corkscrew of Smee got Tootles in the
fourth rib, but he was himself pinked
[nicked] in turn by Curly. Farther from the
rock Starkey was pressing Slightly and the
twins hard.

Where all this time was Peter? He was
seeking bigger game.

The others were all brave boys, and they
must not be blamed for backing from the
pirate captain. His iron claw made a circle
of dead water round him, from which they
fled like affrighted fishes.

But there was one who did not fear him:
there was one prepared to enter that circle.

Strangely, it was not in the water that they
met. Hook rose to the rock to breathe, and
at the same moment Peter scaled it on the

opposite side. The rock was slippery as a
ball, and they had to crawl rather than climb.
Neither knew that the other was coming.
Each feeling for a grip met the other's arm:
in surprise they raised their heads; their
faces were almost touching; so they met.

Some of the greatest heroes have
confessed that just before they fell to
[began combat] they had a sinking [feeling
in the stomach]. Had it been so with Peter at
that moment I would admit it. After all, he
was the only man that the Sea-Cook had
feared. But Peter had no sinking, he had
one feeling only, gladness; and he gnashed
his pretty teeth with joy. Quick as thought he
snatched a knife from Hook's belt and was
about to drive it home, when he saw that he
was higher up the rock that his foe. It would
not have been fighting fair. He gave the
pirate a hand to help him up.

It was then that Hook bit him.

Not the pain of this but its unfairness was
what dazed Peter. It made him quite
helpless. He could only stare, horrified.
Every child is affected thus the first time he
is treated unfairly. All he thinks he has a right
to when he comes to you to be yours is
fairness. After you have been unfair to him
he will love you again, but will never
afterwards be quite the same boy. No one
ever gets over the first unfairness; no one
except Peter. He often met it, but he always
forgot it. I suppose that was the real
difference between him and all the rest.

So when he met it now it was like the first
time; and he could just stare, helpless.
Twice the iron hand clawed him.

A few moments afterwards the other boys
saw Hook in the water striking wildly for the
ship; no elation on the pestilent face now,
only white fear, for the crocodile was in

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dogged pursuit of him. On ordinary
occasions the boys would have swum
alongside cheering; but now they were
uneasy, for they had lost both Peter and
Wendy, and were scouring the lagoon for
them, calling them by name. They found the
dinghy and went home in it, shouting "Peter,
Wendy" as they went, but no answer came
save mocking laughter from the mermaids.
"They must be swimming back or flying," the
boys concluded. They were not very
anxious, because they had such faith in
Peter. They chuckled, boylike, because
they would be late for bed; and it was all
mother Wendy's fault!

When their voices died away there came
cold silence over the lagoon, and then a
feeble cry.

"Help, help!"

Two small figures were beating against the
rock; the girl had fainted and lay on the
boy's arm. With a last effort Peter pulled her
up the rock and then lay down beside her.
Even as he also fainted he saw that the
water was rising. He knew that they would
soon be drowned, but he could do no more.

As they lay side by side a mermaid caught
Wendy by the feet, and began pulling her
softly into the water. Peter, feeling her slip
from him, woke with a start, and was just in
time to draw her back. But he had to tell her
the truth.

"We are on the rock, Wendy," he said, "but it
is growing smaller. Soon the water will be
over it."

She did not understand even now.

"We must go," she said, almost brightly.

"Yes," he answered faintly.

"Shall we swim or fly, Peter?"

He had to tell her.

"Do you think you could swim or fly as far as
the island, Wendy, without my help?"

She had to admit that she was too tired.

He moaned.

"What is it?" she asked, anxious about him
at once.

"I can't help you, Wendy. Hook wounded me.
I can neither fly nor swim."

"Do you mean we shall both be drowned?"

"Look how the water is rising."

They put their hands over their eyes to shut
out the sight. They thought they would soon
be no more. As they sat thus something
brushed against Peter as light as a kiss,
and stayed there, as if saying timidly, "Can I
be of any use?"

It was the tail of a kite, which Michael had
made some days before. It had torn itself
out of his hand and floated away.

"Michael's kite," Peter said without interest,
but next moment he had seized the tail, and
was pulling the kite toward him.

"It lifted Michael off the ground," he cried;
"why should it not carry you?"

"Both of us!"

"It can't lift two; Michael and Curly tried."

"Let us draw lots," Wendy said bravely.

"And you a lady; never." Already he had tied

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the tail round her. She clung to him; she
refused to go without him; but with a "Good-
bye, Wendy," he pushed her from the rock;
and in a few minutes she was borne out of
his sight. Peter was alone on the lagoon.

The rock was very small now; soon it would
be submerged. Pale rays of light tiptoed
across the waters; and by and by there was
to be heard a sound at once the most
musical and the most melancholy in the
world: the mermaids calling to the moon.

Peter was not quite like other boys; but he
was afraid at last. A tremour ran through
him, like a shudder passing over the sea;
but on the sea one shudder follows another
till there are hundreds of them, and Peter
felt just the one. Next moment he was
standing erect on the rock again, with that
smile on his face and a drum beating within
him. It was saying, "To die will be an awfully
big adventure."

Chapter 9 The Never Bird

The last sound Peter heard before he was
quite alone were the mermaids retiring one
by one to their bedchambers under the sea.
He was too far away to hear their doors
shut; but every door in the coral caves
where they live rings a tiny bell when it
opens or closes (as in all the nicest houses
on the mainland), and he heard the bells.

Steadily the waters rose till they were
nibbling at his feet; and to pass the time until
they made their final gulp, he watched the
only thing on the lagoon. He thought it was a
piece of floating paper, perhaps part of the
kite, and wondered idly how long it would
take to drift ashore.

Presently he noticed as an odd thing that it
was undoubtedly out upon the lagoon with
some definite purpose, for it was fighting

the tide, and sometimes winning; and when
it won, Peter, always sympathetic to the
weaker side, could not help clapping; it was
such a gallant piece of paper.

It was not really a piece of paper; it was the
Never bird, making desperate efforts to
reach Peter on the nest. By working her
wings, in a way she had learned since the
nest fell into the water, she was able to
some extent to guide her strange craft, but
by the time Peter recognised her she was
very exhausted. She had come to save him,
to give him her nest, though there were
eggs in it. I rather wonder at the bird, for
though he had been nice to her, he had also
sometimes tormented her. I can suppose
only that, like Mrs. Darling and the rest of
them, she was melted because he had all
his first teeth.

She called out to him what she had come
for, and he called out to her what she was
doing there; but of course neither of them
understood the other's language. In fanciful
stories people can talk to the birds freely,
and I wish for the moment I could pretend
that this were such a story, and say that
Peter replied intelligently to the Never bird;
but truth is best, and I want to tell you only
what really happened. Well, not only could
they not understand each other, but they
forgot their manners.

"I want you to get into the nest," the bird
called, speaking as slowly and distinctly as
possible, "and then you can drift ashore, but
I am too tired to bring it any nearer so you
must try to swim to it."

"What are you quacking about?" Peter
answered. "Why don't you let the nest drift as
usual?"

"I want you " the bird said, and repeated it all
over.

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Then Peter tried slow and distinct.

"What are you quacking about?" and so on.

The Never bird became irritated; they have
very short tempers.

"You dunderheaded little jay," she
screamed, "Why don't you do as I tell you?"

Peter felt that she was calling him names,
and at a venture he retorted hotly:

"So are you!"

Then rather curiously they both snapped out
the same remark:

"Shut up!"

"Shut up!"

Nevertheless the bird was determined to
save him if she could, and by one last
mighty effort she propelled the nest against
the rock. Then up she flew; deserting her
eggs, so as to make her meaning clear.

Then at last he understood, and clutched the
nest and waved his thanks to the bird as she
fluttered overhead. It was not to receive his
thanks, however, that she hung there in the
sky; it was not even to watch him get into the
nest; it was to see what he did with her
eggs.

There were two large white eggs, and Peter
lifted them up and reflected. The bird
covered her face with her wings, so as not
to see the last of them; but she could not
help peeping between the feathers.

I forget whether I have told you that there
was a stave on the rock, driven into it by
some buccaneers of long ago to mark the
site of buried treasure. The children had

discovered the glittering hoard, and when in
a mischievous mood used to fling showers
of moidores, diamonds, pearls and pieces
of eight to the gulls, who pounced upon
them for food, and then flew away, raging at
the scurvy trick that had been played upon
them. The stave was still there, and on it
Starkey had hung his hat, a deep tarpaulin,
watertight, with a broad brim. Peter put the
eggs into this hat and set it on the lagoon. It
floated beautifully.

The Never bird saw at once what he was up
to, and screamed her admiration of him;
and, alas, Peter crowed his agreement with
her. Then he got into the nest, reared the
stave in it as a mast, and hung up his shirt
for a sail. At the same moment the bird
fluttered down upon the hat and once more
sat snugly on her eggs. She drifted in one
direction, and he was borne off in another,
both cheering.

Of course when Peter landed he beached
his barque [small ship, actually the Never
Bird's nest in this particular case in point] in
a place where the bird would easily find it;
but the hat was such a great success that
she abandoned the nest. It drifted about till it
went to pieces, and often Starkey came to
the shore of the lagoon, and with many bitter
feelings watched the bird sitting on his hat.
As we shall not see her again, it may be
worth mentioning here that all Never birds
now build in that shape of nest, with a broad
brim on which the youngsters take an airing.

Great were the rejoicings when Peter
reached the home under the ground almost
as soon as Wendy, who had been carried
hither and thither by the kite. Every boy had
adventures to tell; but perhaps the biggest
adventure of all was that they were several
hours late for bed. This so inflated them that
they did various dodgy things to get staying
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bandages; but Wendy, though glorying in
having them all home again safe and sound,
was scandalised by the lateness of the
hour, and cried, "To bed, to bed," in a voice
that had to be obeyed. Next day, however,
she was awfully tender, and gave out
bandages to every one, and they played till
bed-time at limping about and carrying their
arms in slings.

Chapter 10 The Happy Home

One important result of the brush [with the
pirates] on the lagoon was that it made the
redskins their friends. Peter had saved
Tiger Lily from a dreadful fate, and now
there was nothing she and her braves would
not do for him. All night they sat above,
keeping watch over the home under the
ground and awaiting the big attack by the
pirates which obviously could not be much
longer delayed. Even by day they hung
about, smoking the pipe of peace, and
looking almost as if they wanted tit-bits to
eat.

They called Peter the Great White Father,
prostrating themselves [lying down] before
him; and he liked this tremendously, so that
it was not really good for him.

"The great white father," he would say to
them in a very lordly manner, as they
grovelled at his feet, "is glad to see the
Piccaninny warriors protecting his wigwam
from the pirates."

"Me Tiger Lily," that lovely creature would
reply. "Peter Pan save me, me his velly nice
friend. Me no let pirates hurt him."

She was far too pretty to cringe in this way,
but Peter thought it his due, and he would
answer condescendingly, "It is good. Peter
Pan has spoken."

Always when he said, "Peter Pan has
spoken," it meant that they must now shut
up, and they accepted it humbly in that spirit;
but they were by no means so respectful to
the other boys, whom they looked upon as
just ordinary braves. They said "How-do?"
to them, and things like that; and what
annoyed the boys was that Peter seemed to
think this all right.

Secretly Wendy sympathised with them a
little, but she was far too loyal a housewife
to listen to any complaints against father.
"Father knows best," she always said,
whatever her private opinion must be. Her
private opinion was that the redskins should
not call her a squaw.

We have now reached the evening that was
to be known among them as the Night of
Nights, because of its adventures and their
upshot. The day, as if quietly gathering its
forces, had been almost uneventful, and
now the redskins in their blankets were at
their posts above, while, below, the children
were having their evening meal; all except
Peter, who had gone out to get the time. The
way you got the time on the island was to
find the crocodile, and then stay near him till
the clock struck.

The meal happened to be a make-believe
tea, and they sat around the board, guzzling
in their greed; and really, what with their
chatter and recriminations, the noise, as
Wendy said, was positively deafening. To
be sure, she did not mind noise, but she
simply would not have them grabbing
things, and then excusing themselves by
saying that Tootles had pushed their elbow.
There was a fixed rule that they must never
hit back at meals, but should refer the
matter of dispute to Wendy by raising the
right arm politely and saying, "I complain of
so-and-so;" but what usually happened
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much.

"Silence," cried Wendy when for the
twentieth time she had told them that they
were not all to speak at once. "Is your mug
empty, Slightly darling?"

"Not quite empty, mummy," Slightly said,
after looking into an imaginary mug.

"He hasn't even begun to drink his milk,"
Nibs interposed.

This was telling, and Slightly seized his
chance.

"I complain of Nibs," he cried promptly.

John, however, had held up his hand first.

"Well, John?"

"May I sit in Peter's chair, as he is not here?"

"Sit in father's chair, John!" Wendy was
scandalised. "Certainly not."

"He is not really our father," John answered.
"He didn't even know how a father does till I
showed him."

This was grumbling. "We complain of John,"
cried the twins.

Tootles held up his hand. He was so much
the humblest of them, indeed he was the
only humble one, that Wendy was specially
gentle with him.

"I don't suppose," Tootles said diffidently
[bashfully or timidly], "that I could be father.
"No, Tootles."

Once Tootles began, which was not very
often, he had a silly way of going on.

"As I can't be father," he said heavily, "I
don't suppose, Michael, you would let me
be baby?"

"No, I won't," Michael rapped out. He was
already in his basket.

"As I can't be baby," Tootles said, getting
heavier and heavier and heavier, "do you
think I could be a twin?"

"No, indeed," replied the twins; "it's awfully
difficult to be a twin."

"As I can't be anything important," said
Tootles, "would any of you like to see me do
a trick?"

"No," they all replied.

Then at last he stopped. "I hadn't really any
hope," he said.

The hateful telling broke out again.

"Slightly is coughing on the table."

"The twins began with cheese-cakes."
"Curly is taking both butter and honey."

"Nibs is speaking with his mouth full."

"I complain of the twins."

"I complain of Curly."

"I complain of Nibs."

"Oh dear, oh dear," cried Wendy, "I'm sure I
sometimes think that spinsters are to be
envied."

She told them to clear away, and sat down
to her work-basket, a heavy load of
stockings and every knee with a hole in it as
usual.

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"Wendy," remonstrated [scolded] Michael,
"I'm too big for a cradle."

"I must have somebody in a cradle," she
said almost tartly, "and you are the littlest. A
cradle is such a nice homely thing to have
about a house."

While she sewed they played around her;
such a group of happy faces and dancing
limbs lit up by that romantic fire. It had
become a very familiar scene, this, in the
home under the ground, but we are looking
on it for the last time.

There was a step above, and Wendy, you
may be sure, was the first to recognize it.

"Children, I hear your father's step. He likes
you to meet him at the door."

Above, the redskins crouched before Peter.

"Watch well, braves. I have spoken."

And then, as so often before, the gay
children dragged him from his tree. As so
often before, but never again.

He had brought nuts for the boys as well as
the correct time for Wendy.

"Peter, you just spoil them, you know,"
Wendy simpered [exaggerated a smile].

"Ah, old lady," said Peter, hanging up his
gun.

"It was me told him mothers are called old
lady," Michael whispered to Curly.

"I complain of Michael," said Curly instantly.

The first twin came to Peter. "Father, we
want to dance."

"Dance away, my little man," said Peter,
who was in high good humour.

"But we want you to dance."

Peter was really the best dancer among
them, but he pretended to be scandalised.

"Me! My old bones would rattle!"

"And mummy too."

"What," cried Wendy, "the mother of such an
armful, dance!"

"But on a Saturday night," Slightly
insinuated.

It was not really Saturday night, at least it
may have been, for they had long lost count
of the days; but always if they wanted to do
anything special they said this was
Saturday night, and then they did it.

"Of course it is Saturday night, Peter,"
Wendy said, relenting.

"People of our figure, Wendy!"

"But it is only among our own progeny
[children]."

"True, true."

So they were told they could dance, but they
must put on their nighties first.

"Ah, old lady," Peter said aside to Wendy,
warming himself by the fire and looking
down at her as she sat turning a heel, "there
is nothing more pleasant of an evening for
you and me when the day's toil is over than
to rest by the fire with the little ones near by."

"It is sweet, Peter, isn't it?" Wendy said,
frightfully gratified. "Peter, I think Curly has

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your nose."

"Michael takes after you."

She went to him and put her hand on his
shoulder.

"Dear Peter," she said, "with such a large
family, of course, I have now passed my
best, but you don't want to [ex]change me,
do you?"

"No, Wendy."

Certainly he did not want a change, but he
looked at her uncomfortably, blinking, you
know, like one not sure whether he was
awake or asleep.

"Peter, what is it?"

"I was just thinking," he said, a little scared.
"It is only make-believe, isn't it, that I am
their father?"

"Oh yes," Wendy said primly [formally and
properly].

"You see," he continued apologetically, "it
would make me seem so old to be their real
father."

"But they are ours, Peter, yours and mine."

"But not really, Wendy?" he asked anxiously.

"Not if you don't wish it," she replied; and
she distinctly heard his sigh of relief.
"Peter," she asked, trying to speak firmly,
"what are your exact feelings to [about]
me?"

"Those of a devoted son, Wendy."

"I thought so," she said, and went and sat by
herself at the extreme end of the room.

"You are so queer," he said, frankly puzzled,
"and Tiger Lily is just the same. There is
something she wants to be to me, but she
says it is not my mother."

"No, indeed, it is not," Wendy replied with
frightful emphasis. Now we know why she
was prejudiced against the redskins.

"Then what is it?"

"It isn't for a lady to tell."

"Oh, very well," Peter said, a little nettled.
"Perhaps Tinker Bell will tell me."

"Oh yes, Tinker Bell will tell you," Wendy
retorted scornfully. "She is an abandoned
little creature."

Here Tink, who was in her bedroom,
eavesdropping, squeaked out something
impudent.

"She says she glories in being abandoned,"
Peter interpreted.

He had a sudden idea. "Perhaps Tink wants
to be my mother?"

"You silly ass!" cried Tinker Bell in a
passion.

She had said it so often that Wendy needed
no translation.

"I almost agree with her," Wendy snapped.
Fancy Wendy snapping! But she had been
much tried, and she little knew what was to
happen before the night was out. If she had
known she would not have snapped.

None of them knew. Perhaps it was best not
to know. Their ignorance gave them one
more glad hour; and as it was to be their last
hour on the island, let us rejoice that there

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were sixty glad minutes in it. They sang and
danced in their night gowns. Such a
deliciously creepy song it was, in which they
pretended to be frightened at their own
shadows, little witting that so soon shadows
would close in upon them, from whom they
would shrink in real fear. So uproariously
gay was the dance, and how they buffeted
each other on the bed and out of it! It was a
pillow fight rather than a dance, and when it
was finished, the pillows insisted on one
bout more, like partners who know that they
may never meet again. The stories they told,
before it was time for Wendy's good-night
story! Even Slightly tried to tell a story that
night, but the beginning was so fearfully dull
that it appalled not only the others but
himself, and he said happily:

"Yes, it is a dull beginning. I say, let us
pretend that it is the end."

And then at last they all got into bed for
Wendy's story, the story they loved best, the
story Peter hated. Usually when she began
to tell this story he left the room or put his
hands over his ears; and possibly if he had
done either of those things this time they
might all still be on the island. But to-night he
remained on his stool; and we shall see
what happened.

Chapter 11 Wendy's Story

"Listen, then, said Wendy, settling down to
her story, with Michael at her feet and seven
boys in the bed. "There was once a
gentleman "

"I had rather he had been a lady," Curly said.

"I wish he had been a white rat," said Nibs.

"Quiet," their mother admonished
[cautioned] them. "There was a lady also,
and "

"Oh, mummy," cried the first twin, "you
mean that there is a lady also, don't you?
She is not dead, is she?"

"Oh, no."

"I am awfully glad she isn't dead," said
Tootles. "Are you glad, John?"

"Of course I am."

"Are you glad, Nibs?"

"Rather."

"Are you glad, Twins?"

"We are glad."

"Oh dear," sighed Wendy.

"Little less noise there," Peter called out,
determined that she should have fair play,
however beastly a story it might be in his
opinion.

"The gentleman's name," Wendy continued,
"was Mr. Darling, and her name was Mrs.
Darling."

"I knew them," John said, to annoy the
others.

"I think I knew them," said Michael rather
doubtfully.

"They were married, you know," explained
Wendy, "and what do you think they had?"

"White rats," cried Nibs, inspired.

"No."

"It's awfully puzzling," said Tootles, who
knew the story by heart.

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"Quiet, Tootles. They had three
descendants."

"What is descendants?"

"Well, you are one, Twin."

"Did you hear that, John? I am a
descendant."

"Descendants are only children," said John.

"Oh dear, oh dear," sighed Wendy. "Now
these three children had a faithful nurse
called Nana; but Mr. Darling was angry with
her and chained her up in the yard, and so
all the children flew away."

"It's an awfully good story," said Nibs.

"They flew away," Wendy continued, "to the
Neverland, where the lost children are."

"I just thought they did," Curly broke in
excitedly. "I don't know how it is, but I just
thought they did!"

"O Wendy," cried Tootles, "was one of the
lost children called Tootles?"

"Yes, he was."

"I am in a story. Hurrah, I am in a story, Nibs."

"Hush. Now I want you to consider the
feelings of the unhappy parents with all their
children flown away."

"Oo!" they all moaned, though they were not
really considering the feelings of the
unhappy parents one jot.

"Think of the empty beds!"

"Oo!"

"It's awfully sad," the first twin said
cheerfully.

"I don't see how it can have a happy
ending," said the second twin. "Do you,
Nibs?"

"I'm frightfully anxious."

"If you knew how great is a mother's love,"
Wendy told them triumphantly, "you would
have no fear." She had now come to the part
that Peter hated.

"I do like a mother's love," said Tootles,
hitting Nibs with a pillow. "Do you like a
mother's love, Nibs?"

"I do just," said Nibs, hitting back.

"You see," Wendy said complacently, "our
heroine knew that the mother would always
leave the window open for her children to fly
back by; so they stayed away for years and
had a lovely time."

"Did they ever go back?"

"Let us now," said Wendy, bracing herself
up for her finest effort, "take a peep into the
future"; and they all gave themselves the
twist that makes peeps into the future
easier. "Years have rolled by, and who is
this elegant lady of uncertain age alighting
at London Station?"

"O Wendy, who is she?" cried Nibs, every bit
as excited as if he didn't know.

"Can it be yes no it is the fair Wendy!"

"Oh!"

"And who are the two noble portly figures
accompanying her, now grown to man's
estate? Can they be John and Michael?

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They are!"

"Oh!"

"`See, dear brothers,' says Wendy pointing
upwards, `there is the window still standing
open. Ah, now we are rewarded for our
sublime faith in a mother's love.' So up they
flew to their mummy and daddy, and pen
cannot describe the happy scene, over
which we draw a veil."

That was the story, and they were as
pleased with it as the fair narrator herself.
Everything just as it should be, you see. Off
we skip like the most heartless things in the
world, which is what children are, but so
attractive; and we have an entirely selfish
time, and then when we have need of
special attention we nobly return for it,
confident that we shall be rewarded instead
of smacked.

So great indeed was their faith in a
mother's love that they felt they could afford
to be callous for a bit longer.

But there was one there who knew better,
and when Wendy finished he uttered a
hollow groan.

"What is it, Peter?" she cried, running to him,
thinking he was ill. She felt him solicitously,
lower down than his chest. "Where is it,
Peter?"

"It isn't that kind of pain," Peter replied
darkly.

"Then what kind is it?"

"Wendy, you are wrong about mothers."

They all gathered round him in affright, so
alarming was his agitation; and with a fine
candour he told them what he had hitherto

concealed.

"Long ago," he said, "I thought like you that
my mother would always keep the window
open for me, so I stayed away for moons
and moons and moons, and then flew back;
but the window was barred, for mother had
forgotten all about me, and there was
another little boy sleeping in my bed."

I am not sure that this was true, but Peter
thought it was true; and it scared them.

"Are you sure mothers are like that?"

"Yes."

So this was the truth about mothers. The
toads!

Still it is best to be careful; and no one
knows so quickly as a child when he should
give in. "Wendy, let us [let's] go home," cried
John and Michael together.

"Yes," she said, clutching them.

"Not to-night?" asked the lost boys
bewildered. They knew in what they called
their hearts that one can get on quite well
without a mother, and that it is only the
mothers who think you can't.

"At once," Wendy replied resolutely, for the
horrible thought had come to her: "Perhaps
mother is in half mourning by this time."

This dread made her forgetful of what must
be Peter's feelings, and she said to him
rather sharply, "Peter, will you make the
necessary arrangements?"

"If you wish it," he replied, as coolly as if she
had asked him to pass the nuts.

Not so much as a sorry-to-lose-you

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between them! If she did not mind the
parting, he was going to show her, was
Peter, that neither did he.

But of course he cared very much; and he
was so full of wrath against grown-ups,
who, as usual, were spoiling everything,
that as soon as he got inside his tree he
breathed intentionally quick short breaths at
the rate of about five to a second. He did
this because there is a saying in the
Neverland that, every time you breathe, a
grown-up dies; and Peter was killing them
off vindictively as fast as possible.

Then having given the necessary
instructions to the redskins he returned to
the home, where an unworthy scene had
been enacted in his absence. Panic-
stricken at the thought of losing Wendy the
lost boys had advanced upon her
threateningly.

"It will be worse than before she came," they
cried.

"We shan't let her go."

"Let's keep her prisoner."

"Ay, chain her up."

In her extremity an instinct told her to which
of them to turn.

"Tootles," she cried, "I appeal to you."

Was it not strange? She appealed to
Tootles, quite the silliest one.

Grandly, however, did Tootles respond. For
that one moment he dropped his silliness
and spoke with dignity.

"I am just Tootles," he said, "and nobody
minds me. But the first who does not

behave to Wendy like an English gentleman I
will blood him severely."

He drew back his hanger; and for that
instant his sun was at noon. The others held
back uneasily. Then Peter returned, and
they saw at once that they would get no
support from him. He would keep no girl in
the Neverland against her will.

"Wendy," he said, striding up and down, "I
have asked the redskins to guide you
through the wood, as flying tires you so."

"Thank you, Peter."

"Then," he continued, in the short sharp
voice of one accustomed to be obeyed,
"Tinker Bell will take you across the sea.
Wake her, Nibs."

Nibs had to knock twice before he got an
answer, though Tink had really been sitting
up in bed listening for some time.

"Who are you? How dare you? Go away,"
she cried.

"You are to get up, Tink," Nibs called, "and
take Wendy on a journey."

Of course Tink had been delighted to hear
that Wendy was going; but she was jolly well
determined not to be her courier, and she
said so in still more offensive language.
Then she pretended to be asleep again.

"She says she won't!" Nibs exclaimed,
aghast at such insubordination, whereupon
Peter went sternly toward the young lady's
chamber.

"Tink," he rapped out, "if you don't get up
and dress at once I will open the curtains,
and then we shall all see you in your
negligee [nightgown]."

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This made her leap to the floor. "Who said I
wasn't getting up?" she cried.

In the meantime the boys were gazing very
forlornly at Wendy, now equipped with John
and Michael for the journey. By this time
they were dejected, not merely because
they were about to lose her, but also
because they felt that she was going off to
something nice to which they had not been
invited. Novelty was beckoning to them as
usual.

Crediting them with a nobler feeling Wendy
melted.

"Dear ones," she said, "if you will all come
with me I feel almost sure I can get my father
and mother to adopt you."

The invitation was meant specially for
Peter, but each of the boys was thinking
exclusively of himself, and at once they
jumped with joy.

"But won't they think us rather a handful?"
Nibs asked in the middle of his jump.

"Oh no," said Wendy, rapidly thinking it out,
"it will only mean having a few beds in the
drawing-room; they can be hidden behind
the screens on first Thursdays."

"Peter, can we go?" they all cried
imploringly. They took it for granted that if
they went he would go also, but really they
scarcely cared. Thus children are ever
ready, when novelty knocks, to desert their
dearest ones.

"All right," Peter replied with a bitter smile,
and immediately they rushed to get their
things.

"And now, Peter," Wendy said, thinking she
had put everything right, "I am going to give

you your medicine before you go." She
loved to give them medicine, and
undoubtedly gave them too much. Of course
it was only water, but it was out of a bottle,
and she always shook the bottle and
counted the drops, which gave it a certain
medicinal quality. On this occasion,
however, she did not give Peter his draught
[portion], for just as she had prepared it,
she saw a look on his face that made her
heart sink.

"Get your things, Peter," she cried, shaking.

"No," he answered, pretending
indifference, "I am not going with you,
Wendy."

"Yes, Peter."

"No."

To show that her departure would leave him
unmoved, he skipped up and down the
room, playing gaily on his heartless pipes.
She had to run about after him, though it
was rather undignified.

"To find your mother," she coaxed.

Now, if Peter had ever quite had a mother,
he no longer missed her. He could do very
well without one. He had thought them out,
and remembered only their bad points.

"No, no," he told Wendy decisively; "perhaps
she would say I was old, and I just want
always to be a little boy and to have fun."

"But, Peter "

"No."

And so the others had to be told.

"Peter isn't coming."

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Peter not coming! They gazed blankly at
him, their sticks over their backs, and on
each stick a bundle. Their first thought was
that if Peter was not going he had probably
changed his mind about letting them go.

But he was far too proud for that. "If you find
your mothers," he said darkly, "I hope you
will like them."

The awful cynicism of this made an
uncomfortable impression, and most of
them began to look rather doubtful. After all,
their faces said, were they not noodles to
want to go?

"Now then," cried Peter, "no fuss, no
blubbering; good-bye, Wendy"; and he held
out his hand cheerily, quite as if they must
really go now, for he had something
important to do.

She had to take his hand, and there was no
indication that he would prefer a thimble.

"You will remember about changing your
flannels, Peter?" she said, lingering over
him. She was always so particular about
their flannels.

"Yes."

"And you will take your medicine?"

"Yes."

That seemed to be everything, and an
awkward pause followed. Peter, however,
was not the kind that breaks down before
other people. "Are you ready, Tinker Bell?"
he called out.

"Ay, ay."

"Then lead the way."

Tink darted up the nearest tree; but no one
followed her, for it was at this moment that
the pirates made their dreadful attack upon
the redskins. Above, where all had been so
still, the air was rent with shrieks and the
clash of steel. Below, there was dead
silence. Mouths opened and remained
open. Wendy fell on her knees, but her arms
were extended toward Peter. All arms were
extended to him, as if suddenly blown in his
direction; they were beseeching him mutely
not to desert them. As for Peter, he seized
his sword, the same he thought he had slain
Barbecue with, and the lust of battle was in
his eye.

Chapter 12 The Children Are Carried Off

The pirate attack had been a complete
surprise: a sure proof that the unscrupulous
Hook had conducted it improperly, for to
surprise redskins fairly is beyond the wit of
the white man.

By all the unwritten laws of savage warfare
it is always the redskin who attacks, and
with the wiliness of his race he does it just
before the dawn, at which time he knows
the courage of the whites to be at its lowest
ebb. The white men have in the meantime
made a rude stockade on the summit of
yonder undulating ground, at the foot of
which a stream runs, for it is destruction to
be too far from water. There they await the
onslaught, the inexperienced ones clutching
their revolvers and treading on twigs, but the
old hands sleeping tranquilly until just
before the dawn. Through the long black
night the savage scouts wriggle, snake-
like, among the grass without stirring a
blade. The brushwood closes behind them,
as silently as sand into which a mole has
dived. Not a sound is to be heard, save
when they give vent to a wonderful imitation
of the lonely call of the coyote. The cry is
answered by other braves; and some of

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them do it even better than the coyotes, who
are not very good at it. So the chill hours
wear on, and the long suspense is horribly
trying to the paleface who has to live through
it for the first time; but to the trained hand
those ghastly calls and still ghastlier
silences are but an intimation of how the
night is marching.

That this was the usual procedure was so
well known to Hook that in disregarding it he
cannot be excused on the plea of
ignorance.

The Piccaninnies, on their part, trusted
implicitly to his honour, and their whole
action of the night stands out in marked
contrast to his. They left nothing undone that
was consistent with the reputation of their
tribe. With that alertness of the senses which
is at once the marvel and despair of
civilised peoples, they knew that the pirates
were on the island from the moment one of
them trod on a dry stick; and in an incredibly
short space of time the coyote cries began.
Every foot of ground between the spot
where Hook had landed his forces and the
home under the trees was stealthily
examined by braves wearing their
mocassins with the heels in front. They
found only one hillock with a stream at its
base, so that Hook had no choice; here he
must establish himself and wait for just
before the dawn. Everything being thus
mapped out with almost diabolical cunning,
the main body of the redskins folded their
blankets around them, and in the
phlegmatic manner that is to them, the pearl
of manhood squatted above the children's
home, awaiting the cold moment when they
should deal pale death.

Here dreaming, though wide-awake, of the
exquisite tortures to which they were to put
him at break of day, those confiding
savages were found by the treacherous

Hook. From the accounts afterwards
supplied by such of the scouts as escaped
the carnage, he does not seem even to
have paused at the rising ground, though it
is certain that in that grey light he must have
seen it: no thought of waiting to be attacked
appears from first to last to have visited his
subtle mind; he would not even hold off till
the night was nearly spent; on he pounded
with no policy but to fall to [get into combat].
What could the bewildered scouts do,
masters as they were of every war-like
artifice save this one, but trot helplessly
after him, exposing themselves fatally to
view, while they gave pathetic utterance to
the coyote cry.

Around the brave Tiger Lily were a dozen of
her stoutest warriors, and they suddenly
saw the perfidious pirates bearing down
upon them. Fell from their eyes then the film
through which they had looked at victory. No
more would they torture at the stake. For
them the happy hunting-grounds was now.
They knew it; but as their father's sons they
acquitted themselves. Even then they had
time to gather in a phalanx [dense
formation] that would have been hard to
break had they risen quickly, but this they
were forbidden to do by the traditions of
their race. It is written that the noble savage
must never express surprise in the
presence of the white. Thus terrible as the
sudden appearance of the pirates must
have been to them, they remained
stationary for a moment, not a muscle
moving; as if the foe had come by invitation.
Then, indeed, the tradition gallantly upheld,
they seized their weapons, and the air was
torn with the war-cry; but it was now too
late.

It is no part of ours to describe what was a
massacre rather than a fight. Thus perished
many of the flower of the Piccaninny tribe.
Not all unavenged did they die, for with

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Lean Wolf fell Alf Mason, to disturb the
Spanish Main no more, and among others
who bit the dust were Geo. Scourie, Chas.
Turley, and the Alsatian Foggerty. Turley fell
to the tomahawk of the terrible Panther,
who ultimately cut a way through the pirates
with Tiger Lily and a small remnant of the
tribe.

To what extent Hook is to blame for his
tactics on this occasion is for the historian to
decide. Had he waited on the rising ground
till the proper hour he and his men would
probably have been butchered; and in
judging him it is only fair to take this into
account. What he should perhaps have done
was to acquaint his opponents that he
proposed to follow a new method. On the
other hand, this, as destroying the element
of surprise, would have made his strategy
of no avail, so that the whole question is
beset with difficulties. One cannot at least
withhold a reluctant admiration for the wit
that had conceived so bold a scheme, and
the fell [deadly] genius with which it was
carried out.

What were his own feelings about himself at
that triumphant moment? Fain [gladly]
would his dogs have known, as breathing
heavily and wiping their cutlasses, they
gathered at a discreet distance from his
hook, and squinted through their ferret eyes
at this extraordinary man. Elation must have
been in his heart, but his face did not reflect
it: ever a dark and solitary enigma, he stood
aloof from his followers in spirit as in
substance.

The night's work was not yet over, for it was
not the redskins he had come out to destroy;
they were but the bees to be smoked, so
that he should get at the honey. It was Pan
he wanted, Pan and Wendy and their band,
but chiefly Pan.

Peter was such a small boy that one tends
to wonder at the man's hatred of him. True
he had flung Hook's arm to the crocodile,
but even this and the increased insecurity of
life to which it led, owing to the crocodile's
pertinacity [persistance], hardly account for
a vindictiveness so relentless and
malignant. The truth is that there was a
something about Peter which goaded the
pirate captain to frenzy. It was not his
courage, it was not his engaging
appearance, it was not --. There is no
beating about the bush, for we know quite
well what it was, and have got to tell. It was
Peter's cockiness.

This had got on Hook's nerves; it made his
iron claw twitch, and at night it disturbed him
like an insect. While Peter lived, the tortured
man felt that he was a lion in a cage into
which a sparrow had come.

The question now was how to get down the
trees, or how to get his dogs down? He ran
his greedy eyes over them, searching for
the thinnest ones. They wriggled
uncomfortably, for they knew he would not
scruple [hesitate] to ram them down with
poles.

In the meantime, what of the boys? We have
seen them at the first clang of the weapons,
turned as it were into stone figures, open-
mouthed, all appealing with outstretched
arms to Peter; and we return to them as
their mouths close, and their arms fall to
their sides. The pandemonium above has
ceased almost as suddenly as it arose,
passed like a fierce gust of wind; but they
know that in the passing it has determined
their fate.

Which side had won?

The pirates, listening avidly at the mouths of
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boy, and alas, they also heard Peter's
answer.

"If the redskins have won," he said, "they will
beat the tom tom; it is always their sign of
victory."

Now Smee had found the tom-tom, and
was at that moment sitting on it. "You will
never hear the tom-tom again," he
muttered, but inaudibly of course, for strict
silence had been enjoined [urged]. To his
amazement Hook signed him to beat the
tom-tom, and slowly there came to Smee
an understanding of the dreadful
wickedness of the order. Never, probably,
had this simple man admired Hook so
much.

Twice Smee beat upon the instrument, and
then stopped to listen gleefully.

"The tom-tom," the miscreants heard Peter
cry; "an Indian victory!" The doomed
children answered with a cheer that was
music to the black hearts above, and almost
immediately they repeated their good-byes
to Peter. This puzzled the pirates, but all
their other feelings were swallowed by a
base delight that the enemy were about to
come up the trees. They smirked at each
other and rubbed their hands. Rapidly and
silently Hook gave his orders: one man to
each tree, and the others to arrange
themselves in a line two yards apart.

Chapter 13 Do You Believe In Fairies?

The more quickly this horror is disposed of
the better. The first to emerge from his tree
was Curly. He rose out of it into the arms of
Cecco, who flung him to Smee, who flung
him to Starkey, who flung him to Bill Jukes,
who flung him to Noodler, and so he was
tossed from one to another till he fell at the
feet of the black pirate. All the boys were

plucked from their trees in this ruthless
manner; and several of them were in the air
at a time, like bales of goods flung from
hand to hand.

A different treatment was accorded to
Wendy, who came last. With ironical
politeness Hook raised his hat to her, and,
offering her his arm, escorted her to the
spot where the others were being gagged.
He did it with such an air, he was so
frightfully DISTINGUE [imposingly
distinguished], that she was too fascinated
to cry out. She was only a little girl.

Perhaps it is tell-tale to divulge that for a
moment Hook entranced her, and we tell on
her only because her slip led to strange
results. Had she haughtily unhanded him
(and we should have loved to write it of her),
she would have been hurled through the air
like the others, and then Hook would
probably not have been present at the tying
of the children; and had he not been at the
tying he would not have discovered
Slightly's secret, and without the secret he
could not presently have made his foul
attempt on Peter's life.

They were tied to prevent their flying away,
doubled up with their knees close to their
ears; and for the trussing of them the black
pirate had cut a rope into nine equal pieces.
All went well until Slightly's turn came, when
he was found to be like those irritating
parcels that use up all the string in going
round and leave no tags [ends] with which
to tie a knot. The pirates kicked him in their
rage, just as you kick the parcel (though in
fairness you should kick the string); and
strange to say it was Hook who told them to
belay their violence. His lip was curled with
malicious triumph. While his dogs were
merely sweating because every time they
tried to pack the unhappy lad tight in one
part he bulged out in another, Hook's

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master mind had gone far beneath
Slightly's surface, probing not for effects
but for causes; and his exultation showed
that he had found them. Slightly, white to the
gills, knew that Hook had surprised
[discovered] his secret, which was this, that
no boy so blown out could use a tree
wherein an average man need stick. Poor
Slightly, most wretched of all the children
now, for he was in a panic about Peter,
bitterly regretted what he had done. Madly
addicted to the drinking of water when he
was hot, he had swelled in consequence to
his present girth, and instead of reducing
himself to fit his tree he had, unknown to the
others, whittled his tree to make it fit him.

Sufficient of this Hook guessed to
persuade him that Peter at last lay at his
mercy, but no word of the dark design that
now formed in the subterranean caverns of
his mind crossed his lips; he merely signed
that the captives were to be conveyed to the
ship, and that he would be alone.

How to convey them? Hunched up in their
ropes they might indeed be rolled down hill
like barrels, but most of the way lay through
a morass. Again Hook's genius
surmounted difficulties. He indicated that
the little house must be used as a
conveyance. The children were flung into it,
four stout pirates raised it on their
shoulders, the others fell in behind, and
singing the hateful pirate chorus the strange
procession set off through the wood. I don't
know whether any of the children were
crying; if so, the singing drowned the
sound; but as the little house disappeared in
the forest, a brave though tiny jet of smoke
issued from its chimney as if defying Hook.

Hook saw it, and it did Peter a bad service.
It dried up any trickle of pity for him that may
have remained in the pirate's infuriated
breast.

The first thing he did on finding himself
alone in the fast falling night was to tiptoe to
Slightly's tree, and make sure that it
provided him with a passage. Then for long
he remained brooding; his hat of ill omen on
the sward, so that any gentle breeze which
had arisen might play refreshingly through
his hair. Dark as were his thoughts his blue
eyes were as soft as the periwinkle. Intently
he listened for any sound from the nether
world, but all was as silent below as above;
the house under the ground seemed to be
but one more empty tenement in the void.
Was that boy asleep, or did he stand waiting
at the foot of Slightly's tree, with his dagger
in his hand?

There was no way of knowing, save by
going down. Hook let his cloak slip softly to
the ground, and then biting his lips till a lewd
blood stood on them, he stepped into the
tree. He was a brave man, but for a moment
he had to stop there and wipe his brow,
which was dripping like a candle. Then,
silently, he let himself go into the unknown.

He arrived unmolested at the foot of the
shaft, and stood still again, biting at his
breath, which had almost left him. As his
eyes became accustomed to the dim light
various objects in the home under the trees
took shape; but the only one on which his
greedy gaze rested, long sought for and
found at last, was the great bed. On the bed
lay Peter fast asleep.

Unaware of the tragedy being enacted
above, Peter had continued, for a little time
after the children left, to play gaily on his
pipes: no doubt rather a forlorn attempt to
prove to himself that he did not care. Then
he decided not to take his medicine, so as
to grieve Wendy. Then he lay down on the
bed outside the coverlet, to vex her still
more; for she had always tucked them
inside it, because you never know that you

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may not grow chilly at the turn of the night.
Then he nearly cried; but it struck him how
indignant she would be if he laughed
instead; so he laughed a haughty laugh and
fell asleep in the middle of it.

Sometimes, though not often, he had
dreams, and they were more painful than
the dreams of other boys. For hours he
could not be separated from these dreams,
though he wailed piteously in them. They
had to do, I think, with the riddle of his
existence. At such times it had been
Wendy's custom to take him out of bed and
sit with him on her lap, soothing him in dear
ways of her own invention, and when he
grew calmer to put him back to bed before
he quite woke up, so that he should not
know of the indignity to which she had
subjected him. But on this occasion he had
fallen at once into a dreamless sleep. One
arm dropped over the edge of the bed, one
leg was arched, and the unfinished part of
his laugh was stranded on his mouth, which
was open, showing the little pearls.

Thus defenceless Hook found him. He
stood silent at the foot of the tree looking
across the chamber at his enemy. Did no
feeling of compassion disturb his sombre
breast? The man was not wholly evil; he
loved flowers (I have been told) and sweet
music (he was himself no mean performer
on the harpsichord); and, let it be frankly
admitted, the idyllic nature of the scene
stirred him profoundly. Mastered by his
better self he would have returned
reluctantly up the tree, but for one thing.

What stayed him was Peter's impertinent
appearance as he slept. The open mouth,
the drooping arm, the arched knee: they
were such a personification of cockiness
as, taken together, will never again, one
may hope, be presented to eyes so
sensitive to their offensiveness. They

steeled Hook's heart. If his rage had broken
him into a hundred pieces every one of them
would have disregarded the incident, and
leapt at the sleeper.

Though a light from the one lamp shone
dimly on the bed, Hook stood in darkness
himself, and at the first stealthy step
forward he discovered an obstacle, the
door of Slightly's tree. It did not entirely fill
the aperture, and he had been looking over
it. Feeling for the catch, he found to his fury
that it was low down, beyond his reach. To
his disordered brain it seemed then that the
irritating quality in Peter's face and figure
visibly increased, and he rattled the door
and flung himself against it. Was his enemy
to escape him after all?

But what was that? The red in his eye had
caught sight of Peter's medicine standing
on a ledge within easy reach. He fathomed
what it was straightaway, and immediately
knew that the sleeper was in his power.

Lest he should be taken alive, Hook always
carried about his person a dreadful drug,
blended by himself of all the death dealing
rings that had come into his possession.
These he had boiled down into a yellow
liquid quite unknown to science, which was
probably the most virulent poison in
existence.

Five drops of this he now added to Peter's
cup. His hand shook, but it was in exultation
rather than in shame. As he did it he
avoided glancing at the sleeper, but not lest
pity should unnerve him; merely to avoid
spilling. Then one long gloating look he cast
upon his victim, and turning, wormed his
way with difficulty up the tree. As he
emerged at the top he looked the very spirit
of evil breaking from its hole. Donning his
hat at its most rakish angle, he wound his
cloak around him, holding one end in front

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as if to conceal his person from the night, of
which it was the blackest part, and
muttering strangely to himself, stole away
through the trees.

Peter slept on. The light guttered [burned to
edges] and went out, leaving the tenement
in darkness; but still he slept. It must have
been not less than ten o'clock by the
crocodile, when he suddenly sat up in his
bed, wakened by he knew not what. It was a
soft cautious tapping on the door of his tree.

Soft and cautious, but in that stillness it was
sinister. Peter felt for his dagger till his hand
gripped it. Then he spoke.

"Who is that?"

For long there was no answer: then again
the knock.

"Who are you?"

No answer.

He was thrilled, and he loved being thrilled.
In two strides he reached the door. Unlike
Slightly's door, it filled the aperture
[opening], so that he could not see beyond
it, nor could the one knocking see him.

"I won't open unless you speak," Peter
cried.

Then at last the visitor spoke, in a lovely bell-
like voice.

"Let me in, Peter."

It was Tink, and quickly he unbarred to her.
She flew in excitedly, her face flushed and
her dress stained with mud.

"What is it?"

"Oh, you could never guess!" she cried, and
offered him three guesses. "Out with it!" he
shouted, and in one ungrammatical
sentence, as long as the ribbons that
conjurers [magicians] pull from their
mouths, she told of the capture of Wendy
and the boys.

Peter's heart bobbed up and down as he
listened. Wendy bound, and on the pirate
ship; she who loved everything to be just
so!

"I'll rescue her!" he cried, leaping at his
weapons. As he leapt he thought of
something he could do to please her. He
could take his medicine.

His hand closed on the fatal draught.

"No!" shrieked Tinker Bell, who had heard
Hook mutter about his deed as he sped
through the forest.

"Why not?"

"It is poisoned."

"Poisoned? Who could have poisoned it?"

"Hook."

"Don't be silly. How could Hook have got
down here?"

Alas, Tinker Bell could not explain this, for
even she did not know the dark secret of
Slightly's tree. Nevertheless Hook's words
had left no room for doubt. The cup was
poisoned.

"Besides," said Peter, quite believing
himself "I never fell asleep."

He raised the cup. No time for words now;
time for deeds; and with one of her lightning

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movements Tink got between his lips and
the draught, and drained it to the dregs.

"Why, Tink, how dare you drink my
medicine?"

But she did not answer. Already she was
reeling in the air.

"What is the matter with you?" cried Peter,
suddenly afraid.

"It was poisoned, Peter," she told him softly;
"and now I am going to be dead."

"O Tink, did you drink it to save me?"

"Yes."

"But why, Tink?"

Her wings would scarcely carry her now, but
in reply she alighted on his shoulder and
gave his nose a loving bite. She whispered
in his ear "You silly ass," and then, tottering
to her chamber, lay down on the bed.

His head almost filled the fourth wall of her
little room as he knelt near her in distress.
Every moment her light was growing fainter;
and he knew that if it went out she would be
no more. She liked his tears so much that
she put out her beautiful finger and let them
run over it.

Her voice was so low that at first he could
not make out what she said. Then he made
it out. She was saying that she thought she
could get well again if children believed in
fairies.

Peter flung out his arms. There were no
children there, and it was night time; but he
addressed all who might be dreaming of the
Neverland, and who were therefore nearer
to him than you think: boys and girls in their

nighties, and naked papooses in their
baskets hung from trees.

"Do you believe?" he cried.

Tink sat up in bed almost briskly to listen to
her fate.

She fancied she heard answers in the
affirmative, and then again she wasn't sure.

"What do you think?" she asked Peter.

"If you believe," he shouted to them, "clap
your hands; don't let Tink die."

Many clapped.

Some didn't.

A few beasts hissed.

The clapping stopped suddenly; as if
countless mothers had rushed to their
nurseries to see what on earth was
happening; but already Tink was saved.
First her voice grew strong, then she
popped out of bed, then she was flashing
through the room more merry and impudent
than ever. She never thought of thanking
those who believed, but she would have like
to get at the ones who had hissed.

"And now to rescue Wendy!"

The moon was riding in a cloudy heaven
when Peter rose from his tree, begirt
[belted] with weapons and wearing little
else, to set out upon his perilous quest. It
was not such a night as he would have
chosen. He had hoped to fly, keeping not far
from the ground so that nothing unwonted
should escape his eyes; but in that fitful light
to have flown low would have meant trailing
his shadow through the trees, thus
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foe that he was astir.

He regretted now that he had given the birds
of the island such strange names that they
are very wild and difficult of approach.

There was no other course but to press
forward in redskin fashion, at which happily
he was an adept [expert]. But in what
direction, for he could not be sure that the
children had been taken to the ship? A light
fall of snow had obliterated all footmarks;
and a deathly silence pervaded the island,
as if for a space Nature stood still in horror
of the recent carnage. He had taught the
children something of the forest lore that he
had himself learned from Tiger Lily and
Tinker Bell, and knew that in their dire hour
they were not likely to forget it. Slightly, if he
had an opportunity, would blaze [cut a mark
in] the trees, for instance, Curly would drop
seeds, and Wendy would leave her
handkerchief at some important place. The
morning was needed to search for such
guidance, and he could not wait. The upper
world had called him, but would give no
help.

The crocodile passed him, but not another
living thing, not a sound, not a movement;
and yet he knew well that sudden death
might be at the next tree, or stalking him
from behind.

He swore this terrible oath: "Hook or me this
time."

Now he crawled forward like a snake, and
again erect, he darted across a space on
which the moonlight played, one finger on
his lip and his dagger at the ready. He was
frightfully happy.

Chapter 14 The Pirate Ship

One green light squinting over Kidd's

Creek, which is near the mouth of the pirate
river, marked where the brig, the JOLLY
ROGER, lay, low in the water; a rakish-
looking [speedy-looking] craft foul to the
hull, every beam in her detestable, like
ground strewn with mangled feathers. She
was the cannibal of the seas, and scarce
needed that watchful eye, for she floated
immune in the horror of her name.

She was wrapped in the blanket of night,
through which no sound from her could have
reached the shore. There was little sound,
and none agreeable save the whir of the
ship's sewing machine at which Smee sat,
ever industrious and obliging, the essence
of the commonplace, pathetic Smee. I know
not why he was so infinitely pathetic, unless
it were because he was so pathetically
unaware of it; but even strong men had to
turn hastily from looking at him, and more
than once on summer evenings he had
touched the fount of Hook's tears and made
it flow. Of this, as of almost everything else,
Smee was quite unconscious.

A few of the pirates leant over the bulwarks,
drinking in the miasma [putrid mist] of the
night; others sprawled by barrels over
games of dice and cards; and the
exhausted four who had carried the little
house lay prone on the deck, where even in
their sleep they rolled skillfully to this side or
that out of Hook's reach, lest he should claw
them mechanically in passing.

Hook trod the deck in thought. O man
unfathomable. It was his hour of triumph.
Peter had been removed for ever from his
path, and all the other boys were in the brig,
about to walk the plank. It was his grimmest
deed since the days when he had brought
Barbecue to heel; and knowing as we do
how vain a tabernacle is man, could we be
surprised had he now paced the deck
unsteadily, bellied out by the winds of his

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success?

But there was no elation in his gait, which
kept pace with the action of his sombre
mind. Hook was profoundly dejected.

He was often thus when communing with
himself on board ship in the quietude of the
night. It was because he was so terribly
alone. This inscrutable man never felt more
alone than when surrounded by his dogs.
They were socially inferior to him.

Hook was not his true name. To reveal who
he really was would even at this date set the
country in a blaze; but as those who read
between the lines must already have
guessed, he had been at a famous public
school; and its traditions still clung to him
like garments, with which indeed they are
largely concerned. Thus it was offensive to
him even now to board a ship in the same
dress in which he grappled [attacked] her,
and he still adhered in his walk to the
school's distinguished slouch. But above all
he retained the passion for good form.

Good form! However much he may have
degenerated, he still knew that this is all that
really matters.

From far within him he heard a creaking as
of rusty portals, and through them came a
stern tap-tap-tap, like hammering in the
night when one cannot sleep. "Have you
been good form to-day?" was their eternal
question.

"Fame, fame, that glittering bauble, it is
mine," he cried.

"Is it quite good form to be distinguished at
anything?" the tap-tap from his school
replied.

"I am the only man whom Barbecue feared,"

he urged, "and Flint feared Barbecue."

"Barbecue, Flint what house?" came the
cutting retort.

Most disquieting reflection of all, was it not
bad form to think about good form?

His vitals were tortured by this problem. It
was a claw within him sharper than the iron
one; and as it tore him, the perspiration
dripped down his tallow [waxy]
countenance and streaked his doublet.
Ofttimes he drew his sleeve across his
face, but there was no damming that trickle.

Ah, envy not Hook.

There came to him a presentiment of his
early dissolution [death]. It was as if Peter's
terrible oath had boarded the ship. Hook felt
a gloomy desire to make his dying speech,
lest presently there should be no time for it.

"Better for Hook," he cried, "if he had had
less ambition!" It was in his darkest hours
only that he referred to himself in the third
person.

"No little children to love me!"

Strange that he should think of this, which
had never troubled him before; perhaps the
sewing machine brought it to his mind. For
long he muttered to himself, staring at
Smee, who was hemming placidly, under
the conviction that all children feared him.

Feared him! Feared Smee! There was not
a child on board the brig that night who did
not already love him. He had said horrid
things to them and hit them with the palm of
his hand, because he could not hit with his
fist, but they had only clung to him the more.
Michael had tried on his spectacles.

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To tell poor Smee that they thought him
lovable! Hook itched to do it, but it seemed
too brutal. Instead, he revolved this mystery
in his mind: why do they find Smee lovable?
He pursued the problem like the sleuth-
hound that he was. If Smee was lovable,
what was it that made him so? A terrible
answer suddenly presented itself--"Good
form?"

Had the bo'sun good form without knowing
it, which is the best form of all?

He remembered that you have to prove you
don't know you have it before you are
eligible for Pop [an elite social club at Eton].

With a cry of rage he raised his iron hand
over Smee's head; but he did not tear. What
arrested him was this reflection:

"To claw a man because he is good form,
what would that be?"

"Bad form!"

The unhappy Hook was as impotent
[powerless] as he was damp, and he fell
forward like a cut flower.

His dogs thinking him out of the way for a
time, discipline instantly relaxed; and they
broke into a bacchanalian [drunken] dance,
which brought him to his feet at once, all
traces of human weakness gone, as if a
bucket of water had passed over him.

"Quiet, you scugs," he cried, "or I'll cast
anchor in you"; and at once the din was
hushed. "Are all the children chained, so that
they cannot fly away?"

"Ay, ay."

"Then hoist them up."

The wretched prisoners were dragged from
the hold, all except Wendy, and ranged in
line in front of him. For a time he seemed
unconscious of their presence. He lolled at
his ease, humming, not unmelodiously,
snatches of a rude song, and fingering a
pack of cards. Ever and anon the light from
his cigar gave a touch of colour to his face.

"Now then, bullies," he said briskly, "six of
you walk the plank to-night, but I have room
for two cabin boys. Which of you is it to be?"

"Don't irritate him unnecessarily," had been
Wendy's instructions in the hold; so Tootles
stepped forward politely. Tootles hated the
idea of signing under such a man, but an
instinct told him that it would be prudent to
lay the responsibility on an absent person;
and though a somewhat silly boy, he knew
that mothers alone are always willing to be
the buffer. All children know this about
mothers, and despise them for it, but make
constant use of it.

So Tootles explained prudently, "You see,
sir, I don't think my mother would like me to
be a pirate. Would your mother like you to be
a pirate, Slightly?"

He winked at Slightly, who said mournfully,
"I don't think so," as if he wished things had
been otherwise. "Would your mother like you
to be a pirate, Twin?"

"I don't think so," said the first twin, as clever
as the others. "Nibs, would "

"Stow this gab," roared Hook, and the
spokesmen were dragged back. "You,
boy," he said, addressing John, "you look
as if you had a little pluck in you. Didst never
want to be a pirate, my hearty?"

Now John had sometimes experienced this
hankering at maths. prep.; and he was

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struck by Hook's picking him out.

"I once thought of calling myself Red-
handed Jack," he said diffidently.

"And a good name too. We'll call you that
here, bully, if you join."

"What do you think, Michael?" asked John.

"What would you call me if I join?" Michael
demanded.

"Blackbeard Joe."

Michael was naturally impressed. "What do
you think, John?" He wanted John to
decide, and John wanted him to decide.

"Shall we still be respectful subjects of the
King?" John inquired.

Through Hook's teeth came the answer:
"You would have to swear, `Down with the
King.'"

Perhaps John had not behaved very well so
far, but he shone out now.

"Then I refuse," he cried, banging the barrel
in front of Hook.

"And I refuse," cried Michael.

"Rule Britannia!" squeaked Curly.

The infuriated pirates buffeted them in the
mouth; and Hook roared out, "That seals
your doom. Bring up their mother. Get the
plank ready."

They were only boys, and they went white
as they saw Jukes and Cecco preparing the
fatal plank. But they tried to look brave when
Wendy was brought up.

No words of mine can tell you how Wendy
despised those pirates. To the boys there
was at least some glamour in the pirate
calling; but all that she saw was that the ship
had not been tidied for years. There was not
a porthole on the grimy glass of which you
might not have written with your finger "Dirty
pig"; and she had already written it on
several. But as the boys gathered round her
she had no thought, of course, save for
them.

"So, my beauty," said Hook, as if he spoke
in syrup, "you are to see your children walk
the plank."

Fine gentlemen though he was, the intensity
of his communings had soiled his ruff, and
suddenly he knew that she was gazing at it.
With a hasty gesture he tried to hide it, but he
was too late.

"Are they to die?" asked Wendy, with a look
of such frightful contempt that he nearly
fainted.

"They are," he snarled. "Silence all," he
called gloatingly, "for a mother's last words
to her children." At this moment Wendy was
grand. "These are my last words, dear
boys," she said firmly. "I feel that I have a
message to you from your real mothers, and
it is this: `We hope our sons will die like
English gentlemen.'"

Even the pirates were awed, and Tootles
cried out hysterically, "I am going to do what
my mother hopes. What are you to do,
Nibs?"

"What my mother hopes. What are you to do,
Twin?"

"What my mother hopes. John, what are "

But Hook had found his voice again.

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"Tie her up!" he shouted.

It was Smee who tied her to the mast. "See
here, honey," he whispered, "I'll save you if
you promise to be my mother."

But not even for Smee would she make
such a promise. "I would almost rather have
no children at all," she said disdainfully
[scornfully].

It is sad to know that not a boy was looking
at her as Smee tied her to the mast; the
eyes of all were on the plank: that last little
walk they were about to take. They were no
longer able to hope that they would walk it
manfully, for the capacity to think had gone
from them; they could stare and shiver only.

Hook smiled on them with his teeth closed,
and took a step toward Wendy. His intention
was to turn her face so that she should see
they boys walking the plank one by one. But
he never reached her, he never heard the
cry of anguish he hoped to wring from her.
He heard something else instead.

It was the terrible tick-tick of the crocodile.

They all heard it pirates, boys, Wendy; and
immediately every head was blown in one
direction; not to the water whence the sound
proceeded, but toward Hook. All knew that
what was about to happen concerned him
alone, and that from being actors they were
suddenly become spectators.

Very frightful was it to see the change that
came over him. It was as if he had been
clipped at every joint. He fell in a little heap.

The sound came steadily nearer; and in
advance of it came this ghastly thought,
"The crocodile is about to board the ship!"

Even the iron claw hung inactive; as if

knowing that it was no intrinsic part of what
the attacking force wanted. Left so fearfully
alone, any other man would have lain with
his eyes shut where he fell: but the gigantic
brain of Hook was still working, and under
its guidance he crawled on the knees along
the deck as far from the sound as he could
go. The pirates respectfully cleared a
passage for him, and it was only when he
brought up against the bulwarks that he
spoke.

"Hide me!" he cried hoarsely.

They gathered round him, all eyes averted
from the thing that was coming aboard.
They had no thought of fighting it. It was
Fate.

Only when Hook was hidden from them did
curiosity loosen the limbs of the boys so that
they could rush to the ship's side to see the
crocodile climbing it. Then they got the
strangest surprise of the Night of Nights; for
it was no crocodile that was coming to their
aid. It was Peter.

He signed to them not to give vent to any cry
of admiration that might rouse suspicion.
Then he went on ticking.

Chapter 15 "Hook Or Me This Time"

Odd things happen to all of us on our way
through life without our noticing for a time
that they have happened. Thus, to take an
instance, we suddenly discover that we
have been deaf in one ear for we don't
know how long, but, say, half an hour. Now
such an experience had come that night to
Peter. When last we saw him he was
stealing across the island with one finger to
his lips and his dagger at the ready. He had
seen the crocodile pass by without noticing
anything peculiar about it, but by and by he
remembered that it had not been ticking. At

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first he thought this eerie, but soon
concluded rightly that the clock had run
down.

Without giving a thought to what might be the
feelings of a fellow-creature thus abruptly
deprived of its closest companion, Peter
began to consider how he could turn the
catastrophe to his own use; and he decided
to tick, so that wild beasts should believe he
was the crocodile and let him pass
unmolested. He ticked superbly, but with
one unforeseen result. The crocodile was
among those who heard the sound, and it
followed him, though whether with the
purpose of regaining what it had lost, or
merely as a friend under the belief that it
was again ticking itself, will never be
certainly known, for, like slaves to a fixed
idea, it was a stupid beast.

Peter reached the shore without mishap,
and went straight on, his legs encountering
the water as if quite unaware that they had
entered a new element. Thus many animals
pass from land to water, but no other human
of whom I know. As he swam he had but
one thought: "Hook or me this time." He had
ticked so long that he now went on ticking
without knowing that he was doing it. Had
he known he would have stopped, for to
board the brig by help of the tick, though an
ingenious idea, had not occurred to him.

On the contrary, he thought he had scaled
her side as noiseless as a mouse; and he
was amazed to see the pirates cowering
from him, with Hook in their midst as abject
as if he had heard the crocodile.

The crocodile! No sooner did Peter
remember it than he heard the ticking. At
first he thought the sound did come from the
crocodile, and he looked behind him swiftly.
They he realised that he was doing it
himself, and in a flash he understood the

situation. "How clever of me!" he thought at
once, and signed to the boys not to burst
into applause.

It was at this moment that Ed Teynte the
quartermaster emerged from the forecastle
and came along the deck. Now, reader,
time what happened by your watch. Peter
struck true and deep. John clapped his
hands on the ill-fated pirate's mouth to stifle
the dying groan. He fell forward. Four boys
caught him to prevent the thud. Peter gave
the signal, and the carrion was cast
overboard. There was a splash, and then
silence. How long has it taken?

"One!" (Slightly had begun to count.)

None too soon, Peter, every inch of him on
tiptoe, vanished into the cabin; for more
than one pirate was screwing up his
courage to look round. They could hear
each other's distressed breathing now,
which showed them that the more terrible
sound had passed.

"It's gone, captain," Smee said, wiping off
his spectacles. "All's still again."

Slowly Hook let his head emerge from his
ruff, and listened so intently that he could
have caught the echo of the tick. There was
not a sound, and he drew himself up firmly
to his full height.

"Then here's to Johnny Plank!" he cried
brazenly, hating the boys more than ever
because they had seen him unbend. He
broke into the villainous ditty:

"Yo ho, yo ho, the frisky plank, You walks
along it so, Till it goes down and you goes
down To Davy Jones below!"

To terrorize the prisoners the more, though
with a certain loss of dignity, he danced

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along an imaginary plank, grimacing at
them as he sang; and when he finished he
cried, "Do you want a touch of the cat [`o
nine tails] before you walk the plank?"

At that they fell on their knees. "No, no!" they
cried so piteously that every pirate smiled.

"Fetch the cat, Jukes," said Hook; "it's in the
cabin."

The cabin! Peter was in the cabin! The
children gazed at each other.

"Ay, ay," said Jukes blithely, and he strode
into the cabin. They followed him with their
eyes; they scarce knew that Hook had
resumed his song, his dogs joining in with
him:

"Yo ho, yo ho, the scratching cat, Its tails are
nine, you know, And when they're writ upon
your back "

What was the last line will never be known,
for of a sudden the song was stayed by a
dreadful screech from the cabin. It wailed
through the ship, and died away. Then was
heard a crowing sound which was well
understood by the boys, but to the pirates
was almost more eerie than the screech.

"What was that?" cried Hook.

"Two," said Slightly solemnly.

The Italian Cecco hesitated for a moment
and then swung into the cabin. He tottered
out, haggard.

"What's the matter with Bill Jukes, you dog?"
hissed Hook, towering over him.

"The matter wi' him is he's dead, stabbed,"
replied Cecco in a hollow voice.

"Bill Jukes dead!" cried the startled pirates.

"The cabin's as black as a pit," Cecco said,
almost gibbering, "but there is something
terrible in there: the thing you heard
crowing."

The exultation of the boys, the lowering
looks of the pirates, both were seen by
Hook.

"Cecco," he said in his most steely voice,
"go back and fetch me out that doodle-
doo."

Cecco, bravest of the brave, cowered
before his captain, crying "No, no"; but
Hook was purring to his claw.

"Did you say you would go, Cecco?" he said
musingly.

Cecco went, first flinging his arms
despairingly. There was no more singing,
all listened now; and again came a death-
screech and again a crow.

No one spoke except Slightly. "Three," he
said.

Hook rallied his dogs with a gesture.
"'S'death and odds fish," he thundered,
"who is to bring me that doodle-doo?"

"Wait till Cecco comes out," growled
Starkey, and the others took up the cry.

"I think I heard you volunteer, Starkey," said
Hook, purring again.

"No, by thunder!" Starkey cried.

"My hook thinks you did," said Hook,
crossing to him. "I wonder if it would not be
advisable, Starkey, to humour the hook?"

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"I'll swing before I go in there," replied
Starkey doggedly, and again he had the
support of the crew.

"Is this mutiny?" asked Hook more
pleasantly than ever. "Starkey's ringleader!"

"Captain, mercy!" Starkey whimpered, all of
a tremble now.

"Shake hands, Starkey," said Hook,
proffering his claw.

Starkey looked round for help, but all
deserted him. As he backed up Hook
advanced, and now the red spark was in his
eye. With a despairing scream the pirate
leapt upon Long Tom and precipitated
himself into the sea.

"Four," said Slightly.

"And now," Hook said courteously, "did any
other gentlemen say mutiny?" Seizing a
lantern and raising his claw with a menacing
gesture, "I'll bring out that doodle-doo
myself," he said, and sped into the cabin.

"Five." How Slightly longed to say it. He
wetted his lips to be ready, but Hook came
staggering out, without his lantern.

"Something blew out the light," he said a
little unsteadily.

"Something!" echoed Mullins.

"What of Cecco?" demanded Noodler.

"He's as dead as Jukes," said Hook shortly.

His reluctance to return to the cabin
impressed them all unfavourably, and the
mutinous sounds again broke forth. All
pirates are superstitious, and Cookson
cried, "They do say the surest sign a ship's

accurst is when there's one on board more
than can be accounted for."

"I've heard," muttered Mullins, "he always
boards the pirate craft last. Had he a tail,
captain?"

"They say," said another, looking viciously
at Hook, "that when he comes it's in the
likeness of the wickedest man aboard."

"Had he a hook, captain?" asked Cookson
insolently; and one after another took up the
cry, "The ship's doomed!" At this the
children could not resist raising a cheer.
Hook had well-nigh forgotten his prisoners,
but as he swung round on them now his face
lit up again.

"Lads," he cried to his crew, "now here's a
notion. Open the cabin door and drive them
in. Let them fight the doodle-doo for their
lives. If they kill him, we're so much the
better; if he kills them, we're none the
worse."

For the last time his dogs admired Hook,
and devotedly they did his bidding. The
boys, pretending to struggle, were pushed
into the cabin and the door was closed on
them.

"Now, listen!" cried Hook, and all listened.
But not one dared to face the door. Yes,
one, Wendy, who all this time had been
bound to the mast. It was for neither a
scream nor a crow that she was watching, it
was for the reappearance of Peter.

She had not long to wait. In the cabin he had
found the thing for which he had gone in
search: the key the would free the children
of their manacles, and now they all stole
forth, armed with such weapons as they
could find. First signing them to hide, Peter
cut Wendy's bonds, and then nothing could

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have been easier than for them all to fly off
together; but one thing barred the way, an
oath, "Hook or me this time." So when he
had freed Wendy, he whispered for her to
conceal herself with the others, and himself
took her place by the mast, her cloak around
him so that he should pass for her. Then he
took a great breath and crowed.

To the pirates it was a voice crying that all
the boys lay slain in the cabin; and they were
panic-stricken. Hook tried to hearten them;
but like the dogs he had made them they
showed him their fangs, and he knew that if
he took his eyes off them now they would
leap at him.

"Lads," he said, ready to cajole or strike as
need be, but never quailing for an instant,
"I've thought it out. There's a Jonah aboard."

"Ay," they snarled, "a man wi' a hook."

"No, lads, no, it's the girl. Never was luck on
a pirate ship wi' a woman on board. We'll
right the ship when she's gone."

Some of them remembered that this had
been a saying of Flint's. "It's worth trying,"
they said doubtfully.

"Fling the girl overboard," cried Hook; and
they made a rush at the figure in the cloak.

"There's none can save you now, missy,"
Mullins hissed jeeringly.

"There's one," replied the figure.

"Who's that?"

"Peter Pan the avenger!" came the terrible
answer; and as he spoke Peter flung off his
cloak. Then they all knew who 'twas that had
been undoing them in the cabin, and twice
Hook essayed to speak and twice he failed.

In that frightful moment I think his fierce heart
broke.

At last he cried, "Cleave him to the brisket!"
but without conviction.

"Down, boys, and at them!" Peter's voice
rang out; and in another moment the clash
of arms was resounding through the ship.
Had the pirates kept together it is certain
that they would have won; but the onset
came when they were still unstrung, and
they ran hither and thither, striking wildly,
each thinking himself the last survivor of the
crew. Man to man they were the stronger;
but they fought on the defensive only, which
enabled the boys to hunt in pairs and
choose their quarry. Some of the
miscreants leapt into the sea; others hid in
dark recesses, where they were found by
Slightly, who did not fight, but ran about with
a lantern which he flashed in their faces, so
that they were half blinded and fell as an
easy prey to the reeking swords of the other
boys. There was little sound to be heard but
the clang of weapons, an occasional
screech or splash, and Slightly
monotonously counting five six seven eight
nine ten eleven.

I think all were gone when a group of
savage boys surrounded Hook, who
seemed to have a charmed life, as he kept
them at bay in that circle of fire. They had
done for his dogs, but this man alone
seemed to be a match for them all. Again
and again they closed upon him, and again
and again he hewed a clear space. He had
lifted up one boy with his hook, and was
using him as a buckler [shield], when
another, who had just passed his sword
through Mullins, sprang into the fray.

"Put up your swords, boys," cried the
newcomer, "this man is mine."

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Thus suddenly Hook found himself face to
face with Peter. The others drew back and
formed a ring around them.

For long the two enemies looked at one
another, Hook shuddering slightly, and
Peter with the strange smile upon his face.

"So, Pan," said Hook at last, "this is all your
doing."

"Ay, James Hook," came the stern answer,
"it is all my doing."

"Proud and insolent youth," said Hook,
"prepare to meet thy doom."

"Dark and sinister man," Peter answered,
"have at thee."

Without more words they fell to, and for a
space there was no advantage to either
blade. Peter was a superb swordsman, and
parried with dazzling rapidity; ever and
anon he followed up a feint with a lunge that
got past his foe's defence, but his shorter
reach stood him in ill stead, and he could not
drive the steel home. Hook, scarcely his
inferior in brilliancy, but not quite so nimble
in wrist play, forced him back by the weight
of his onset, hoping suddenly to end all with
a favourite thrust, taught him long ago by
Barbecue at Rio; but to his astonishment he
found this thrust turned aside again and
again. Then he sought to close and give the
quietus with his iron hook, which all this time
had been pawing the air; but Peter doubled
under it and, lunging fiercely, pierced him in
the ribs. At the sight of his own blood,
whose peculiar colour, you remember, was
offensive to him, the sword fell from Hook's
hand, and he was at Peter's mercy.

"Now!" cried all the boys, but with a
magnificent gesture Peter invited his
opponent to pick up his sword. Hook did so

instantly, but with a tragic feeling that Peter
was showing good form.

Hitherto he had thought it was some fiend
fighting him, but darker suspicions assailed
him now.

"Pan, who and what art thou?" he cried
huskily.

"I'm youth, I'm joy," Peter answered at a
venture, "I'm a little bird that has broken out
of the egg."

This, of course, was nonsense; but it was
proof to the unhappy Hook that Peter did not
know in the least who or what he was, which
is the very pinnacle of good form.

"To't again," he cried despairingly.

He fought now like a human flail, and every
sweep of that terrible sword would have
severed in twain any man or boy who
obstructed it; but Peter fluttered round him
as if the very wind it made blew him out of
the danger zone. And again and again he
darted in and pricked.

Hook was fighting now without hope. That
passionate breast no longer asked for life;
but for one boon it craved: to see Peter
show bad form before it was cold forever.

Abandoning the fight he rushed into the
powder magazine and fired it.

"In two minutes," he cried, "the ship will be
blown to pieces."

Now, now, he thought, true form will show.

But Peter issued from the powder
magazine with the shell in his hands, and
calmly flung it overboard.

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What sort of form was Hook himself
showing? Misguided man though he was,
we may be glad, without sympathising with
him, that in the end he was true to the
traditions of his race. The other boys were
flying around him now, flouting, scornful;
and he staggered about the deck striking up
at them impotently, his mind was no longer
with them; it was slouching in the playing
fields of long ago, or being sent up [to the
headmaster] for good, or watching the wall-
game from a famous wall. And his shoes
were right, and his waistcoat was right, and
his tie was right, and his socks were right.

James Hook, thou not wholly unheroic
figure, farewell.

For we have come to his last moment.

Seeing Peter slowly advancing upon him
through the air with dagger poised, he
sprang upon the bulwarks to cast himself
into the sea. He did not know that the
crocodile was waiting for him; for we
purposely stopped the clock that this
knowledge might be spared him: a little
mark of respect from us at the end.

He had one last triumph, which I think we
need not grudge him. As he stood on the
bulwark looking over his shoulder at Peter
gliding through the air, he invited him with a
gesture to use his foot. It made Peter kick
instead of stab.

At last Hook had got the boon for which he
craved.

"Bad form," he cried jeeringly, and went
content to the crocodile.

Thus perished James Hook.

"Seventeen," Slightly sang out; but he was
not quite correct in his figures. Fifteen paid

the penalty for their crimes that night; but
two reached the shore: Starkey to be
captured by the redskins, who made him
nurse for all their papooses, a melancholy
come-down for a pirate; and Smee, who
henceforth wandered about the world in his
spectacles, making a precarious living by
saying he was the only man that Jas. Hook
had feared.

Wendy, of course, had stood by taking no
part in the fight, though watching Peter with
glistening eyes; but now that all was over
she became prominent again. She praised
them equally, and shuddered delightfully
when Michael showed her the place where
he had killed one; and then she took them
into Hook's cabin and pointed to his watch
which was hanging on a nail. It said "half
past one!"

The lateness of the hour was almost the
biggest thing of all. She got them to bed in
the pirates' bunks pretty quickly, you may be
sure; all but Peter, who strutted up and
down on the deck, until at last he fell asleep
by the side of Long Tom. He had one of his
dreams that night, and cried in his sleep for
a long time, and Wendy held him tightly.

Chapter 16 The Return Home

By three bells that morning they were all
stirring their stumps [legs]; for there was a
big sea running; and Tootles, the bo'sun,
was among them, with a rope's end in his
hand and chewing tobacco. They all donned
pirate clothes cut off at the knee, shaved
smartly, and tumbled up, with the true
nautical roll and hitching their trousers.

It need not be said who was the captain.
Nibs and John were first and second mate.
There was a woman aboard. The rest were
tars [sailors] before the mast, and lived in
the fo'c'sle. Peter had already lashed

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himself to the wheel; but he piped all hands
and delivered a short address to them; said
he hoped they would do their duty like
gallant hearties, but that he knew they were
the scum of Rio and the Gold Coast, and if
they snapped at him he would tear them.
The bluff strident words struck the note
sailors understood, and they cheered him
lustily. Then a few sharp orders were given,
and they turned the ship round, and nosed
her for the mainland.

Captain Pan calculated, after consulting the
ship's chart, that if this weather lasted they
should strike the Azores about the 21st of
June, after which it would save time to fly.

Some of them wanted it to be an honest
ship and others were in favour of keeping it
a pirate; but the captain treated them as
dogs, and they dared not express their
wishes to him even in a round robin [one
person after another, as they had to Cpt.
Hook]. Instant obedience was the only safe
thing. Slightly got a dozen for looking
perplexed when told to take soundings. The
general feeling was that Peter was honest
just now to lull Wendy's suspicions, but that
there might be a change when the new suit
was ready, which, against her will, she was
making for him out of some of Hook's
wickedest garments. It was afterwards
whispered among them that on the first
night he wore this suit he sat long in the
cabin with Hook's cigar-holder in his mouth
and one hand clenched, all but for the
forefinger, which he bent and held
threateningly aloft like a hook.

Instead of watching the ship, however, we
must now return to that desolate home from
which three of our characters had taken
heartless flight so long ago. It seems a
shame to have neglected No. 14 all this time;
and yet we may be sure that Mrs. Darling
does not blame us. If we had returned

sooner to look with sorrowful sympathy at
her, she would probably have cried, "Don't
be silly; what do I matter? Do go back and
keep an eye on the children." So long as
mothers are like this their children will take
advantage of them; and they may lay to [bet
on] that.

Even now we venture into that familiar
nursery only because its lawful occupants
are on their way home; we are merely
hurrying on in advance of them to see that
their beds are properly aired and that Mr.
and Mrs. Darling do not go out for the
evening. We are no more than servants. Why
on earth should their beds be properly
aired, seeing that they left them in such a
thankless hurry? Would it not serve them jolly
well right if they came back and found that
their parents were spending the week-end
in the country? It would be the moral lesson
they have been in need of ever since we
met them; but if we contrived things in this
way Mrs. Darling would never forgive us.

One thing I should like to do immensely, and
that is to tell her, in the way authors have,
that the children are coming back, that
indeed they will be here on Thursday week.
This would spoil so completely the surprise
to which Wendy and John and Michael are
looking forward. They have been planning it
out on the ship: mother's rapture, father's
shout of joy, Nana's leap through the air to
embrace them first, when what they ought to
be prepared for is a good hiding. How
delicious to spoil it all by breaking the news
in advance; so that when they enter grandly
Mrs. Darling may not even offer Wendy her
mouth, and Mr. Darling may exclaim
pettishly, "Dash it all, here are those boys
again." However, we should get no thanks
even for this. We are beginning to know Mrs.
Darling by this time, and may be sure that
she would upbraid us for depriving the
children of their little pleasure.

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"But, my dear madam, it is ten days till
Thursday week; so that by telling you what's
what, we can save you ten days of
unhappiness."

"Yes, but at what a cost! By depriving the
children of ten minutes of delight."

"Oh, if you look at it in that way!"

"What other way is there in which to look at
it?"

You see, the woman had no proper spirit. I
had meant to say extraordinarily nice things
about her; but I despise her, and not one of
them will I say now. She does not really
need to be told to have things ready, for they
are ready. All the beds are aired, and she
never leaves the house, and observe, the
window is open. For all the use we are to
her, we might well go back to the ship.
However, as we are here we may as well
stay and look on. That is all we are, lookers-
on. Nobody really wants us. So let us watch
and say jaggy things, in the hope that some
of them will hurt.

The only change to be seen in the night-
nursery is that between nine and six the
kennel is no longer there. When the children
flew away, Mr. Darling felt in his bones that
all the blame was his for having chained
Nana up, and that from first to last she had
been wiser than he. Of course, as we have
seen, he was quite a simple man; indeed
be might have passed for a boy again if he
had been able to take his baldness off; but
he had also a noble sense of justice and a
lion's courage to do what seemed right to
him; and having thought the matter out with
anxious care after the flight of the children,
he went down on all fours and crawled into
the kennel. To all Mrs. Darling's dear
invitations to him to come out he replied
sadly but firmly:

"No, my own one, this is the place for me."

In the bitterness of his remorse he swore
that he would never leave the kennel until his
children came back. Of course this was a
pity; but whatever Mr. Darling did he had to
do in excess, otherwise he soon gave up
doing it. And there never was a more
humble man than the once proud George
Darling, as he sat in the kennel of an
evening talking with his wife of their children
and all their pretty ways.

Very touching was his deference to Nana.
He would not let her come into the kennel,
but on all other matters he followed her
wishes implicitly.

Every morning the kennel was carried with
Mr. Darling in it to a cab, which conveyed
him to his office, and he returned home in
the same way at six. Something of the
strength of character of the man will be seen
if we remember how sensitive he was to the
opinion of neighbours: this man whose
every movement now attracted surprised
attention. Inwardly he must have suffered
torture; but he preserved a calm exterior
even when the young criticised his little
home, and he always lifted his hat
courteously to any lady who looked inside.

It may have been Quixotic, but it was
magnificent. Soon the inward meaning of it
leaked out, and the great heart of the public
was touched. Crowds followed the cab,
cheering it lustily; charming girls scaled it to
get his autograph; interviews appeared in
the better class of papers, and society
invited him to dinner and added, "Do come
in the kennel."

On that eventful Thursday week, Mrs.
Darling was in the night nursery awaiting
George's return home; a very sad-eyed
woman. Now that we look at her closely and

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remember the gaiety of her in the old days,
all gone now just because she has lost her
babes, I find I won't be able to say nasty
things about her after all. If she was too fond
of her rubbishy children, she couldn't help it.
Look at her in her chair, where she has
fallen asleep. The corner of her mouth,
where one looks first, is almost withered up.
Her hand moves restlessly on her breast as
if she had a pain there. Some like Peter
best, and some like Wendy best, but I like
her best. Suppose, to make her happy, we
whisper to her in her sleep that the brats are
coming back. They are really within two
miles of the window now, and flying strong,
but all we need whisper is that they are on
the way. Let's.

It is a pity we did it, for she has started up,
calling their names; and there is no one in
the room but Nana.

"O Nana, I dreamt my dear ones had come
back."

Nana had filmy eyes, but all she could do
was put her paw gently on her mistress's
lap; and they were sitting together thus
when the kennel was brought back. As Mr.
Darling puts his head out to kiss his wife,
we see that his face is more worn than of
yore, but has a softer expression.

He gave his hat to Liza, who took it
scornfully; for she had no imagination, and
was quite incapable of understanding the
motives of such a man. Outside, the crowd
who had accompanied the cab home were
still cheering, and he was naturally not
unmoved.

"Listen to them," he said; "it is very
gratifying."

"Lots of little boys," sneered Liza.

"There were several adults to-day," he
assured her with a faint flush; but when she
tossed her head he had not a word of
reproof for her. Social success had not
spoilt him; it had made him sweeter. For
some time he sat with his head out of the
kennel, talking with Mrs. Darling of this
success, and pressing her hand
reassuringly when she said she hoped his
head would not be turned by it.

"But if I had been a weak man," he said.
"Good heavens, if I had been a weak man!"

"And, George," she said timidly, "you are as
full of remorse as ever, aren't you?"

"Full of remorse as ever, dearest! See my
punishment: living in a kennel."

"But it is punishment, isn't it, George? You
are sure you are not enjoying it?"

"My love!"

You may be sure she begged his pardon;
and then, feeling drowsy, he curled round in
the kennel.

"Won't you play me to sleep," he asked, "on
the nursery piano?" and as she was
crossing to the day-nursery he added
thoughtlessly, "And shut that window. I feel a
draught."

"O George, never ask me to do that. The
window must always be left open for them,
always, always."

Now it was his turn to beg her pardon; and
she went into the day-nursery and played,
and soon he was asleep; and while he
slept, Wendy and John and Michael flew into
the room.

Oh no. We have written it so, because that

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was the charming arrangement planned by
them before we left the ship; but something
must have happened since then, for it is not
they who have flown in, it is Peter and
Tinker Bell.

Peter's first words tell all.

"Quick Tink," he whipered, "close the
window; bar it! That's right. Now you and I
must get away by the door; and when Wendy
comes she will think her mother has barred
her out; and she will have to go back with
me."

Now I understand what had hitherto puzzled
me, why when Peter had exterminated the
pirates he did not return to the island and
leave Tink to escort the children to the
mainland. This trick had been in his head all
the time.

Instead of feeling that he was behaving
badly he danced with glee; then he peeped
into the day-nursery to see who was
playing. He whispered to Tink, "It's Wendy's
mother! She is a pretty lady, but not so pretty
as my mother. Her mouth is full of thimbles,
but not so full as my mother's was."

Of course he knew nothing whatever about
his mother; but he sometimes bragged
about her.

He did not know the tune, which was
"Home, Sweet Home," but he knew it was
saying, "Come back, Wendy, Wendy,
Wendy"; and he cried exultantly, "You will
never see Wendy again, lady, for the
window is barred!"

He peeped in again to see why the music
had stopped, and now he saw that Mrs.
Darling had laid her head on the box, and
that two tears were sitting on her eyes.

"She wants me to unbar the window,"
thought Peter, "but I won't, not I!"

He peeped again, and the tears were still
there, or another two had taken their place.

"She's awfully fond of Wendy," he said to
himself. He was angry with her now for not
seeing why she could not have Wendy.

The reason was so simple: "I'm fond of her
too. We can't both have her, lady."

But the lady would not make the best of it,
and he was unhappy. He ceased to look at
her, but even then she would not let go of
him. He skipped about and made funny
faces, but when he stopped it was just as if
she were inside him, knocking.

"Oh, all right," he said at last, and gulped.
Then he unbarred the window. "Come on,
Tink," he cried, with a frightful sneer at the
laws of nature; "we don't want any silly
mothers"; and he flew away.

Thus Wendy and John and Michael found the
window open for them after all, which of
course was more than they deserved. They
alighted on the floor, quite unashamed of
themselves, and the youngest one had
already forgotten his home.

"John," he said, looking around him
doubtfully, "I think I have been here before."

"Of course you have, you silly. There is your
old bed."

"So it is," Michael said, but not with much
conviction.

"I say," cried John, "the kennel!" and he
dashed across to look into it.

"Perhaps Nana is inside it," Wendy said.

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But John whistled. "Hullo," he said, "there's
a man inside it."

"It's father!" exclaimed Wendy.

"Let me see father," Michael begged
eagerly, and he took a good look. "He is not
so big as the pirate I killed," he said with
such frank disappointment that I am glad Mr.
Darling was asleep; it would have been sad
if those had been the first words he heard
his little Michael say.

Wendy and John had been taken aback
somewhat at finding their father in the
kennel.

"Surely," said John, like one who had lost
faith in his memory, "he used not to sleep in
the kennel?"

"John," Wendy said falteringly, "perhaps we
don't remember the old life as well as we
thought we did."

A chill fell upon them; and serve them right.

"It is very careless of mother," said that
young scoundrel John, "not to be here when
we come back."

It was then that Mrs. Darling began playing
again.

"It's mother!" cried Wendy, peeping.

"So it is!" said John.

"Then are you not really our mother, Wendy?"
asked Michael, who was surely sleepy.

"Oh dear!" exclaimed Wendy, with her first
real twinge of remorse [for having gone], "it
was quite time we came back,"

"Let us creep in," John suggested, "and put

our hands over her eyes."

But Wendy, who saw that they must break
the joyous news more gently, had a better
plan.

"Let us all slip into our beds, and be there
when she comes in, just as if we had never
been away."

And so when Mrs. Darling went back to the
night-nursery to see if her husband was
asleep, all the beds were occupied. The
children waited for her cry of joy, but it did
not come. She saw them, but she did not
believe they were there. You see, she saw
them in their beds so often in her dreams
that she thought this was just the dream
hanging around her still.

She sat down in the chair by the fire, where
in the old days she had nursed them.

They could not understand this, and a cold
fear fell upon all the three of them.

"Mother!" Wendy cried.

"That's Wendy," she said, but still she was
sure it was the dream.

"Mother!"

"That's John," she said.

"Mother!" cried Michael. He knew her now.

"That's Michael," she said, and she
stretched out her arms for the three little
selfish children they would never envelop
again. Yes, they did, they went round Wendy
and John and Michael, who had slipped out
of bed and run to her.

"George, George!" she cried when she
could speak; and Mr. Darling woke to share

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her bliss, and Nana came rushing in. There
could not have been a lovelier sight; but
there was none to see it except a little boy
who was staring in at the window. He had
had ecstasies innumerable that other
children can never know; but he was looking
through the window at the one joy from
which he must be for ever barred.

Chapter 17 When Wendy Grew Up

I hope you want to know what became of the
other boys. They were waiting below to give
Wendy time to explain about them; and
when they had counted five hundred they
went up. They went up by the stair, because
they thought this would make a better
impression. They stood in a row in front of
Mrs. Darling, with their hats off, and wishing
they were not wearing their pirate clothes.
They said nothing, but their eyes asked her
to have them. They ought to have looked at
Mr. Darling also, but they forgot about him.

Of course Mrs. Darling said at once that she
would have them; but Mr. Darling was
curiously depressed, and they saw that he
considered six a rather large number.

"I must say, he said to Wendy, "that you don't
do things by halves." a grudging remark
which the twins thought was pointed at
them.

The first twin was the proud one, and he
asked, flushing, "Do you think we should be
too much of a handful, sir? Because, if so,
we can go away."

"Father!" Wendy cried, shocked; but still the
cloud was on him. He knew he was
behaving unworthily, but he could not help it.

"We could lie doubled up," said Nibs.

"I always cut their hair myself," said Wendy.

"George!" Mrs. Darling exclaimed, pained
to see her dear one showing himself in such
an unfavourable light.

Then he burst into tears, and the truth came
out. He was as glad to have them as she
was, he said, but he thought they should
have asked his consent as well as hers,
instead of treating him as a cypher [zero] in
his own house.

"I don't think he is a cypher," Tootles cried
instantly. "Do you think he is a cypher,
Curly?"

"No, I don't. Do you think he is a cypher,
Slightly?"

"Rather not. Twin, what do you think?"

It turned out that not one of them thought him
a cypher; and he was absurdly gratified,
and said he would find space for them all in
the drawing-room if they fitted in.

"We'll fit in, sir," they assured him.

"Then follow the leader," he cried gaily.
"Mind you, I am not sure that we have a
drawing-room, but we pretend we have,
and it's all the same. Hoop la!"

He went off dancing through the house, and
they all cried "Hoop la!" and danced after
him, searching for the drawing-room; and I
forget whether they found it, but at any rate
they found corners, and they all fitted in.

As for Peter, he saw Wendy once again
before he flew away. He did not exactly
come to the window, but he brushed
against it in passing so that she could open
it if she liked and call to him. That is what
she did.

"Hullo, Wendy, good-bye," he said.

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"Oh dear, are you going away?"

"Yes."

"You don't feel, Peter," she said falteringly,
"that you would like to say anything to my
parents about a very sweet subject?"

"No."

"About me, Peter?"

"No."

Mrs. Darling came to the window, for at
present she was keeping a sharp eye on
Wendy. She told Peter that she had adopted
all the other boys, and would like to adopt
him also.

"Would you send me to school?" he inquired
craftily.

"Yes."

"And then to an office?"

"I suppose so."

"Soon I would be a man?"

"Very soon."

"I don't want to go to school and learn
solemn things," he told her passionately. "I
don't want to be a man. O Wendy's mother,
if I was to wake up and feel there was a
beard!"

"Peter," said Wendy the comforter, "I should
love you in a beard"; and Mrs. Darling
stretched out her arms to him, but he
repulsed her.

"Keep back, lady, no one is going to catch
me and make me a man."

"But where are you going to live?"

"With Tink in the house we built for Wendy.
The fairies are to put it high up among the
tree tops where they sleep at nights."

"How lovely," cried Wendy so longingly that
Mrs. Darling tightened her grip.

"I thought all the fairies were dead," Mrs.
Darling said.

"There are always a lot of young ones,"
explained Wendy, who was now quite an
authority, "because you see when a new
baby laughs for the first time a new fairy is
born, and as there are always new babies
there are always new fairies. They live in
nests on the tops of trees; and the mauve
ones are boys and the white ones are girls,
and the blue ones are just little sillies who
are not sure what they are."

"I shall have such fun," said Peter, with eye
on Wendy.

"It will be rather lonely in the evening," she
said, "sitting by the fire."

"I shall have Tink."

"Tink can't go a twentieth part of the way
round," she reminded him a little tartly.

"Sneaky tell-tale!" Tink called out from
somewhere round the corner.

"It doesn't matter," Peter said.

"O Peter, you know it matters."

"Well, then, come with me to the little house."

"May I, mummy?"

"Certainly not. I have got you home again,

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and I mean to keep you."

"But he does so need a mother."

"So do you, my love."

"Oh, all right," Peter said, as if he had asked
her from politeness merely; but Mrs. Darling
saw his mouth twitch, and she made this
handsome offer: to let Wendy go to him for a
week every year to do his spring cleaning.
Wendy would have preferred a more
permanent arrangement; and it seemed to
her that spring would be long in coming; but
this promise sent Peter away quite gay
again. He had no sense of time, and was so
full of adventures that all I have told you
about him is only a halfpenny-worth of them.
I suppose it was because Wendy knew this
that her last words to him were these rather
plaintive ones:

"You won't forget me, Peter, will you,
before spring cleaning time comes?"

Of course Peter promised; and then he flew
away. He took Mrs. Darling's kiss with him.
The kiss that had been for no one else,
Peter took quite easily. Funny. But she
seemed satisfied.

Of course all the boys went to school; and
most of them got into Class III, but Slightly
was put first into Class IV and then into
Class V. Class I is the top class. Before they
had attended school a week they saw what
goats they had been not to remain on the
island; but it was too late now, and soon
they settled down to being as ordinary as
you or me or Jenkins minor [the younger
Jenkins]. It is sad to have to say that the
power to fly gradually left them. At first Nana
tied their feet to the bed-posts so that they
should not fly away in the night; and one of
their diversions by day was to pretend to fall
off buses [the English double-deckers]; but

by and by they ceased to tug at their bonds
in bed, and found that they hurt themselves
when they let go of the bus. In time they
could not even fly after their hats. Want of
practice, they called it; but what it really
meant was that they no longer believed.

Michael believed longer than the other boys,
though they jeered at him; so he was with
Wendy when Peter came for her at the end
of the first year. She flew away with Peter in
the frock she had woven from leaves and
berries in the Neverland, and her one fear
was that he might notice how short it had
become; but he never noticed, he had so
much to say about himself.

She had looked forward to thrilling talks with
him about old times, but new adventures
had crowded the old ones from his mind.

"Who is Captain Hook?" he asked with
interest when she spoke of the arch enemy.

"Don't you remember," she asked,
amazed, "how you killed him and saved all
our lives?"

"I forget them after I kill them," he replied
carelessly.

When she expressed a doubtful hope that
Tinker Bell would be glad to see her he
said, "Who is Tinker Bell?"

"O Peter," she said, shocked; but even
when she explained he could not
remember.

"There are such a lot of them," he said. "I
expect she is no more."

I expect he was right, for fairies don't live
long, but they are so little that a short time
seems a good while to them.

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Wendy was pained too to find that the past
year was but as yesterday to Peter; it had
seemed such a long year of waiting to her.
But he was exactly as fascinating as ever,
and they had a lovely spring cleaning in the
little house on the tree tops.

Next year he did not come for her. She
waited in a new frock because the old one
simply would not meet; but he never came.

"Perhaps he is ill," Michael said.

"You know he is never ill."

Michael came close to her and whispered,
with a shiver, "Perhaps there is no such
person, Wendy!" and then Wendy would
have cried if Michael had not been crying.

Peter came next spring cleaning; and the
strange thing was that he never knew he
had missed a year.

That was the last time the girl Wendy ever
saw him. For a little longer she tried for his
sake not to have growing pains; and she felt
she was untrue to him when she got a prize
for general knowledge. But the years came
and went without bringing the careless boy;
and when they met again Wendy was a
married woman, and Peter was no more to
her than a little dust in the box in which she
had kept her toys. Wendy was grown up. You
need not be sorry for her. She was one of
the kind that likes to grow up. In the end she
grew up of her own free will a day quicker
than other girls.

All the boys were grown up and done for by
this time; so it is scarcely worth while saying
anything more about them. You may see the
twins and Nibs and Curly any day going to
an office, each carrying a little bag and an
umbrella. Michael is an engine driver [train
engineer]. Slightly married a lady of title,

and so he became a lord. You see that
judge in a wig coming out at the iron door?
That used to be Tootles. The bearded man
who doesn't know any story to tell his
children was once John.

Wendy was married in white with a pink
sash. It is strange to think that Peter did not
alight in the church and forbid the banns
[formal announcement of a marriage].

Years rolled on again, and Wendy had a
daughter. This ought not to be written in ink
but in a golden splash.

She was called Jane, and always had an
odd inquiring look, as if from the moment
she arrived on the mainland she wanted to
ask questions. When she was old enough to
ask them they were mostly about Peter Pan.
She loved to hear of Peter, and Wendy told
her all she could remember in the very
nursery from which the famous flight had
taken place. It was Jane's nursery now, for
her father had bought it at the three per
cents [mortgage rate] from Wendy's father,
who was no longer fond of stairs. Mrs.
Darling was now dead and forgotten.

There were only two beds in the nursery
now, Jane's and her nurse's; and there was
no kennel, for Nana also had passed away.
She died of old age, and at the end she had
been rather difficult to get on with; being
very firmly convinced that no one knew how
to look after children except herself.

Once a week Jane's nurse had her evening
off; and then it was Wendy's part to put Jane
to bed. That was the time for stories. It was
Jane's invention to raise the sheet over her
mother's head and her own, this making a
tent, and in the awful darkness to whisper:

"What do we see now?"

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"I don't think I see anything to-night," says
Wendy, with a feeling that if Nana were here
she would object to further conversation.

"Yes, you do," says Jan, "you see when you
were a little girl."

"That is a long time ago, sweetheart," says
Wendy. "Ah me, how time flies!"

"Does it fly," asks the artful child, "the way
you flew when you were a little girl?"

"The way I flew? Do you know, Jane, I
sometimes wonder whether I ever did really
fly."

"Yes, you did."

"The dear old days when I could fly!"

"Why can't you fly now, mother?"

"Because I am grown up, dearest. When
people grow up they forget the way."

"Why do they forget the way?"

"Because they are no longer gay and
innocent and heartless. It is only the gay and
innocent and heartless who can fly."

"What is gay and innocent and heartless? I
do wish I were gay and innocent and
heartless."

Or perhaps Wendy admits she does see
something.

"I do believe," she says, "that it is this
nursery."

"I do believe it is," says Jane. "Go on."

They are now embarked on the great
adventure of the night when Peter flew in

looking for his shadow.

"The foolish fellow," says Wendy, "tried to
stick it on with soap, and when he could not
he cried, and that woke me, and I sewed it
on for him."

"You have missed a bit," interrupts Jane,
who now knows the story better than her
mother. "When you saw him sitting on the
floor crying, what did you say?"

"I sat up in bed and I said, `Boy, why are you
crying?'"

"Yes, that was it," says Jane, with a big
breath.

"And then he flew us all away to the
Neverland and the fairies and the pirates
and the redskins and the mermaid's
lagoon, and the home under the ground,
and the little house."

"Yes! which did you like best of all?"

"I think I liked the home under the ground
best of all."

"Yes, so do I. What was the last thing Peter
ever said to you?"

"The last thing he ever said to me was, `Just
always be waiting for me, and then some
night you will hear me crowing.'"

"Yes,"

"But, alas, he forgot all about me," Wendy
said it with a smile. She was as grown up as
that.

"What did his crow sound like?" Jane asked
one evening.

"It was like this," Wendy said, trying to

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imitate Peter's crow.

"No, it wasn't," Jane said gravely, "it was
like this"; and she did it ever so much better
than her mother.

Wendy was a little startled. "My darling, how
can you know?"

"I often hear it when I am sleeping," Jane
said.

"Ah yes, many girls hear it when they are
sleeping, but I was the only one who heard it
awake."

"Lucky you," said Jane.

And then one night came the tragedy. It was
the spring of the year, and the story had
been told for the night, and Jane was now
asleep in her bed. Wendy was sitting on the
floor, very close to the fire, so as to see to
darn, for there was no other light in the
nursery; and while she sat darning she
heard a crow. Then the window blew open
as of old, and Peter dropped in on the floor.

He was exactly the same as ever, and
Wendy saw at once that he still had all his
first teeth.

He was a little boy, and she was grown up.
She huddled by the fire not daring to move,
helpless and guilty, a big woman.

"Hullo, Wendy," he said, not noticing any
difference, for he was thinking chiefly of
himself; and in the dim light her white dress
might have been the nightgown in which he
had seen her first.

"Hullo, Peter," she replied faintly, squeezing
herself as small as possible. Something
inside her was crying Woman, Woman, let
go of me."

"Hullo, where is John?" he asked, suddenly
missing the third bed.

"John is not here now," she gasped.

"Is Michael asleep?" he asked, with a
careless glance at Jane.

"Yes," she answered; and now she felt that
she was untrue to Jane as well as to Peter.

"That is not Michael," she said quickly, lest a
judgment should fall on her.

Peter looked. "Hullo, is it a new one?"

"Yes."

"Boy or girl?"

"Girl."

Now surely he would understand; but not a
bit of it.

"Peter," she said, faltering, "are you
expecting me to fly away with you?"

"Of course; that is why I have come." He
added a little sternly, "Have you forgotten
that this is spring cleaning time?"

She knew it was useless to say that he had
let many spring cleaning times pass.

"I can't come," she said apologetically, "I
have forgotten how to fly."

"I'll soon teach you again."

"O Peter, don't waste the fairy dust on me."

She had risen; and now at last a fear
assailed him. "What is it?" he cried,
shrinking.

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"I will turn up the light," she said, "and then
you can see for yourself."

For almost the only time in his life that I know
of, Peter was afraid. "Don't turn up the
light," he cried.

She let her hands play in the hair of the
tragic boy. She was not a little girl heart-
broken about him; she was a grown woman
smiling at it all, but they were wet eyed
smiles.

Then she turned up the light, and Peter saw.
He gave a cry of pain; and when the tall
beautiful creature stooped to lift him in her
arms he drew back sharply.

"What is it?" he cried again.

She had to tell him.

"I am old, Peter. I am ever so much more
than twenty. I grew up long ago."

"You promised not to!"

"I couldn't help it. I am a married woman,
Peter."

"No, you're not."

"Yes, and the little girl in the bed is my baby."

"No, she's not."

But he supposed she was; and he took a
step towards the sleeping child with his
dagger upraised. Of course he did not
strike. He sat down on the floor instead and
sobbed; and Wendy did not know how to
comfort him, though she could have done it
so easily once. She was only a woman now,
and she ran out of the room to try to think.

Peter continued to cry, and soon his sobs

woke Jane. She sat up in bed, and was
interested at once.

"Boy," she said, "why are you crying?"

Peter rose and bowed to her, and she
bowed to him from the bed.

"Hullo," he said.

"Hullo," said Jane.

"My name is Peter Pan," he told her.

"Yes, I know."

"I came back for my mother," he explained,
"to take her to the Neverland."

"Yes, I know," Jane said, "I have been
waiting for you."

When Wendy returned diffidently she found
Peter sitting on the bed-post crowing
gloriously, while Jane in her nighty was
flying round the room in solemn ecstasy.

"She is my mother," Peter explained; and
Jane descended and stood by his side, with
the look in her face that he liked to see on
ladies when they gazed at him.

"He does so need a mother," Jane said.

"Yes, I know." Wendy admitted rather
forlornly; "no one knows it so well as I."

"Good-bye," said Peter to Wendy; and he
rose in the air, and the shameless Jane
rose with him; it was already her easiest
way of moving about.

Wendy rushed to the window.

"No, no," she cried.

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"It is just for spring cleaning time," Jane
said, "he wants me always to do his spring
cleaning."

"If only I could go with you," Wendy sighed.

"You see you can't fly," said Jane.

Of course in the end Wendy let them fly away
together. Our last glimpse of her shows her
at the window, watching them receding into
the sky until they were as small as stars.

As you look at Wendy, you may see her hair
becoming white, and her figure little again,
for all this happened long ago. Jane is now
a common grown-up, with a daughter
called Margaret; and every spring cleaning
time, except when he forgets, Peter comes
for Margaret and takes her to the
Neverland, where she tells him stories
about himself, to which he listens eagerly.
When Margaret grows up she will have a
daughter, who is to be Peter's mother in
turn; and thus it will go on, so long as
children are gay and innocent and heartless.

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